Mom Caught Me

So I just don’t know what to do or how to feel. I’m 17 almost 18, and nervous about what to do. Yesterday, at the dinner table, the whole family was talking about today’s plan. How early in the AM everyone was gonna be doing there thing.. Dad was going to go Golfing with his buddies, my 2 brothers were going out with their friends fishing for the day, my mom said she was going to get her hair done, take her car in for maintenance, and then she was going out with her friends down the street.

So, fast forward to today, I wake up, & I’m thinking nobody’s home. My door is wide open, I’m hard as a rock as always and decide to pull off my basketball shorts and whip it out. I never wear underwear so I just easily pull them off and start going to town. I begin to jack it off and start feeling good. I start getting into it and moaning and stuff. Then I take off my tank top and enjoy being fully nude on my bed and jacking myself off. Then all of a sudden I hear a noise… I look to my right and there in my doorway is my mom just staring at me. I was so scared, but still about to cum. She didn’t seem bothered, but she didn’t seem thrilled.

I couldn’t help it, her being there just made it a little hotter and I couldn’t help but to continue on, I saw she was still staring at me so it just made me harder and harder and I kept going until I came. I shot the biggest load I probably ever have before all over my abs and she watched the whole thing. I couldn’t believe what I had done. I felt nasty, wrong, and disgusting. But at the same time it was the BEST cum I ever have shot before. After it was all over as I’m catching my breath, she turns to me and says ” Good job, but you make sure you close this door so nobody else catches you doing this” I then looked at her and said ” okay mom, I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to do all of that in front of you ” she then looked at me and said ” I didn’t mind, at least I know you’re home keeping yourself entertained here instead of being outside doing bad things or being mischievous, just make sure nobody else can see you and you can do it whenever you want. And make sure nobody can catch you through the blinds if you’re ever in the living room or somewhere else doing it “. I replied ” What? Mom you’re serious? You didn’t mind? ” She responds ” No, it was a show I’m sure I won’t forget and I want you to be free and love your body anywhere you want as long as nobody can catch you and she put a flirtatious smile on her face and walked away “. After she walked away I didn’t know what to do. I took a shower, got dressed and went in the living room and she started talking to me about school and helped me with my homework like it never happened.

Another time, when I was younger like 12 or 13 she barged in my room and caught me nude jerking off spread wide on my bed as she came to bring me my clean laundry. There was nobody around but everyone was home and my brothers room is across from mine. When she realized what I was doing and saw me naked and rock hard, she quickly came in my room, closed the door so nobody would catch us, put my basket down and said ” You have to lock your door when you’re gonna do this. What if your dad or brothers came in here and saw you like this? Now keep going but be quiet ” she then opened the door quietly so nobody would see her and locked the lock so nobody could come in after she closed it and then closed it behind her.

What does this mean? Does this mean I can jack off anytime I want? This is very weird yet in a little way hot. She seems to condone me doing it but doesn’t want anyone to find out or catch me. Has anyone else ever experienced this?

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