18[F] My Awakening (Update 5.0) – Suppressed Sexuality of a Homeschooled Christian Girl

November 2020, Mexico trip

Thank you to the community here ❤️. I received an outpouring of support from people who have gone through similar situations, as well as tons of messages requesting updates from my journey. There are 5 of them so far, this is the second latest one. Through this experience I’ve been able to find myself a little more, connect with some really fun and helpful people, and learned just how much I enjoy getting you guys excited through my personal stories and photos of my body. Never thought I’d ever show so much, but here we are ❤️ I love you all xxoxox

If you remember, I was suddenly awakened to my own sexuality at the beginning of the Mexico trip with family. After discovering the pool water jets through an unexpected and mind blowing orgasm (my first ever); I turned from being barely aware of my desires, to wanting to sex it up with just about any guy who was in the right place at the right time. Despite my efforts of displaying my body to the fullest the next day, no man seemed willing to approach me and make the first move. So I took matters in my own hands (literally). I approached a complete stranger and gave the lucky man a handjob. This culminated with him cumming on my ass in the pool and ditching me right away, followed by me going for another water jet solo orgasm…

I typically fall asleep as soon as I lay down, but that night I spent a lot of time reflecting on what I had done and what had transpired. I fell asleep relatively anxious…but unbelievably wet. When I woke up the next day, my panties were fully soaked, my warm juices dripping down my thigh despite the barrier – a horniness that made me afraid of what I might do given the opportunity. Except, as I was about to find out- there was going to be zero chances of me doing anything about it at all. Our parents barged into the room laying out the plans for the day- a full day of family activities.

I remember having a tough time making it through the morning activities, my mind distracted and focused elsewhere. I was getting so wet that I was starting to worry that my family, or others around us, might be smelling or even seeing the wetness. For lunch, my family decided to eat by the pool. After we ordered, they all decided to go for a quick dip in the secluded pool, just by the bar area where we would soon be eating. I decided against joining in as I could not risk getting anywhere closer to those faithful water jets from the previous days…or I might have just given in and caused a very interesting scene.

Less than seconds after my parents turn around and leave me on the side of the pool on my own, a man walks by and touches my arm – his touch electrifying. In a deep raspy whisper, he tells me to follow him, not stopping for a second. I freeze, my mind goes blank.

Without even realizing I was doing it, I yell out at my parents, just a few metres away “I have to run back to our room. I’ll be right back!”

I start following the stranger, walking just a little faster than my usual pace to catch up to the man as soon as I am out of my parents’ view. Before I could come up with something to say, or ask where we are going, he opens up – “I saw you yesterday. I know what you did.” My mind goes blank and my body starts shaking with nervousness…”I know what you need babe”…His words send a shiver down my spine, my mind racing. There were so many things I wanted to utter, but only one thing came out – “I am a virgin”. I could see his smile turn into more of a grin. “Mmm really?” …

Moments later he swipes open the door to a room, enters, and holds the door open for me. So many red flags should have gone off in my head…but with my pussy now pulsing with excitement in a way I never felt before- I barely pause for a split second to look around before I follow him in, and sit on his bed.

Without saying anything more, he comes up in front of me, unties his swim trunks, and lets them fall to the floor. He takes my wrist and puts my hand on his cock. I can feel it harden quickly as I grab onto it. His eyes lock with mine as he tells me… “You know what to do. Hurry up and you might even get back in time for lunch!” That sends me into overdrive. I start stroking his cock haphazardly- slowly, quickly, short strokes, long strokes… getting more and more into it. Next thing I know he is moaning rhythmically and soon lets out a loud groan – along with a big load of cum that squirts all over me- my face, my cleavage, my bathing suit.

I continue sitting down on his bed, perplexed and in awe, letting him make the next move. He walks away but comes right back with toilet paper, that he passes to me and tells me to clean up. He then opens the door and sends me on my way, telling me his wife could be back any moment. On my way out the door, he slaps my ass gently and I can feel it jiggle while he tells me he will see me around the resort.

I rush back to the pool where we were to have lunch. To my surprise, the food had not even arrived yet, so I go sit by the bar area on my own, watching my family soak around in the pool for a few more minutes. So many questions and things to reflect on…but incapable of it. My mind still in full sensory overload, my pussy throbbing in what I can only describe as an on-going low grade orgasm.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/n7xzcz/18f_my_awakening_update_50_suppressed_sexuality