I got called a butterface and piggy by a lot of guys in my life .. I used to just ignore any rude guy or guys that will insult me … but that just ended up making me lonely… so with time I gave them chances in hopes maybe they like me and we date.. which just meant that someone who disrespected me was just using my body as he pleased cause he didn’t care how I felt or if I liked it or not.
Those guys were better than me , which gave them the reason to do so, and I would only get done from behind cause they never wanted to face or kiss…
But I have a roommate who’s fairly attractive and hot, and quite popular as well.
And I noticed that some guys would just call me by her name and pretend they are having sex with her and not me .. hated it and used to say nothing …
But at some point I just pretended back that I was her and I never felt so embarrassed and pathetic ..
And one day, a guy brought a printed photo of her face and stick it on mine and was the first time that I was faced in sex for a while.. I was even kissed (over the photo) which never happens…
I hated that it was just him looking at her face but idk … I let it happen cause he was more gentle compared to just using me…
Which kinda made me print a photo myself in hope that if a guy is into her I can just do the same and end up making love and not just him using me… but I just feel pathetic when I do… I feel like that guy lost all respect for me and that even I don’t respect myself… I don’t know why I do it honestly …
But it’s like I know that the guy is probably going to never care of respect or ask me out so I just let things happen
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/prujvp/f_i_have_a_printed_photo_of_my_roommate_to_put_on