[FM] I did a porn and want to tell my side of the story

I’m getting married in a month and it was two months ago I confessed this to my beloved fiancé (and still wanted to marry me 🥰) but when I recently finished college 6 years ago, I was still a bartender (21F then) and going through a breakup. My car was breaking down and I was in tough times so I applied to an ad online for ‘modeling’ which was really paid sex on camera. The group that was doing this were basically a few guys and although the guy I had sex with was attractive they were all major assholes (off camera) and are now doing hard time because they lied about it being published on the internet (I knew better that it would).

I’m not going to get into too much detail since the legal swarm sucks but want to get this off my chest–I was promised $2000 for the day but only received half of it due to their nonsense and lies. I’m trying to stay out of the lawsuit because basically the only ones that will get good money are the lawyers and the settlement for me wouldn’t even make up what I didn’t receive 😭.

The story:

OK – We go back and forth in e-mail about flying me to San Diego for a scene involving sex in multiple positions and I got the agreement no anal was involved and the actor was tested for STDs (I also got tested beforehand. When I arrived and signed the papers they didn’t even want to see my results 😮). They even had me facetime with some other woman who vouched for them saying how professional they were but she was the one that almost had me back out of it since she was fake AF. The body shots of the guy I would do the scene with convinced me and I was such a desperate slut at the time was my courage to get my ass on the plane.

Once I landed they picked me up and were already taking pictures and interviews. They were giving me drinks on the way to the hotel to loosen me up but also were kind of demeaning to my body saying I didn’t look as hot as the pics I sent (fuck them…but they are now in jail so haha!). They said I had to pay for my own room but Jonathan (not his real name, he was really called Ruben I remember) said I could stay at his place. I knew where he was going so I said OK since I was going to fuck him anyway and we hung out at his place the evening before. I was hoping he would take me out to a nice restaurant or something but basically he just ordered chinese takeout and then he put his hands all over me…next thing I’m on my knees as he is pulling out his dick and I’m trying to show how I’m ready to be his whore for tomorrow. The sex with him off camera was much better because he was really good at the dirty talk – he called me his dumpster cum queen, pulled my hair and fucked me hard from behind and nutted deep in me.

The next day on camera the sex wasn’t really good at all in the hotel. It started with a lame interview and the whole scene edited was under an hour but it took what it felt like half the day to film! Basically I started with a blowjob which got into some deepthroat (I’m game as I don’t have a gag reflex anymore), then stripping down with Ruben fucking me in various positions. The best was in the beginning where he was standing as I was on the bed and he put his hands around my neck like he was going to choke me. I put my hands on his wrist getting very afraid but as he started to really fuck me hard I kind of had like an out of body experience that led to a quick orgasm. He never said a word on camera, just fucking me which felt like an eternity! I had to stop a couple times for water but there was really no break – just a marathon of getting constantly railed and him spanking my ass until it was beat RED! At the end he jerked his cock off and came on my face which was a surprising load knowing he busted one in me the evening before.

When I was on the plane heading home the flight attendant asked if I needed ice with my beverage — I remember thinking that it was my pussy that needed a bag of ice because I have never felt so sore from sex.

Was it worth $1000? – no.. not especially with the legal shit that blew everything up. I feel bad for the women who really thought this stuff wouldn’t be published but cmon’ I knew it would.

Don’t DM me for the video, yes I think its still out there LOL.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/p4k01o/fm_i_did_a_porn_and_want_to_tell_my_side_of_the