Firstly, thank you all for the feedback, I read all of it and considered it. Some of it was useful and constructive, some was critical but non judgemental, and some was harsh but fair.
So it’s been a while since posts and I’ve gone to write updates several times, but a lot has been happened since so I thought I’d save it for one post.
I’ll start by saying that, though I tried at first to cut my ex, things have since changed and we’re basically fucking whenever my wife is at work and sexting all other times. Read on if you want to know about how we got there….
After retrieving my wife’s underwear and putting them in the wash with some of my clothes to prevent her from noticing, I got a message from Kat.
K: So, how do I become worthy
T: You can’t, sorry. Not gonna happen again
K: I think I can, didn’t you see how willing I can be…
At this point, I decided to take a different tack to this approach, try to take the power back, even if it meant causing a little hurt. I also decided it was best to switch to a more discrete messaging service which unsurprisingly, she had.
T: We both know that you’ve never been good enough, Kat, that’s why I wasn’t faithful and why I left you for Anne.
This was a brutal comment, that was true, and we had talked about it over the years and I’d expressed remorse, but I felt I needed stronger words to make her stop and I thought it worked as there was no response for a few hours. And then….
K: Well, that was a hurtful message. But you want to know something? I knew it, and I fucking love it. I knew it when you did it at the time and it hurt me, but now I’ve accepted how you view me and it makes me so fucking wet….
This was followed by a live video of her playing with herself
The flick switched again and I replied
T: Well, are you going to become worthy?
K: No, I can never be
T: Well let’s see how unworthy you are.
Since then she has visited three times. We’ve fucked wildly in every room of the house. It’s been depraved, with humiliation and name calling alternating with her desperately asking for more.
She has also introduced me to a lot of new things that would have disgusted me a month ago but now I can’t stop thinking about it and more
My wife is staying with her mum this week and Kat might stay the night if she can find an excuse for her fiance…..Will provide an update after that.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/prjubd/meeting_my_first_gf_for_the_first_time_in_years