[FM][kink/fetish] I finally had a sexual fantasy pretty much fully realized and it was wonderful

(I am 22 and Female). So I’ve only been with three boys/men in my life. One from ages 16-18, one from 18-20, and one from 20-22, still with the last. Please don’t think I’m a boyfriend hopper. I never intended each time to get into a relationship again so quickly. In fact, before I met my current SO, I was determined not to date for a year or so. But I literally couldn’t help myself and fell helplessly in love with this guy. He was also the one who took my virginity. I’m happy to say I made the right choice with that. No regrets.

So. Even though I was a virgin before I met him, sex has always been important to me and I think it’s important to be sex-positive and to not feel that sex is a taboo subject. Everyone does it, and it’s natural. So, before I even met my SO, I already knew what I was into and stuff. I am into rape fantasies, light bondage, basically anything in which the man is dominant and I am submissive. Outside of the bedroom my SO is very sweet and loving and kind and sort of does whatever I tell him to (we’re working on that because he needs to know his own opinion matters, too).

I’m totally rambling. Over the course of the year or so that we’ve been sexually active, we’ve worked some light dominance on his side into our sex because he knows I like it. I was never sure if HE liked it too, before tonight. We live with roommates and one of his roommates has a girl over a lot and they have sex ten feet away in their own bedroom and my SO could swear he could hear slapping noises coming from their room. Which got us thinking that I would like being slapped. He’s spanked me before which I love, but never slapped me anywhere else. He often already does other stuff like lightly grabbing my throat and dirty-talking, calling me a whore or a slut, etc.

Tonight, while I was masturbating, he was doing his usual stuff he does to help me, playing with my breasts, etc. And then he kinda mentioned the slapping, and I said I wouldn’t mind and I actually had always wanted him to. So he started slapping my breasts, and it was nice! I kept my eyes closed so I would be surprised when he did it.

Then at some point he kinda jokingly mentioned slapping my face and I gasped a little bit at the thought and opened my eyes and told him I wanted him to, but just to keep it light, because for me it’s really a mentality thing and not so much a physical thing. I closed my eyes again and he started alternating slapping my breasts and my face so I wouldn’t know which would be next.

A few minutes into this when he can tell I’m really enjoying myself he asks how I would feel if he muffled me with one hand over my mouth, and I said that sounded really hot, too, so he started doing that. At this point I’m pretty close, so he keeps one hand across my mouth and gently squeezes my throat with the other hand, and starts making the groaning noises he knows I like. When I started cumming he pressed his hand harder over my mouth and got down close to my face and I opened my eyes and he was staring at me super intensely and it was THE HOTTEST THING he’s ever done.

I was so happy after I was finished that I just sat up and kissed him for a really long time. I didn’t even know he had that in him, and he was really enjoying himself, too, and saying we could try other stuff next time. So now I’m just sitting here thinking about everything and just smiling. It was really the best thing that’s happened sexually since we started having sex in the first place. And my sexual attraction towards him skyrocketed the whole time, and afterwards when we were alternating taking showers. I felt like I did when we first started dating again, where every move he made drove me crazy. It was amazing.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/6jymqq/fmkinkfetish_i_finally_had_a_sexual_fantasy