26 [M] I let my gf fuck a BBC, should I regret?

This is the story of how I got cuckolded by my girlfriend. I didn’t realize for years that she is interested in huge cocks. I am saying huge because I consider my self big as well.
(Not going to share specific details but if you wonder you can always DM me.)
Plus we had an amazing, mind blowing sex life. She was worshiping me, I was making her fly over the clouds giving her orgasms. Everything started with us having a long distance relationship. We were seeing each other 2 times a year. Just then we were able to fuck. Now let me give you some signs before you hear the story.

1st SIGN: At sex shop we were getting our sex toy. Ofc it was a dildo. But it was way masculine and way bigger than mine.

2nd SIGN: She had other dildos as well. But she was only cuming with the one that is bigger than mine.

3rd SIGN: She always teased me with other guys. She was getting me jealous and then jerking me off. She was asking “Why!? Does it get you hard?” Kinda trap questions. After dancing with a bear costumed random guy at a halloween party.

4th SIGN: She liked to measure my cock and compare it to her gfs boyfriends. She also liked to show my cock pics to her friends.

5th SIGN: She forced us to get caught while having sex in a house we rented with her friends at a holiday.

6th SIGN: This is the most important one. She bought strapon and she asked me to fuck her with it. You guessed it right we attached that dildo she got.

So all these years i couldnt see these signs. I didn’t understand at all. So she slept with many guys through out these years and I only accepted cause we were having a long distance relationship. We were young and we thought it would be waste of us if we spent our youth years without fucking around. I slept with one other girl she slept with 9 other guys. We started living together before we broke up. Lately our sex life was all about me pounding her in doggy and her imagining to bigger guys she fucked. Or she was jerking me off to videos/pictures/stories to her fucking them. She was slightly humiliating me because I don’t have a small cock.

The fuck changed everything.
She found this guy on tinder while we were long distancing. She sent me his pics and asked if I am okay with it. I accepted of course. Cause over the years she got me excited to this kind of ideas. I even wondered how it would be if they did it. He was black and that got us excited. He is an active basketball player and he has an amazing body. He is the alpha black male you see in porn. I was picturing them together, and it was actually starting to get me hard. My thing was starting to grow while we were sexting about it and I was finding my self jerking of to them.

Somehow I was okay with it and the day finally came. She went to his house. They were going to fuck and she was going to leave afterwards. They fucked. I asked for pictures and videos. The first photo came and i started jerking off to my girlfriend sucking on a huge black stranger cock. Then the first video came and I came to my girlfriend shaking on that huge cock in doggy style. She was actually shaking. With all her body. I didn’t know that she could feel this much. It made me a bit paranoid. Why wasn’t she acting like this when we were fucking? I started asking my self. But may e she wasn’t acting maybe he made her feel like this. Anyway I told her that I came and asked her bunch of questions. She wasn’t replying. In exactly 1 hour and 40 mins she texted me back. She said “sorry it happened again” I asked her when is she going to head home and she asked me if she could stay for the weekend. Somehow, I accepted it. I wondered what more could I see. She didn’t text me anything about it during the weekend. She just teased me. I knew they were doing things together
I knew she was fucking her brains out but I couldn’t get any info about it. When she was going back home. Front he bus she sent me a video. He was taking her and he was fucking her ass sooo hard. I still watch the video today and cum to it. The reason why it makes me cum this much is she didn’t do anal with me that much. Over the past 6 years maybe we did it 4 times or something. But she had it with that guy. Was it all because he was bigger? I asked her when she arrived home. She said “no! He took me and started fucking my ass and I couldn’t resist”

Okay but you resist to me all the time when I wanna have anal.
I fucked my girlfriend harder than ever before. It turned me on a lot. There was a weird feeling about having a cock which is not small but still being cuckolded by the love of my life with bigger guys she found. I never was able to make her cum or squirt anymore. It changed our sex life forever.
Im jealous till today even tho we broke up but I still jerk off to them and other guys she fucked.

If you like what I shared I might share other experiences we had during our open relationship. Don’t hesitate to text me about this story or anything else. I can answer any of your questions. Hit me up if you want.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/oto3qp/26_m_i_let_my_gf_fuck_a_bbc_should_i_regret