[F] I made friends in school by giving Hjs and sexual favors…

I was lonely girl with below average looks, so must of the time I just spent my days with the nerd/geek group which wasn’t my vibe but I didn’t wanna be alone , specially that my personality and looks didn’t attract others ..

Until one day one of the guys I was trying to open a conversation with , took me to a corner and told me to jerk him off while talking otherwise he will lose attention… I felt so weird and bad but I did it cause I really liked him and wanted him to like me back .. so I did until he came in my hands .. and it became our normal meeting . We talk with his dick in my hands and stop once he cums …

It went on for a while, until he started telling other boys that would just come and ask for the same.

I didn’t like doing it, I knew they were just using me to cum and never cared about me even a little but a part of me liked having some attention from those attractive guys.. and like it was either that or just sit with nerds.. so I did it and it gave me the reputation of the dumb unattractive girl that would jerk off guys for attention because she was desperate.

But it was weird af, cause a part of me got turned on sometimes if it’s a guy who’s so attractive or so.. but I would be left to go back to class ashamed of being turned on.. by some guy who only used me to jerk him while he came thinking of another hotter girl

And they never wanted more from me .. even if we were alone in a car or at his place cause we studying . They just tell me to jerk them off even if I’m fully naked and horny they just use my hands while they look into someone else or so .

Which I was, and I was ashamed of it lol but I did it idk why

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/prr5fu/f_i_made_friends_in_school_by_giving_hjs_and