The boundary between pain and pleasure

This story line starts here: [Training a personal slave](https://www.reddit.com/user/jennifer-klein/comments/o1xmsf/training_a_personal_slave/).

After encountering [an innocent observer](https://www.reddit.com/user/jennifer-klein/comments/o9oguu/an_innocent_observer/), we both wordlessly walked fast to the car, almost running but trying to keep our cool. My boyfriend’s eyes radiated some mix of fear, shock and excitement. I, on the other hand, was really turned on by the whole situation and excited to continue my day of fun.

As we came to the car in an empty parking lot another idea suddenly came to my mind. I opened the trunk and pointed at it. His eyes opened wide and he opened the mouth to object but hardly made any sound.

“Get in and I’ll consider letting you cum today” I said, “Or do you want to call it off?” I asked, watching his face getting red. I knew perfectly well that he could do anything but not back off. And indeed he slowly got into the trunk.

“Mistress will be back in a minute, don’t go anywhere” I said as I shut the door and returned to the mall and headed to the sex shop. I thought about the girl we met in the changing room, smiling and really hoped I’d run into her again. Sweet memories rushed into my head of an innocently beautiful lover of mine from the previous life the girl reminded me of.

“Focus!”, I told myself as I realized I was lost in the mall so I pulled out my phone to look at the map and noticed a text from my ex. “Hey, it’s been a while, I missed you! I’m traveling to your city, how about we grab a coffee”. We parted on good terms, and dating him was great – he is a very smart, fun and loving guy. Another thing worth pointing out is he is one of very few who could dominate me in bed and I enjoyed hell a lot out of it. He could tie me up, tease me, “punish” me and I’d cum so hard with very little additional stimulation. It was an art and he was a true master of it. “Can I hire you as a consultant?” I thought, picking up his brain at the sex shop right now would be priceless.

“Hey, great to hear from you! But I have a boyfriend now, so I’ll pass” I replied. I needed to escape the past pattern and establish friendly boundaries or (probably better) not see him at all, I didn’t want to risk my relationship.

I looked at the map, got the direction and rushed to the sex shop as intended while the memories rushed like a kaleidoscope through my brain. Like one time in the Barriere Le Majestic in Cannes I was blindfolded and stripped to the bed and he was running his fingers and tongue through every bit of my whole body for like eternity, keeping me super aroused but just short of pushing me into an orgazmic abyss. “Please, make me cum, please, I’ll do anything you want” I screamed repeatedly. But he didn’t take it literally knowing I have my things I don’t do in bed and respected that. Eventually he just layed down on top of me pressing his dick between my legs and grabbed a nipple with his lips which pushed me over the board and I thought I’d collapse under him from pleasure. “Please take me right away, please cum into me, I want to feel you inside” I moaned. His long play had a side effect of a huge load of cum which I loved so much.

I found myself in a corner of the sex shop, holding a few articles I didn’t consciously intend to buy, but decided to go with the flow, why not to realize also sub-consciously fantasies, I concluded:)

With a corner of my eye I noticed a blond girl on the opposite side of the shop and my heart rushed. I met her again, I’m so lucky!

“I hope I didn’t bite your neck too hard today” I exclaimed as I ran to her. “Oh shit” I thought when she turned to me and I realized it’s not *the* girl. She looked at me in shock and remained speechless, staring at the articles in my hands. A bunch of other visitors turned to us with curiosity. “I’m Jen by the way” I said trying to escape from this situation, while the girl blushed and I could see the eyes of the consultant behind the girl widened in surprise. “Or was it just a dream of mine?” I went on, whispering this time and smiled. The girl finally unfroze and ran away from the sex shop:) “Too bad, I liked her!” I said to a confused consultant and went ahead with my shopping and sweet memories.

Once I found everything I needed in the sex shop, I picked up a coffee and draw with a very special cargo in my trunk.

Once we were home I ordered my slave to undress and lay down on the bed face up. I blindfolded him thoroughly to make sure no light reaches his eyes and he can fully focus on the feelings.

“Are you ready?” I asked, “Yes ma’am” he replied. I locked his legs and hands into handcuffs and tied them all under the bed with a rope. I could just use the rope but I was not in a patient mood today and this was simpler. I finally removed my panties from his mouth and kissed him passionately. “I love you, Dear! And by the way, exemplary behaviour today, my slave, good job!”. I kissed his cheeks, neck, ears, going inside with my tongue and then down to his chest and nipples, petting them very gently, pushing a moan out of his mouth. I went further down, covering every inch of his beautiful body down to his cock, fully ready at this point and ran my tongue along it as well, so nice to hear him moaning calmly. I gently kissed the balls and licked them, went down along widely spread inner thighs, kissing and licking there as well, moving to the knees and calves, kissing his feet and toes and returning back up.

“Are you ready to cum?” I asked him, “Yes mistress, I’m so ready, this feels amazing, thank you, mistress!!”. I’m back to the balls, sucking them into my mouth one by one and both at the same time while slowly jerking the top of the cock. I pushed the skin back from the head and lightly sucked it as well, running my tongue around the head hearing a long moan. Continuing to suck him I take the balls in one hand and semi-gently pull them. “They are so large, I want you to explode into me, I want to feel all this cum inside. You must not waste even a drop, do you understand?”, I asked, implying he is not allowed to cum, “Yes, ma’am, absolutely ma’am” he replied immediately. I swallowed the head again soon tasting pre-cum. He was so ready, I pulled his balls again and wrapped it with an elastic band and felt how his whole body contracted from the feeling. “This is a cock ring” I said, “it will make it easier for me to lick your balls” I said and took both of them in my mouth while jerking him off. “And prevent you from cuming until I decide you can” I thought to myself:)

I spit on his cock lubricating him well and pushed another ring on his cock itself. “This one will make it wider and more sensitive, I hope you are truly ready” I said, pressing my pussy to his cock, rolling it up and down. ”Now it’s time to make sure I’m wet for the ride” I said and sat on his mouth, I was wet a long time ago but his mouth…. “Oh my”, I thought, “I’ll never get tired of his tongue”, as he split my lips and went inside me. I started to pet his nipples, getting them hard again and then squeezing trying to find the pain point, his body contracted right away. “His pain bar is so low, we will need to practice a lot” I thought, adjusting the nipple clamps to a lighter mode anyway.

Losing attention his cock started relaxing so I leaned down grabbing it with my lips and pushed it in my mouth fully while scratching his stripped balls with my nails. The cock immediately expanded in my mouth forcing me to lean back. I wish I could take it deep, but those are the skills for future development:)

“I love your cock in my mouth” I said and locked one of them clamps on his nipple. The reaction that followed I didn’t expect: he screamed loudly trying to break free from the ropes, though unsuccessfully. I pressed him with my pussy down, and pinched the other nipple hard. I sat up from his face and slapped him a few times on the cheeks leaving red marks and pushed a pillow on his face pressing it with my crotch, squeezing it around his head with my knees. He was shaking uncontrollably trying to push me away, but I was just holding him without breath for a minute until he calmed down, adjusted the other clamp to a bit more painful level then the previous one and very slowly clipped it on, while holding him with my knees and hearing screams through the pillow. A moment later I removed the pillow and let him catch his breath while I made his cock hard again with just my tongue and right away pushed my pussy on it. “Oh, I missed it” I said, “I hope you are now ready for a ride”.

To be continued…

Source: reddit.com/r/eroticliterature/comments/ol0zro/the_boundary_between_pain_and_pleasure