My [M] New Squeeze and other [F] stuff update

I related some what to me are strange situations, about how white haired women showed up bearing food and with what to me were clear intentions of maybe, just maybe.. catching me?

I ain’t broke and I have a few toys around that make that show, which is probably how these older single females find themselves interested in and old fart like me in the first place.

Looked like that to me, anyways, and I admit to be guilty in that I took advantage of the situation. Still, I did have things more or less under control. (Sometimes more “less” than not, but oh well.) A few tears, a bit of pouting when I mentioned the relationship was not really going anywhere, but no dishes thrown (yet) like happened once back when I was in my 20’s. I will never forget that one, she was rather athletic, and was yelling at me about “giving me her ass!” while pegging cups, saucers, and plated plus other stuff my way.

I let them down kinder and gentler now….

Then: The really BIG surprise was running into Charlene, of all places at the local Safeway store my wife and I shopped at before she passed away. Charlene runs, or I should say ran a hair salon, and in the back they did waxing, and I was a regular client until COVID came along and her business got very poor, even we “special” clients weren’t going in. (If I have to explain what a “special” client is, then you are on the wrong website.) Then the State shut everything down and in short order, that was the end of her salon. Mask be darned, no missing Charlene, she is late 40’s, pretty, has a bit of an oversized fanny which I like, and nice personality.

I would have tried back then to get her in the sack but I was married and while some thing are OK, relationships were out of the question.

I ran into Charlene back in Late May or June, I think, the world seemed to be getting better. There were several days with no reported COVID cases in our whole County. She told me about her plans to reopen her salon.

We chatted more, catching up, she told me she was sorry about Debra passing, all the usual, we ended up going to Coffee, then dinner the next day, and suddenly Charlene was WAY more fun than she was at her Salon. There I got happy endings after the wax job, but that was it, no blow jobs, no kinky stuff, not even getting to play with her rather nice titties.

But now with me a widower, and no wife to upset, man did that change. We were on the couch, the floor, the bedroom, even my electric tilt easy chair and it only took a week to accomplish it all, including a few repeats. Hell, I didn’t know I even had it in me, plus I also got the extra shag removed! Charlene is every bit as HOT as my late wife Debra, and I was thinking maybe.. just maybe.. this one would work?

Then next surprise was, with things cooling down as far as COVID, she reopened her salon. Doing hair of course, but since we were dating hot and heavy I was wondering (of COURSE I was wondering) about the “special” clients since I would bet the dab of capital in my Edward Jones account that I am NOT the ONLY “special” client???

Well, even though we have been overactive in the bedroom department, and get along so well that It has popped into my old head to make things permanent, I am not certain I will be able to manage the idea of her taking care of any other “specials” besides me??

I suspect she has no idea that I was just about to ask her to marry me, and I also know she needs to earn a living which is why she was so excited to open back up. And, PLEASE don’t tell me to just not get married, I like being married, having someone around full time, that belongs.

Next FUBAR, guess what? Delta, of course, numbers of sick going way up again, back to the fucking masks, and even with both of us getting the Moderna shots, the world is a huge risk.

So, at this moment, I sit here with reservations. I really do LIKE Charlene, maybe even in love since she is about all I think of, even when I am out on the North jetty fishing. We get along perfectly, she cooks as well as I do which means she is also damned good at it, and she is attractive enough to compliment my arm anywhere we go.

The one and only flaw, IF that is one, is that she gives men and some women happy endings for money. Since she did with me, she knows I know and I suspect she figures I am OK with that? Can I ever manage to deal with that? Hell, I don’t know. Now back when we were NOT dating, I managed to deal with it, no problem, but now deep inside my senses suggest she is MINE and others involved even if it is a one way thing, make me a bit irritated.

So. I don’t know what the hell to do here, but I guess time will tell.

I will perhaps update if I end up getting dishes thrown at me again.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/pjnqwu/my_m_new_squeeze_and_other_f_stuff_update