Finding a small spark again [FM]

We’ve been in a rough patch lately. Refinancing our house, remodeling our homes exterior, and many 4AM mornings to open up the factory had taken it’s toll on our closeness.  Things were so tense that even a simple hug could result in tense words and us avoiding each other.  “Sometimes I’m afraid we’re too far gone” she texted me after one such incident as I sat sulking in the garage having a smoke.  A difficult conversation followed about where do we go from here.  It was hard, we were both so unfulfilled at the time if either of us would have called it quits the other wouldn’t have argued. It wasn’t that we wanted to go our separate ways just that we weren’t connected and we needed reassurance from each other that the other was still in this thing we have built. So after talking through some of our unfulfilled needs we both felt better, and agreed we needed to focus on having more of these talks and get everything back on the table so we could start the long process of working through things.

This wasn’t the first time we had been through this, after nearly 20 years together we have lost touch with each other on many occasions sometimes for a week others for months but we weren’t new to this. We have cried together through counseling sessions and came back stronger every time so neither of us were uncomfortable but we both knew if we wanted to fix us again we needed to put in work. We knew how to jump start the healing and reconnecting process. A weekend trip where we could cook together, watch movies, read books, hike, and make love on our schedule without the stress of housework or parenting would be perfect…. And with the current state of our life also completely impossible.  Life was going rough for those that we would typically reach out to for overnight child care. They had their own battles they were fighting and we weren’t going to compound their problems while trying to work through our own, so we would have to work through them our selves.

The rest of the day things seemed easier. We tag teamed the house work and even took time between chores to make out while the laundry was running or before moving on to the next task. We flirted and touched without pressure or worrying.  The ember of our romance was still very much alive under all the ashes that had gotten piled onto it, and at least today we were adding fresh fuel to build the fire.

“Stop looking at my ass” I joked while reaching into the washing machine to switch the clothes. -SMACK- as she wordlessly landed her hand across my back side and we both giggled.  Without missing a beat she pulled my pants and underwear down and delivered a much more serious smack. That one burned and I sighed and forced myself to relax at the sudden endorphine release.  In all of our bedroom shenanigans she had never truly spanked me and I was kinda digging it.  She was too, as she was quietly giggling like a maniac as she grabbed my balls with one hand to hold me still and continued to deliver another dozen hard shots to my exposed butt. It was almost like it was her way of letting go of some of the stress from the past couple months. I hadn’t met all her needs and she was letting me know it, at the same time restoring the physical touch I had been missing for some time.   The unexpectedness of the situation and the rapid surge of adrenaline left me disoriented as she pulled up my pants and reminded me we had work to finish and we weren’t alone in the house.  Give me a second I said while feeling the cool metal against my cheek, and knowing I would have stumbled if I took my weight off the machine.  After a few minutes the world stopped spinning and I made my way upstairs to help with the chores.

“Did you like that?” I asked as we sat down and listened to some music an hour later. “Yes” was hey only response.

“What did you like? How did you feel when you were doing it?” I said trying to push the conversation a little bit, and open more lines of communication

“I don’t know”she said giggling “why do you have to over analyze everything?”

“It’s just what I do” I responded knowing my ADD wouldn’t let my brain rest until I had examined every situation from every angle.

The rest of the day was nice, lots of flirting caressing talking and just being together.  We sat in the sun while my oldest boy worked on his truck. She napped the afternoon away content to know the house was in a better place and so were we.  Things weren’t fixed yet, relationships dont work like that. They take two people working together through things that may never be 100% fixed.  But at least at the moment we were two people trying to work as a team again.

Sitting on the patio as the night was winding down, when she looked at me and asked “do you want to go see if we can find a movie to watch in our bed?” “I was thinking about asking if you wanted me to wash your back but if you wanna watch a movie that’s great too” was my response.  “How about we go get a shower, turn on a movie and see where things go from there.” She said taking my hand and leading me upstairs.

Laying in our bed I flipped through the streaming services looking for the movie she asked for. Despite the plethora of online content, I couldn’t find it and told her so. She laid down and without saying a word leaned in and kissed me deeply.  We haven’t kissed this passionately in months and we were both a little shocked as we laid there just looking at each other before we dove back in for more.  For a half hour we kissed like teenagers, our hands running over each other without venturing into private places.  It’s sad to say but in the past few months there was so little passion between us I think we were both a little nervous we would ruin the moment  if we took things to the next level.

Kissing her neck I felt her whisper on my ear as much as heard her say quietly “I’m going to cum” as she crashed into an orgasm from kissing alone. That was a new one on me… I’ve made her cum several times through nipple stimulation without reaching below her waist but I’ve never gotten her off with just kisses to her neck.  Yep she was definitely still into me just as much as I was her.

As she came back to earth I planted a few more gentle kisses on her neck before rolling her onto me. As soon as she was on me her animalistic instincts took over and she began kissing her way down my chest. Methodically she kissed me again and again, teasing every inch of my bare torso. I could feel her nipples grazing my skin as she went. Each brush from them sending shivers through me. I gasped as she took me into her mouth. Words were leaving my mouth encouraging her as she continued to bob her head and tease the underside with her tongue. “That feels amazing” I said as she moaned around my member. After carefully teasing me for several long minutes she came back up to lay beside me.

“Your in for a long night Mrs. X” I said as I carefully reached down between her legs while taking her nipple in my mouth. She came with a gutteral moan gushing onto my hand the instant my finger found its mark.  Her wetness and warmth felt amazing.  As I slid one finger inside her stroking her G-spot she moaned again “that feels good, don’t stop” she said before clenching and coming again.  “You haven’t made love to me like this in so long”  As she recovered from this climax I added two more fingers pushing gently into her and feeling her walls expand. “Is that nice dear?”

A low “Mmmmmmmhhhhhhmmmmmm”  left her mouth and she grimaced slightly as I added my pinky to her already stuffed pussy and slowly began moving into and out of her.  “Oh God your rubbing my g-spot perfectly” she moaned as I shifted so that I could massage her clit with my free hand bringing out another small climax before removing my hands and slowly sliding myself into her. Barely moving my hips I leaned down to her face to kiss her softly.  We stayed there kissing for some time until I pulled out of her and went back to using my fingers to stretch her out. 

We went back and forth like this for almost an hour. Fingers and stretching then slow passionate love making. I got to experience her climax many more times during this session and relished every one of them.  I was so tied into watching her writhe through an almost unending wave of large and small orgasms that I was caught off guard when she told me to come inside her as she had a quivering full body climax.  Within a few seconds I felt myself tighten as I unloaded into her.

We laid there for some time until I started to soften and we rolled next to each other and snuggled. We continued the kissing and touching that had been ongoing since our earlier conversation

“I love you, always have and always will” she whispered as we moved into proper sleeping positions and cuddled ourselves back together. “I love you too.”

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