a rant about female masturbation from a female.

I just wanted to describe how it feels and what goes through my head while I touch myself when I masturbate. I've had a huge attraction to this one guy who moved away (we only kissed) so I usually think about him when I masturbate, think about his hands on me, him touching me, things he would say to me….etc. (Keep in mind it is possible for this to be a reality because I am going to go visit him in a month :) ) With that said, here we go:

I grab my vibrator and turn my light off, but I'll keep my window open (city lights) so I can still see the outline of my body. I really love my own body, I work hard for it to look good and be in shape– it's really sexy so seeing it sometimes turns me on. (there is a mirror on my closet next to my best) Also when I imagine someone else touching it. Anyways. I lay in bed, I have my vibrator in one hand and touching my skin a little with the other. I take my shorts and panties off so the real fun can begin. I close my eyes. I grab both my breasts and arch my back, picturing him kissing my neck and squeezing me, whispering sweet nothings to me while getting my body hot… I rub my hands up and down my torso and squeezing my breasts with every pass I make upon them. I can picture his head moving down my body and kissing me everywhere, and slowly making it into my inner thighs. I take my vibrator, still off, and rub it against my thighs very slowly… just brushing it against my clit at the line where my lips meet. I turn it on and as lightly as possible, tease myself and the tip of my clitoris, thinking it was him doing it. I want him to make me want him.. I turn my vibrator on the high setting, doing the same teasing, and I know I'm getting wetter. I wish I could take my hands, run my fingers through his hair in a rough, sexy way while he's eating me out. I want to show him how much I love what he's doing to me. At the same time I grab my ass, imagining his hands were grabbing it, being rough and playful with me. I want him so bad at this point. I am teasing my clitoris with my right hand and feeling myself up with the other — my shirt completely pulled up, so I'm basically naked on my bed. I start to take the tip of the vibrator and slide it between my lips, getting me more and more wet, picturing it was him teasing me with the tip of his dick, telling me he won't give it to me until I'm begging him for it. The way my vagina is placed on my body (maybe because I'm half Asian, who knows), it is pretty far set back, aka good for doggy style. And that position is my favorite for so many reasons…it 100% hits the right spot ;). I want to get fucked from behind, not missionary. I flip over on my bed with my naked ass in the air, and push my vibrator against my clit while grabbing my ass and pulling my cheeks apart. I want him behind me, putting his dick between my lips and open my ass. I want him to admire what he is about to get himself into and just say, "Wow." I push my vibrator inside of me, my face is pressed up against my mattress picturing him fucking me doggy style while spanking my ass the whole time and telling me I'm a good girl and how bad he wants me. I feel an orgasm coming, but this is an external one. I push my vibrator onto my clit and my breathing changes to a deeper breath and I start to come, moaning, "oh god, yes" pretending he's cumming at the same time as me. I know I can't be too loud since I live in an apartment building but for the first 5-10 seconds I don even get a f*ck, it feels way too good. Once this honestly close to mind-blowing-by-myself-orgasm happens, I lay in bed for a moment collecting myself, sometimes I think about if he was next to me after it he would be doing the same. After all this, I finally open my eyes and it's like I'm in a normal world again, put my vibrator away and go on with my life.

TL;DR: When I masturbate I picture myself having sex with a guy I'm attracted to and it gets me off.

edit: formatting.

Source: reddit.com/r/Erotica/comments/2fulql/a_rant_about_female_masturbation_from_a_female