[M] The sun was beating down while I was beating off

This is my first crack at erotica so be brutally honest <3

I woke up with a huge stiffy this morning.

I did my morning routine; yoga, coffee, shower. I thought about my to-do list today and how I could navigate edging myself and still reaching some accomplishments. As I thought about this I went outside for a cigarette.

Both of my roommates are late sleepers. Where I like to wake up between 7 and 9, they both will stay in bed until 11 or 12. So at 8, I knew that I had the back yard to myself. The sun was just starting to settle in my yard. It’s been getting colder but living in the bay area means I can still sun bathe in November and the big chaise was calling my name. I pushed it out of view of my roommate’s window, stripped down and laid in the sun.

Fuck I was horny. I turned my headphones on and I searched r/gonewildaudio for anything with the [sissy] tag. Literal jackpot. Oh sweet heaven feeling the warmth on my bare skin while listening to a British daddy. He described how I needed to fill mommy’s place now that she had left us. The sun felt like body heat while I imagined him forcing himself gently yet firmly.

I laid on my back and ran my hands over the sensitive parts. I was straining to be touched. How I wish I could have had him then and there. Every part of me was willing. Instead I gripped and stroked myself. He further described how he would force himself onto my face. Plunging his manhood down my throat. How he wished he could keep me there forever. Sweat beaded on my brow as I imagined it was his cock that was giving me so much pleasure and I began to choke myself a little.

I came up on the edge so fast then. I was imagining this sequence of being caught right where I was. He would force himself on me and use the lounge to prop my weak body up so he could take me. My body, pink in the sun, covered in sweat and slowly absorbing the precum now being flung around by my motion. I love this feeling. I need more.

I ran myself up to the edge 3 or 4 more times throughout the day. I went through some basic life tasks like laundry, making the bed, etc. Then I’d get the urge to strip down and be taken. I would usually sneak out to the back yard under the pretense of a smoke. Something about that outside air is just yummy. Finally both my roommates left for about an hour at the same time. I did what I wish I had been doing this whole time. I took a toy with some lube outside and got on my knees in the grass and mud.

Something about being in the dirt woke up the slut inside me. I arched my back and leaned forward towards my dildo. I looked up another audio file. It was 20 minutes long, just enough time to listen all the way through and still get back inside before I was discovered. I was immersed into a world where I was in a harem and one of the other girls was “checking in on me.” . I leaned forward towards my dildo. As she verbally forced me down onto her cock I arched my back and forced myself down onto the grass. I went after it voraciously. I worked the shaft with my hands while I sucked on the tip. I grabbed my wrists behind my back and worked that cock deep into my throat. I developed a lot of spit and slobber which I would occasionally wipe across my bare chest. Small gusts cut by and made my wet nipples hard as diamonds. I could feel the sun shining into my boy hole and involuntarily flexed it at the realization. I was feeling so fucking good.

When the audio determined I was ready I moved the dildo to my wanting cunt. She was going to get me ready for daddy and I wanted to be his so badly. I pushed the dildo into my hole and held it there for a moment. I held my legs wide as I settled back on my knees. By back was like an arrow as I felt my needy ass grasp the cock inside me. My stiffy stood up and leaked a gob of precum. I wiped the tip with my finger and sucked it off into my mouth. I started to bounce on the rubber cock in the grass as my hands found their way down to my hard on. I began to push towards the edge again. There was a voice deep in the back of my head that came alive. I began to talk myself into cumming. I was supposed to wait until the end of the audio but I couldn’t help myself. I had already edged so much today and my lack of cage or accountability pushed thoughts of merely edging to the sidelines.

I could feel my prostate trying to reach out and hold the cock inside me. Her voice had become like melted chocolate being poured directly into my brain. I wanted to be good for her, be good for daddy. I needed to cum though. Then the moment hit. I don’t know if this is true for everyone who has a prostate but when I edge my ass just wants to clamp down on whatever is inside it. Small rhythmic twitches are all that it takes to push that button from that moment onwards. As in that moment when I became a twitchy mess in the mud. My hole clenched the dildo on and off as I felt my stiffy throb and dribble into my palm. I didn’t cum that much because of the edging I forced myself through earlier, but holy shit. I licked my hand clean and I keeled over in the grass as my body finally relaxed. I was warm and drippy. I could feel the damp cold of the dirt but the sun bathed me in it’s embrace.

I got up and dressed, then went inside. Now I’m here typing this up and the smell of the lingering dirt and the precum wafting up is a disgusting aphrodisiac. I can’t wait until I get some alone time in the yard again.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/qtgfyv/m_the_sun_was_beating_down_while_i_was_beating_off