18[F] My awakening- Suppressed sexuality of a homeschooled Christian girl

I posted this initially in a different sub as a means to recount events that were so special for me, but I really enjoyed the outpouring of support and love I got on here and Insta, so I figured I should share with a larger audience.

Background: I will try to keep it short. I turned 18 last September, but I grew up in a strict Christian household and have been home schooled throughout my education. The few friends I have had were vetted by my parents and mostly just from our Church group…and, of course, I was never allowed to spend any time with boys. I was forbidden access to ALL social media. Sex and sexuality was never allowed to be discussed in our household. Basically all material, content, and ideas I have ever consumed was highly filtered by my parents through the lens of their religious beliefs.

In November, my parents took my sister and I on a family vacation to Mexico. This was our first trip outside the country and the first time out on a resort. (It was such a beautiful place with kind staff all around). We stayed for nearly a month, but after a few days on the resort the parents got quite comfortable letting us roam around on our own so they could go and do their own activities. It was the first time in my life I got some freedom without supervision.

On one of the afternoons I was hanging out on my own in a more secluded area of one of the big pools and watching a couple (both mid 20s?) make out. It was only them and I in the water. He was muscular and good looking, while her build was similar to mine, just brunette. (I am blonde, 5’7’’, thin, but with an outsized big round booty and D cup perky breast). I was fascinated by the passion in the way he kissed her and the way her body seemed to respond in pleasure. I was boiling with jealousy over something I was suddenly craving without even knowing the guy. I doubt they ever noticed me as I tried to lay low in the water so I could keep on watching without disturbing them. To my surprise, after him taking a look around (and apparently not seeing me), he switched spots with her and got behind her. He pushed her against the pool wall and very obviously started thrusting into her from behind. She started moaning louder and louder until he covered her mouth up. A few minutes later, they got out of the pool and very obviously started rushing away with the guy trying to hide a very big erection. What do I do next? I swim over to the spot they were standing in and start imagining what it’d feel like to be her…and to my surprise, I discovered it felt AMAZING…even without the guy. There was a water jet pumping water into the pool right where I was standing, that was at the right height and angle to hit my clit directly. I had no idea what I was doing, but it felt so good I didn’t dare move away. No idea if anyone saw me, as everything around me just turned into a big blur, but seconds later I was overcome with such intense pleasure and a release of pressure for the first time. My first orgasm.

I was embarrassed beyond belief after the feeling passed, so I rushed back to our room and hung out there on my own for the rest of the day, contemplating life. I couldn’t believe the rush, the feeling…everything I had missed out on.

But that’s when my life changed forever. I made a conscious decision to take back control of my life and sexuality, and embark on a deliberate journey of discovery. It was like a flip had switched. I was ready to make the most out of the rest of my vacation and 3 weeks of freedom.

The slut inside me had awakened…

TL:DR; My sexuality was completely subdued due to my upbringing until last November, when I discovered I am a sexual being after all. On vacation I happened across a hot couple having fun in the pool …which brought me to a pool water jet that got me to orgasm within seconds. I got embarrassed at first but it completely awakened my sluttiness

UPDATE: I am still a virgin…for now…but done a tone of self discovery and exploration on other fronts! Yet, I crave more every day…

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/mg767q/18f_my_awakening_suppressed_sexuality_of_a