When I [F23] was 19, I was a group of friends’ fuck toy. It was awesome! [Group]

When I was 19 and in college, I met a 35 yo literature professor (he taught at the college I was attending, but he was not one of my profs). I did not fall in love with him, but I really liked to hang out with him – he was funny, good looking, and really good in bed (until that point my experience had been limited to a couple of clumsy and inexperienced boys in high school). He had four close friends – all mid-30s, good looking, working good jobs, living in nice houses. As the “kid” and penniless student in the group, they take really good care of me. They treated me as a peer… but I clearly wasn’t. They were just really, really nice to me.

I kept feeling that there was “something” going on. They kept dropping sexual innuendos, but I chalked it off to my being young and inexperienced. Then, one night, one of them inadvertently made a reference to all the fun they had had the prior night. Well… the prior night I did not know that they were getting together. I was hurt and felt excluded, and I let them know. By my pushing and prodding, finally the full story comes out: they are swingers. They get together regularly to have sex. And they had kept me out of it because they did not want to take advantage of me. They wanted to… protect me, from themselves. I told them clearly that, albeit young, I was an adult and my boyfriend could attest that I was not virgin or prude, so I wanted in.

It took me a while to convince them, but eventually that night we all headed to the bedroom. That was a night of many firsts for me. The first night I got naked in front of more than one person. The first kiss with a woman. The first time I gave oral to a woman. The first time I received oral from a woman. The first time I had had two men inside me at once. The first time, blindfolded, I had no idea whose cock was in my mouth. It was *AMAZING*.

After that first night, we all got together at least a couple of times a week to have sex. Always all six of us (then, of course, I also had sex just with my boyfriend on other nights). Sometime we would get together for a whole weekend of utter debauchery, no clothes in sight (other than sexy lingerie) for 48 hours straight.

I quickly realized that a strong submissive tendency, and my role in the group became that of the fuck toy – a role I actively promoted and enjoyed. I trusted them completely, and I would just do whatever they asked me to do. I loved being tied and spanked. I loved pretending I was their maid serving them dinner and drinks – me naked, them dressed.

The whole thing lasted about six months. Six incredible, but really warped and strange months. I thoroughly enjoyed every minute I was with them, and when I wasn’t with them I was just edgy and unable to focus, horny all the time. My academic performance plummeted, and my boyfriend found out. So… “they” (well, technically, my boyfriend) broke up with me because my relationship with them had taken over my life. I was very angry at first, but then after a while I realized that they had done that to protect me. Because… they all loved me. In the meantime, I had moved to a different college on the other side of the country – for many reasons, including moving away from them.

I have since reached out to them, to express my gratitude to them for the great time I had with them, and for the difficult decision they made for my sake.

I am a very lucky girl.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/lpaxj6/when_i_f23_was_19_i_was_a_group_of_friends_fuck