I’ve [F] been a horny mess the last 5 weeks (2/3) *playing with myself in the shower*

Look up part 1 first :)

I’m not usually the biggest fan of playing with myself in the shower, every time I tried it I would always have too much friction with the water and even though I would get close I would never cum.

But that changed Sunday of week 3. After a week of writing porn at work, ruining so many of my panties and pants by soaking through them, I was such a horny, needy mess that I had to get myself off.

(Note: I thought I was desperate then but future me is writing this from the end of week 4 and i am FUCKING CRAZY HORNY. Desperate, needy, wet—I need to get off. But that’s a story for later)

I’ve always liked the way the water hits my nipples in the shower. I have really sensitive nipples and the water pressure has always felt wonderful, making them harden immediately.With the water hitting my skin,

I started to rub my nipples. Slow at first—teasing. They got all hard and jutted out and I started to tweak them with my fingers. Tweaking my nipples sent a wave of pleasure to my pussy. I felt how warm it got and felt it tighten up. This always happens when I get turned on.

I played with my nipples faster, rubbing them quickly between my fingers. I watch a lot of Japanese porn and I’ve always loved how they play with the women’s breasts and nipples. The way they flick them quickly between fingers, pulling them up from their bodies, and the way they lick and suck on them while the women whimper and writhe. When I watch it, I time my movements with them, pretending that I’m the one getting my nipples abused by pervy men. Just like I was doing in the shower.

With my hands on my nipples and my pussy feeling hotter and tighter, I slipped a hand down and I was fucking SOAKED.

I usually am not able to feel my wetness in the shower because the water washes it away and creates friction. But not this time. This time I felt the slimy, slickness of my pussy juices leaking out, all over my pussy and even on my thighs. The difference of texture, feeling the slipperiness on my pussy was so erotic and turned me on more.

I hiked a leg up on my shower and with one hand still tweaking at a nipple, I started to rub my pussy. Spreading my wetness all over, feeling how open my pussy was. It felt so inviting, basically begging to be played with.

I rubbed my clit and I felt waves of pleasure. I felt my pussy tighten some more, trying to contract around nothing. I needed to be filled, but I decided not to push a finger in. As desperate as I was, I decided to wait to finger myself until the end of the 5 weeks when I could finally play with myself properly, naked and soaking in bed without having to worry about anyone around me. The idea of finally getting to finger fuck myself after 5 weeks of having my pussy empty and needy, turned me on so much! I might even try to insert 3 fingers when it happens!

But back to my shower. I kept rubbing my pussy, slipping and massaging between my folds.

I took it up a notch and let my mind takeover. I leaned my face close to the wall and stuck my ass out, still keeping one leg hiked up. My breasts dangled down and I was able to gather both of them in one hand while my other hand stayed on my pussy. Pinching both nipples at the same time, I cupped my pussy with my other hand and started to rub even faster while also moving my body up and down to meet my own touches.

As I played with myself, I imagined myself getting fucked roughly from behind. I imagined a man taking me, forcefully pulling me on and off of his cock, his large hand pulling at my sensitive nipples. I started going faster, moving my hips as if I was fucking myself on his cock, my breasts bouncing up and down and becoming even more sensitive.

As I played with myself, I thought about different men fucking me. My 6’2 white ex-coworker who I knew would have had a long, fat dick; the emo Instagram influencer who went to my college, thinking about how he would have grabbed me by my hair and fucked me from behind; the anonymous men on GWA who’s voices I get off too by calling me a dirty slut and telling me how to play with my pussy. But the one who never fails to drive me to the edge is the random tinder hookup who made me soak through my jeans and played with my nipples as he grinded his hips onto mine. We never actually had sex, but remembering his voice and the way he called me a horny girl because of the wet noises coming from my pussy as he finger fucked me, always makes me desperate to cum.

I bounced my body up and down, slamming my pussy onto my hands, as if I was slamming onto a cock, and tweaked my nipples faster. And it was with these thoughts of men teasing me, fucking me, using me, that I came in the shower. My body hunched over, shaking as my orgasm took over. My pussy started spasming, desperate for the cock that should have been stuffed inside it.

It took me a minute to come down from my orgasm. When I recovered, I felt my thighs covered in my juices and my nipples were still hard from the water hitting them. I felt a bit embarrassed. I can’t explain it, but I guess I felt a little dirty about the way I played with myself. It felt animalistic,—desperate. I mean, I was desperate, but god, everything I had just done felt so dirty!

It was definitely worth it, though. I had relieved my frustrations and satisfied my urges.Or so, I had thought.

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Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/oxup94/ive_f_been_a_horny_mess_the_last_5_weeks_23