[F] I am a 37 years old lady, married with kids, in a sexless marriage who find solace in masturbation.

So I am 37 years old, a wife and I got three teenaged kids. For almost a decade, I am in a virtually sexless marriage as my husband has got no libido at all. We happen to have sex like one in three four months and that too, if he feels like. But I am not complaining. I have resorted to masturbation and my hands have been my best friends for all these years. I have never cheated on him and I will never do this scum act ever as I have always been a loyal wife and plan to carry on this streak forever.

However, I have found that masturbation gives me more pleasure that sex itself. I get earth shattering orgasms from it, in fact much better ones than the ones I have gotten during sex. I don’t own any sex toys as I am not into them. I rather use my own hands for the most of the times and some household objects at times like pens, small bottles, carrots, cucumbers and I have rode my car’s gear stick a couple of times as well (in the garage, not in public). I find these objects to be a bigger turn on than actual sex toys.

Back in the days, when masturbation took over my sex life, I used to feel guilty. For doing this in the house, and then interacting to my own kids and husband almost immediately after the act. As time passed, the guilt faded and I started enjoying it. I would say I get more privacy these days as kids have grown up and they can look after themselves or go out often and I can be at home alone for an extended period as compared to how it was in the past. I love to be naked and on my back in my bed with both my legs spread apart and have my right hand take me to the pleasure land. Have back to back trembling orgasms and wet the sheets. Then clean up everything and then back to my housewife duties, like nothing happened. When I don’t have enough privacy, that is when someone is home, I like to rub a quick one in the shower or anywhere in private. I don’t know how much slutty my confession is, yet I thought I will share this in here.

P.S. – I don’t need any ‘help’ or ‘motivation’ from here. My aim is just sharing this post, I am not looking for anything in here.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/lzlrzd/f_i_am_a_37_years_old_lady_married_with_kids_in_a

7 comments

  1. Thank you for your story. It is an inspiration to me. My wife and I haven’t had sex in over 5 years and for the 15 years before that we only did it 3-4 times per year. It was my decision to stop having sex, long story, but it’s healthier for me this way. So the only pleasure I get is from masturbating. And I do enjoy that. But I struggle with feelings of guilt and the loss of having someone to be with. It’s hard for me to stop wanting that. It sounds like you are very content the way your are doing it and this is good for me to hear. Thank you for sharing.

  2. Thanks for sharing do hot. Even hotter your in a relationship that you don’t want to mess up. Hope you tell more stories about your pussy times love to hear about your gear shift times lol

  3. Thanks for sharing. Many others in similar situations and masturbate and stay married

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