[MF] My journey into total submission: Part 1

After a tantalizing first date with this guy I met on a dating app, we agreed to spend the next weekend together. It’s important to note that at this point in my life I was getting out of an emotionally abusive marriage with my alcoholic ex-husband. I was raised to think that marriage was forever and you just had to endure whatever happened in the marriage even if this was damaging you. But, I wanted to rebel. For the first time in my life I was fed up and didn’t care about the consequences or what anyone else thought of me. I was going to save myself and get whatever I want.

So the weekend came, he and I met up at the station and were walking to his apartment. He was pleasant as usual but could tell I was nervous. He soon eased me out of that by making me laugh, effortlessly like he did on our date. I’ve only ever had sex with two men, my ex-husband included. Yet here I am, a 31 year old grown woman, of extremely conservative upbringing, going to the apartment of a man 7 years younger than me knowing full well that I’m offering myself up to get fucked in whatever way he wishes. I should feel like there’s something wrong about it all but the only thing I could feel is my throbbing pussy and the moisture building up in my panties.

We entered his apartment and he welcomes me in. I was impressed at how neat it was and thought that was really cute. I was still at the entrance, not sure about where to go, when he came up to me, held my face and said I looked very beautiful and innocent. He then kissed me deeply, holding my body close. I felt so much desire for him it was intoxicating. The last time I was this riled up was when I was a teenager!

He said he wanted to get a better look at me and brought me infront of a full length mirror in the bedroom. He stood behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist and pressed me on to his body tightly, his lips gently kissing my neck. I was getting so wet, we hadn’t even started having sex yet! He proceeded to feel the rest of my body, his hands sliding up my waist to my breasts while he continued to kiss my neck, ear, and cheek.

I turned my head to him to kiss him deeply on the lips, he squeezed my tits hard, he could tell that I wanted more. He said my clothes were cute but he wanted to see me. I stripped off my clothes for him, leaving only my underwear on while he remained fully clothed. He took a step back to take me in. I couldn’t help but feel extremely self conscious. He said he loved my curves and thought that I had a gorgeous body, this helped me relax a bit.

He directed me to the bed where I laid on my side and he laid beside me. We kissed some more, our tongues taking turns soothingly massaging the other’s. He slowly got on top of me as we kissed, his hands caressing my body then smoothly unclasping my bra. He took a moment to admire my breasts and told me that he liked how perky they were and then proceeded to enjoy them with his mouth. His warm mouth and tongue sucking my nipples, at first gently then hungrily, nibbling on them carefully. I moaned softly, my breathing starting to get heavy.

I could feel him getting hard. He pressed himself against me and asked me what I wanted. I whispered shyly that I wanted him. He ordered me to say it louder, and I felt compelled to obey every word that came out of his mouth from then. I repeated much louder that I wanted him. A satisfied grin formed on his face. He opened up his pants and pulled them down, exposing himsef just enough. I could feel his rock hard cock on my soaked panties. He continued to kiss me while slipping my panties down. I could now feel his warm, delicious cock on my bare pussy, dripping wet for him.

He eased himself into me, the head of his cock pressing on to the entrance of my pussy, my juices beginning to coat him. I moaned loudly, the anticipation was driving me wild and he was purposely taking his time, teasing me. He pushed in ever so slowly, my swollen pussy hungry to take him in, I felt every inch of him as he took his time to enter me, it was ecstasy. I continued to moan, helpless under the pleasure he was bestowing on to my body, I held close to him, licking his neck.

About halfway in he pulled back and then penetrated me again…hard. I screamed, his cock magically hit 3 g-spots in my vagina all at the same time. I had never felt this kind of sensation before, all my senses were on overdrive. I thought to myself, “this man is fucking dangerous, if I’m not careful, I’ll be completely addicted to him”. He thrusted in me rhythmically, changing the pace and intensity every now and then, keeping me on edge every time. I was getting close to climaxing, he somehow sensed it and pulled out of me quickly and got off the bed. He smiled and said he didn’t want to cum yet.

I felt weak and stayed laying in bed. He got a sweater for me to wear and told me to put it on and said that I’m allowed to wear only that and nothing else for the rest of the day because he wanted easy access to his slut. I couldn’t help smiling at the thought of being at the complete disposal of this man for the rest of the day. He made me kneel down in front of him and ordered me to clean him up. I gladly obliged and licked and sucked all of my wetness off his still hard cock. When he was satisfied he pulled his pants back up and helped me up.

We hung out on his couch, my legs on his lap, him stroking my smooth skin while we watched videos together. We would make out every now and then. It was comfortable and easy, it was so easy to be with him. Throughout the day he would get me to sit on his cock as we watched videos and ride him, always pulling me off before we got close to cumming. Amazingly, I was soaking and ready for him every time. He felt best when I was straddling his magnificent cock, cowgirl. When it came close for me to start heading back home. He lead me to the bed again. We lay on our side facing each other and talked for a while. I knew he was into BDSM since we were chatting on the dating app and talked about that for a bit. Pretty soon we were making out again and were taking each others clothes off. We were both fully naked and he was on top of me again.

His strong build was so arousing and made me feel so feminine and small, I felt myself get even wetter just watching his strong body rest on mine. He took his time penetrating me once again. We had done it countless times today but still I couldn’t get enough. He was thrusting into me harder and said, “Will you give yourself to me? Body and soul?” I said yes breathlessly. He continued, “Will you obey me and always put my needs first?” I said yes, he thrusted deeper into me. “I will be your Dominant and you will be my submissive from now on, you will always do what I command, I own your body, your mind, your soul, however, I will not take your heart, do you understand?” Again, I said yes, I was obsessed, I knew I’d do anything for him, I would be anything he wanted, his plaything.

He thrust in me even harder and squeezed my breast. “I’m yours fully, please give me your greed.” I said desperately. “Good girl” he said and pulled out of me. Neither of us came that day, but I went home a slave for a man I just met. I could hardly believe what had happened. I felt irrevocably bound to him but blissfully free for the first time in my life. And, I still had another full day to look forward to with him.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/po19o3/mf_my_journey_into_total_submission_part_1