Should I [F] Quit Being a Tease and Fuck Him [M]?

In 2019, I was at the gym and I saw one of my friends (we’ll call him D). We always had sexual tension between us, but nothing ever occurred because I was in a relationship for most of the time I knew him. But I was single when I saw him at the gym and so was he. The next day we hung out. I went over to his house and we cuddled and watched some Netflix. Eventually we started making out. He put his hand under my shirt and started fondling my boobs and rubbing my nipples. Then, he made his way down and into my underwear and I was so wet. After he fingered me for a bit, he took his dick out and I gave him a handjob. Then, I got on top, but I didn’t want it to be too easy so we didn’t have sex. We just rubbed against each other, fuuuuuck, I don’t know how I controlled myself to not just insert his dick into my pussy. After that, I left leaving both of us wanting more. But we talked that night and we realized that we were looking for things and decided it was best for us to not be friends with benefits.

A week later, I went to a party and he ended up being there. I forget how we got there, but next thing you know, he and I were in one of the bedrooms and we were making out. We were so in the moment that I would’ve fucked him if I wasn’t on my period. Instead, we just made out and dry humped until one of our friends came in. We laughed, but decided it was time to go back down to the party.

Two months later, I went to another party and he was there as well. I was waiting for the restroom and when the door opened, he came out. I went in and I saw someone’s phone, so I went outside asking if it was anyone’s. It was his. He sneakily followed me into the restroom and we made out in there. Then, he asked me meet him outside. I was confused, but a few minutes later, we were outside making out next to the house on a pile of leaves. He wanted to fuck right there, but I said no.

Few weeks later, I went to his school to visit one of my friends. My friend said that we were going to go drinking with some friends and D ended up being there, too. We were all drinking in D’s dorm and when I asked where the restroom was, D said he’d show me. He walked me to the restroom and I guess it was a gender neutral restroom because he followed me in. We did our business and I didn’t think anyone was going to happen, but right as I finished washing and drying my hands, he pushed me against the wall. We started making out and oh my god, I was so turned on??? He told me to come back to his dorm that night so we could fuck. I didn’t.

Couple months later, I went to another party and he was there. Throughout the night, he kept asking me to hookup. He asked to hook up in the restroom, laundry room, his car, etc. We did end up making out for a bit in the laundry room, but I told him if he wanted to fuck, he would have to find a room with a bed. He couldn’t find one, so he said if I was still interested, I could come over in the morning before he left for school. I was not going to wake up before 9AM just for some dick, so I didn’t go.

I haven’t seen him since, but I’ve been thinking about him. I’m coming back home for school and I’ll probably bump into him again. I’ve been so against having actual sex with him because he has a reputation and because we have so many mutual friends. I have a feeling that if we do end up fucking, he’s going to tell everyone that we know and I hate people knowing my business, especially my sex life and if it’s not coming from me. I also don’t like having sex with people unless I’m 100% certain about them, and with D, it’s only like 80%. He’s so attractive and I think the sex will be good, but I’m not sure if it’ll be worth getting my name tainted.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/n08mz5/should_i_f_quit_being_a_tease_and_fuck_him_m