So I’ve been through a hell of a lot these past 3 weeks, like going from thinking I’m 99% straight, to realizing I’m 100% pansexual, and down for anyone regardless of gender or physical sex AS LONG AS they are willing to make me their bitch. And I NEED people to fucking dominate me, and make me their slave. Like fucking need. (PM always open 😉)
So my girlfriend used to just be the fucking worst at sex. Now, she is the fucking best. All of her past trauma and insecurities she has been working through and its just unlocked this sex beast.
Now, she is one of the bossiest people I have ever met. Maybe, I was subconsciously attracted to it, despite outwardly hating it? I don’t know maybe.
Anyway, so, today, I was trying and failing to make myself cum, because I take anti depressants, which makes it hard if not outright impossible sometimes. So I’m jerking my dick off and she comes over to help me out, because she wants me to hurry up so I can study. We’ve been getting into the Dom sub shit, it switches around sometimes I Dom her, but as I say mostly me being the sub because… bossy. Anyway
She comes over and basically starts doing this thing she’s done before, which is slapping my fat man boobs, lol. But… there’s something different this time. Honestly, maybe it’s because I’ve been teaching her, and she’s been seeing what me and this other guy say to each other on text, but she has just been totally fucking unleashed. She starts pinching my left nipple, and slapping the right one. I mean, I can see in her eyes this time, she wants to FUCKING HURT me. She’s calling me her slut, bitch and whore. Saying stuff like “You are my sex slave, and exist only for my pleasure”. I mean, she’s definitely learned that line from me, but it doesn’t make it any less hot, lol.
At this point, yeah, I’m outright terrified of her. In a good way, though, its hard to explain. Part of it was, for years she has been either disinterested or outright hostile to sex. Now, she just has this insatiable desire to hurt me and make me her slut. It does get too much at points and I have to stop her, but it doesn’t really break the mood, and she gets right back into it.
Oh my god, it breaks me, in a good way, what she does next. Starts slapping my face, which even when I’ve seen it in porn before, has been way too much. But it’s not and I’m fucking loving it. Then she brings me in for a kiss, I don’t know why I don’t see it more often, but tongue sucking is fucking amazing, on both sides of it. You give up complete control of your mouth to the other person when they suck hard enough. So my tongue just disappears into her mouth and I desperately try and take it out just enough so it doesn’t fucking kill afterwards (that’s happened once before and whilst it is kind of hot and my first I would say actual fucking post sex after effect, I’ve still never had a hickey, it does hurt for about a day afterwards). Thankfully she doesn’t go TOO hard on it. Then whilst she’s sucking my tongue deep in her mouth, she’s STILL slapping my neck.
I mean at this point I’m just her bitch, totally. I don’t know, it’s kind of a blur, but eventually the torture does end. I mean, I still don’t cum then because anti depressants, I guess? Don’t worry I finished myself off a lot later. But it doesn’t matter. Hottest shit ever. Honestly? I can’t look at her the same way for hours, like we went out in public directly afterwards and I have to stop myself from calling her ‘mistress’. Like just knowing she fucking made me fucking feel so much pain, and pleasure.
Oh man, at this point I’m pissed off that I’m so poor. Like we have no equipment at all, and it feels this fucking amazing? Just imagine if we had rope, gags, strapons………. Fuck. Soon. Its one of my main motivations for earning money using various food delivery apps (I don’t have a proper job, covid has put almost all of australia under total lockdown)
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/pbwhid/fm_my_23m_formerly_extremely_sexually_repressed
That’s great that you found a pleasurable dynamic between you.
I love tongue sucking too, giving and receiving. I think it’s hot.
It sounds like you might also enjoy her spitting into your mouth while she slaps your face.
If you’re up for it she can also piss on your face and into your mouth which will really make you feel humiliated. Learn to love and swallow every drop of Her essence.
I hope you’ll get to try the strap-on. Regular anal penetration can really intensify your submissiveness and will truly make you Her bitch.