I [M] [19] use gay men’s mouth while imagining face fucking a woman

So, it had been 2 months since I turned 18 and I was still moving on from a breakup. I’m straight and I’m supportive of LGBTQ+ community and have several gay friends. This one day, my fellow dudes and I were drunk and a guy friend of mine enquired how I’ve been doing since breakup and in sometime, our conversation escalated into topics related to sex. He said how hard it is to get laid for a gay man in our locality as he hasn’t come out of the closet yet. I empathised with him and said he’s a great friend and I would help him in anyway possible. He all of sudden grabbed my crotch, it was awkward and I felt kinda uncomfortable but didn’t say anything. I wouldn’t blame the alcohol but we both were indeed drunk. “show me your dick” he asked. I’ve been in situations where I’ve had to be naked in front my friends so I agreed and we went to my room. The moment we entered, he tried smooching with me but I stopped his advances. “Okay, I won’t do that. Just show me your dick” he said. I opened my zipper and the next moment he kneeled down and took my cock in his mouth. I’m straight but the blowjob did feel good. I felt a bit uncomfortable, so, I just closed my eyes and imagined a girl giving me a blowjob. The thought of getting a blowjob from a girl and using a guy’s mouth just for pleasure’s sake turned me on all the more. By now, I was rock hard and started face fucking him still my eyes closed tightly. After around 10 minutes of shoving my dick in his mouth, I came, and the amount of load was surprisingly a lot.
Later I found out this was a kink for many, a kink where they are being used as a cumdump by a straight guy. Since then, I’ve done this with 7 gay men.

So, this is my confession. I’m straight AF, I have sex with women, and also fuck gay men’s mouth with their consent while I imagine face fucking a woman.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/p0trhi/i_m_19_use_gay_mens_mouth_while_imagining_face