Losing my [f] virginity to a friend [m] in college

Okay so I have a few stories that I’m going to be sharing, but I figure I’d start with my first time.

Background:
I was 20 years old and in the spring semester of college when this happened. Originally, I wanted to wait until I was in a relationship or really liked the person before having sex with someone but I got tired of waiting and always said if one of my guy friends was down it’d be a good option.

I have this guy friend, let’s call him M, that I had know for over a year. We lived across from each other in the dorms and would hangout occasionally. He had always been nice but we weren’t that close. He had a gf, think they broke up at the end of that year. Flash forward to the next year spring semester. He invited me to a party at his place near campus known for being the party apartments. It was a super fun night! At the end of the night, we were back at his with some friends, playing beer pong. We ended up going to his room. We were just sitting on his bed, talking about school and random stuff. I thought he was going to kiss me, but wasn’t sure if I was reading the vibes wrong. He never did kiss me, it got late, and he walked me out to my Uber.

The next weeks that followed, we started texting and the texting turned to flirting. I mentioned the party and us in his room all coy, trying to see what he would say. M said “yea I wanted to kiss you”. I asked why he didn’t and he said he wasn’t sure if I was into him. I told him that he totally could’ve kissed me.

Descriptions of us:
M is about 5’11, average build, Mexican, brown hair, brown eyes, short buzzcut type hair, kinda has a nerdy look to him. Not stereotypical attractive but he was a cute guy. His dick was average size, maybe around 5 inches long.
I’m 5’10, white, blonde hair, blue eyes, boob length hair, curvy, 40D boobs. Pics on profile.

Okay so the flirty texting turned sexual, I don’t remember all that was said. We are both night owls, so always up late. We were talking one night and M was saying how we should hangout and see if we can wear each other out. I asked how. He said didn’t think that through I guess. I asked well what would you want to do with me. M asked the same question back. Blah blah more flirting. The one thing M said that I’ll remember forever is “I want to taste you and then have you taste yourself”? So we planned to hangout soon after.

And here’s the story:
I went over to M’s apartment at night one day and we talked for awhile. We watched Birdbox on Netflix. Like actually watched the whole movie lol. We were on his bed cuddling, we only kissed for a little bit during the movie. After we finished the movie, we were just talking a bit before M grabs my face and we start making out. M starts feeling my body. He’s reaching under my dress to take my bra off.
I pause to tell him “You know I’ve never slept with anyone”
M was like “Oh like we don’t have to”
I cut him off and said “No I want to. I just wanted to let you know.”
M said “Yea that’s fine. I knew”.

I was surprised and happy that he didn’t make it a big deal at all! It was such a relief. We continue kissing and then he starts to take my dress off and says “This is the fun part.” And gets off the bed to take his clothes off. I stand up and continue to take my tights and thong off.

Once we were both undressed, we start kissing again. M tells me to lay on the bed, relax and that he wants to go down on me. I lay down and he does just that. It felt amazing having his tongue lick all over my clit. I was also surprised by him going down on me because I had always heard that not many men do that. He went to town on me. Started fingering me while licking and playing with my clit.

After awhile, he got up and said I want to fuck you from behind. I moved so I was leaning over the bed. He asked me if I was ready. I said yes and he said okay. M pushed his dick into my tight wet pussy. It felt really good and so new to have a real dick inside me. M fucked me for about 5 minutes before I heard him say “damnit I came”. I told him not to worry about it and he was like it’s fine, but I’m still going to eat you out. M laid me back down on my back and even more eager this time licked me and fingered me until I had a very mild orgasm. I was still a little in my head because nerves and omg I’m having sex rn lol.

M then asked if I wanted to try giving a blowjob. I had never given one before. I said yes. I got down on my knees in front of him sitting on the bed and gave him a blowjob for a bit and he was really impressed. Said things like fuck and wow can’t believe you’ve never done this before, it feels great. *pats self on back* lol. I was sucking, licking the head and up and down the shaft. Kept trying to deep throat him and a few times I was able to get him entirely in my mouth.

While I was going down on M, he asked “Round two?” I was definitely down so we went again. M asked me to get on top. I did, but didn’t really know how to ride so he took control. I was leaning over him while he pounded into me from underneath and sucked on my nipples. It felt even better than the first round. We fucked like that for awhile and I was moaning loud. M said with a smirk on his face, good thing my roommates aren’t home. I’m guessing he enjoyed hearing the sounds I made. Eventually, he flipped me over and got on top. He thrusted into me in missionary, pushed my legs up so that they were resting on his shoulders. He was able to fuck me real deep in that position and he came for the second time that night. After, M went down on me again and tried to finger me, but by then I was overstimulated and tired so we stopped. I told him that it was great and that he made me feel good.

Aftermath:
M went and got us both water. He offered me the bathroom to clean up. Then he went. While he was in the bathroom I started getting dressed for some reason. He came out and put some lounge clothes on. We sat on his bed for a bit and just talked about regular things. But I got this feeling that I kinda wanted to leave at that point. It was odd bc I would consider myself an emotional person, but I didn’t want to cuddle or stay lol. I was probably in shock from the fact that I just had sex for the first time and processing what just happened. Idk why but I also became disinterested for no reason. Like he was absolutely great in bed and afterwards. Very nice, stand up guy. I checked my phone, it was like 2-3am, my roommate texted me asking what happened and if I needed a ride back from his to our apartment. I told her yes. He offered to take me home, but I declined. My roommate texted when she was there, M walked me out to her car. We said goodbye. My roommate and I went and got McDonald’s bc I was hungry and didn’t have dinner lol. We went back to our place, smoked and talked about what had just went down.

Overall, it was a great experience and I don’t regret it. He really made it about me and took care of me throughout. However, I had no interest to be with him or do it again. We talked for a little bit after, eventually it faded out. I mean I guess we both got what we wanted lol. I definitely think I made virginity and losing it a way bigger deal than it really is.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/nu0lst/losing_my_f_virginity_to_a_friend_m_in_college