Sorry for my bad English
one day i met a girl [20] through a local chat-app. she said to me that night that she was bored and just wanted to write with someone. we wrote and had a good chat about just about anything. about an hour later she said that her neighbors were annoying because they were having sex so loudly. it was clear in which direction it should go now. later, she wrote that she would like to cuddle with someone. it was late at night, it was raining and i didn’t know where she lived. we texted a bit more and then went to sleep. i told her that i would like to meet her.
a few days later she texted me again. she was in the park with two friends and they also met two guys. she asked if i would like to join them so we could get to know each other better. i agreed. one of the friends got drunk after a short time.
one of the guys told me that he wanted to sleep with this girl. she was the only one in a bikini and she kept making out with the two guys. she also wanted to kiss me, but i didn’t want to, even though she was really good looking. of course, i didn’t want to mess it up with my”date” even though it wasn’t a real date. we had fun, played games and exchanged ideas. we got along very well. in fact, she lived only one street away from me and she gave me her number to be on the safe side. anyway, everyone was drunk and we wanted to go back home and finish the evening in the city. the girls stayed with another group and wanted to come back. we boys went ahead. of course i didn’t want to mess it up with my “date”, although it was not a real date. we had fun, played games and exchanged ideas. we got along very well. in fact, she lived only one street away from me and she gave me her number to be on the safe side. anyway, everyone was drunk and we wanted to go back home and the girls wanted to stay with another group for a short time and then they wanted to come back right away.
we boys went ahead. after a while we went home. all in all it was a very good evening. and everything seemed to indicate that no one would go home “alone”. but it turned out differently. it was the perfect moment on a warm summer day to finally lose his virginity.
yes, i am and will remain a virgin. i am actually introverted and struggle with myself. because of my gynaecomastia i feel unattractive and only rarely do i dare to get involved with someone strange like that. the week after the weekend i wrote my exams for university and then went back home.
i regret not staying with her the whole evening.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/owbj4v/mf_20_i_m_regret_this_evening