Young redditor loses his virginity to an older woman (ESL)

Finally I hold you close. We have planned it for weeks, and finally your head is on my chest and my arm around you. I can feel your heart pounding, hear how you try to keep your breathing slow and deep.

We’re on the bed. Both fully dressed, silent, just getting used to each other’s physical presence. We’ve talked it all through countless times. As I listen to your breathing I pull you closer and tell you everything is just fine, you’re in control. I can feel you nod against my breast.

“Are you OK, baby?” I ask you kindly, bringing my hand up to run my fingers through your hair.

“Yeah, I’m fine,” you whisper, “but can we lay like this for a while?”

“Ofcourse we can, baby,” I lay my chin on your head and close my eyes. I hold you tight against my body and inhale your scent.

You have your arm around me, and I can feel as you start moving your fingers against my side. Very softly you pull your hand towards you, but leave it laying on my tummy. You’ve never been with a girl before, this is all new and intimidating to you.

I open my eyes and watch you move your fingers slightly. It’s weird how it’s like every sensation is magnified, I’ve never before felt such a gentle touch so deeply.

You look up at me, your eyes looking for mine. I smile as our eyes meet, making sure you know everything is perfect. Those eyes of yours, they’re so dark, I don’t know if I can actually say they’re brown. They tell me that even though we just met each other in person, you feel safe with me.

You move closer. It’s obvious you want to kiss me. You press your lips against mine, before you part them and I can feel your tongue look for mine. I feel the tension in your body.

You pull away, your expressions tell me you think you’ve gone too far. I take your face in my hands, look you in the eyes and tell you it’s okay, before I gently kiss your lips again.

You curl up close to me. It’s like you’re exhausted in a way already. But I believe the hardest part is over now, as we’ve established some physical connection. I hold you while you gather yourself, but as I feel your hand start touching me again I look at you and ask if you mind to roll on over to your back, to which you shake your head.

You let go of me, and roll over on your back. At first my focus is on making you feel comfortable. My fingers touch your beard, I kiss your forehead.

“Remember, baby, this is on your terms. You tell me if you find anything uncomfortable, if you think I’m going too fast or if you want to take a break. Okay?” You nod, and smile at me.

“I just want to make you feel loved and make it easy for you.” My hand goes down your body, and under your sweater. You realize I want you to take it off, so you sit up and do so.

As you lay back down you look at me with a shy smile. You run the back of your fingers down my cheek, “you’re so beautiful, you know that?”

I blush and look down. You really won’t stop saying it. “Don’t be shy!” you pull me close and kiss me, and I’m generally relieved. My hand wanders down your body, fingertips gently run over your stomach, right above your waistband. You pull away from me, and while I unbuckle your belt, I ask you if everything is alright. Your breath is getting quicker, I can feel your nervousness. I rearrange myself, so that I can kiss your stomach right above your waistband. I look into your eyes the whole time, I want to see if I’m making you uncomfortable, but you seem to be at ease. I can feel your cock hard in your jeans, trying to break free.

I push your t-shirt up to your chest as I trace your stomach with kisses. As I reach your chest you pull the t-shirt over your head and let it fall to the floor. I keep caressing you, kissing your nipples, chest, neck. As I kiss you right below your jaw you whisper to me “can I hold you for a while?” So I lay down next to you, my body pressed against your side, my head on your shoulder.

“I’m sorry. I’m just getting overly excited,” again it’s like you feel shame.

“Don’t be sorry, baby,” I tell you in a soft voice. “This is exactly what we’ve talked about, and I’m happy knowing you feel like you can tell me. I don’t want you to feel sorry about anything with me.”

For a minute I close my eyes and focus on your heart beating. You hold me real close, I feel so safe in your arms.

“I’ve always felt like I could tell you anything, from our first chat. You’ve always been so kind to me and understanding,” you lay your cheek on my head, “I love the scent of your hair.”

“Thanks,” my hair smells like coconut and macadamia, I smile because you noticed. I get up and fetch 2 bottles of water from the fridge, throw one your way and grab the remote. For a second I enjoy looking at you, shirtless and your belt undone. You look really sexy, and you have absolutely no idea.

I turn on the tv, find some mindless sitcom. I throw the remote on the bed to go to the bathroom. You turn your head to look at me when I come back, and the look on your face when you realize I’m only wearing a bra and panties is priceless. I pull the covers over me as I get in bed, asking what we’re watching.

I can see how uncomfortable I’ve made you, so I make sure to cover myself before I take your hand and tell you to relax. You look at me and smile before you get up, take your jeans off and join me under the covers. It’s obvious that you’re pretty excited, but I can feel how nervous you are too. I take your hand in mine again, and we watch tv until the show’s over and you turn it off.

You turn to face me and slide your hand on my soft tummy.

“Okay?” I ask, and as you nod I crawl closer to you and kiss you. You seem to have calmed down a bit and gathered some confidence as your hand grabs my ass as you kiss me. As you kiss me I push you down on your back again.

I smile at you and pull the covers back as I move down the bed. As my face is directly above your boxers I look in your eyes and ask in a kind and loving voice if I may. Again you nod, so I pull down your boxers and take your hard cock in my hand.
I know you probably won’t last long with this being your first time, but I will do my best for it to feel amazing.

There’s a glistening drop of precum, that I gently lick off. As you feel that first touch of my tongue you gasp. I take the swollen head of your cock in my mouth and play with it with my tongue. You moan, your eyes fixed on me. I see your hands have a firm grip on the sheets, so I guess it won’t need that much more for you.

A couple of times I move my head back and forth, lips tightly wrapped around you. I quickly look up at you, see your eyes close as your mouth is open wide.
I close my eyes, my focus on your head again. I hear your moans intensify fast, and start stroking your shaft while I swirl my tongue.

“I’m close, I’m so close,” you mutter under your breath. Then finally I look in your eyes. You groan as you start unloading in my mouth. As that last sigh slips from your lips and you lower your head back down to the pillow, I swallow a mouthful of your cum.

You look at me, and reach for that bottle of water.
“I’m so sorry, it just felt so good I couldn’t..” you say as you hand me the bottle.

“No, baby. I don’t want to hear you say you’re sorry. Was it OK?”

“I… it was amazing! I… really don’t know what to say.”

“Then hush, baby, and come let me hold you,” I tell you warmly.

As you lay your head on my shoulder and I pull you close I pull the covers up to your chin. I want to tuck you in like a baby.

“Now just close your eyes, let me hold you while you sleep, I’ve waited for it for so long.”

———-

I wake up as you turn away, escaping my embrace, but I still need you close to me so I put my arm around you and spoon you. My face lays against your shoulders, and I kiss you a couple of times. As I feel you starting to stir, I pull you even closer to me. I don’t understand the feelings I have for you, I want to protect you and care for you like a mother, but I want to fuck you and enjoy your body like a girlfriend.

You turn around to face me, kiss my forehead and put your arm around me.

“Thank you, honey. I knew being with you would be fantastic, but you’re even more amazing than I could have imagined. You make it feel so easy.”

“Don’t be silly!” I’m really embarrassed, “it’s nothing really. I’m not all that special.”

In order to shut you up I kiss you while unclasping my bra and pull you with me as I roll onto my back. I throw my bra on the floor and giggle when I see how you stare at them.

I grab your hand and place it on one breast. I feel the warmth of your hand and how my nipple pokes your palm.

“Don’t be shy, those are just boobs!” I laugh at you, but you know I’m not making fun of you. It’s a gentle, kind laughter that you know is not meant to mock you.

You start exploring them with your fingers, soon your lips and tongue join.

Within a short while my hands push my panties down a bit. As you realize what I’m up to, you let go of my boobs and finish what I started. My fingers spread my pussy open, it’s glistening already.

I know you’re really nervous, so I assure you you’re doing fine. You lay down between my thighs, make sure to kiss them and caress them.

You look at me, your eyes asking me for reassurance. My finger circles my labia giving you an idea of how to use your tongue. You gently run your tongue on my pussy, tasting it, before exploring further.

You run your finger over my lips, touching my labia gently. I can’t hold back a smile, when I sense how you’re actually exploring me with your eyes and fingers. You look up at me as I feel you slide a finger inside. I smile at you, encourage you to add another, which you immediately do, but you watch my expressions closely. I get the feeling you’re intimidated by my pussy. I get it, totally. It’s probably scary as hell, being a young inexperienced guy, having heard how hard it can be to pleasure a woman and make her cum. And they look kinda weird too!

“You want to eat me out? Go ahead. It’s just for you to try and taste, no pressure whatsoever.” I smile at you as you gently start licking my clit. Even though I will not pressure you in any way or expect anything from you, you’ve really turned me on. It feels so good when your tongue rubs my clit, I let out a small moan.

“You can do it a bit harder, you know,” I tell you, but try not to sound like I’m unhappy, more like it’s a suggestion. You immediately do as I say, and start moving your fingers slowly back and forth. I think to myself that being with a virgin is really pleasurable when he takes guidance this easily.

“You’re doing a really good job, baby,” I tell you. I close my eyes and throw my head back, as I place a hand on the back of your head.

“Can you go a bit faster with your fingers, but suck on my clit?” and again, you do as I say. I moan and pull your head into me. All of a sudden I remember it’s your first time, so I ease my grip on your head.

“Can you suck it harder?” I’m a bit shy for asking, but you do as I say. I groan, “keep your fingers still, deep,” and as you do I feel the contractions start gripping your fingers. My hands pull you in again, I’m not letting you go now. The orgasm hits me. As soon as it passes I become real sensitive, but you don’t realize what’s going on, so I hastily push you away.

“I’m so sorry, it just became too much. I become so sensitive when I’ve cum.” You smile like a fool, I know what you’re thinking.

“Come kiss me, silly!” I laugh and kiss you, tell you how I love that you smell like my pussy. “Yes, you made me cum, the first time you go down on a girl,” I laugh, you really did a good job, I’m impressed. “You’re a lucky guy, having your first time with a woman that knows what she wants and what she needs.” As you try to object I kiss you again and pull you close to me. You try and pull away, but I tell you grinning to shut up and kiss me.

My hand grabs your cock, while we kiss. I push you onto your back, and gently start stroking you. I lean in and kiss your balls, my tongue massaging them. As you tell me you’re close I take one of your balls in my mouth and suck on it. The gentle stroking becomes faster, and I hear your breathing intensify. You kind of growl as you cum all over your stomach. I smile at you and give you a small kiss as I get out of bed to get you something to dry off.

As you’ve cleaned yourself, I crawl back in bed with you and wrap my arms around you.

“Let me hold you for a while. Then we’ll take a shower and grab a bite to eat?”

“That sounds good to me.” You snuggle in, and we silently enjoy each other’s company.

———-

As we return to our room after a nice dinner, I wrap my arms around you and tell you thanks for spending the weekend with me. We kiss, I really do love your lips. My hands wander up your chest and to your shoulders, where I push your jacket off so it falls to the floor. I take mine off and drop it too.

Slowly I start unbuttoning your shirt, I feel my pussy is getting wet. I want you so much.

Your shirt falls to the floor, my dress follows suit. Your hands are on my waist as I pause and look at you seriously.

“Are you sure about this?”

“Yes, I am,” you look back at me, your eyes so warm and loving. God, your eyes are so beautiful.

I turn around, so now you’re holding my waist from behind.

“Now, you must unclasp my bra,” I’ve got a devilish smirk on my face, but you’re fairly quick for a beginner.

I drop my panties to the floor and get on the bed on all fours, teasing you a bit by shaking my ass and touching myself while you undress. As I feel your hand on my hip I crawl up and lay down. You crawl up right behind me, and I see your hard cock bounce right above my pussy as you kneel over me with your hands on either side. I can feel my body getting ready for you.

I grab your sides and tickle you a bit. You whimper, and get up on your knees to avoid me. As you’re up on your knees I pull my legs towards me, so that I can spread them. You stare at my pussy, it’s glistening and I see you wet your lips. You place your hands on my thighs and gently caress them, until I gesture to you I want you to kiss me.

As I wrap my arms around you I whisper in your ear, “I want you so much, I don’t think you even realize,” before I kiss you.

Most of your weight is on your arm, your face close to mine. Your other hand is holding your cock, and you gently rub it against my pussy until you find the opening. You look into my eyes, I’m not sure what you’re feeling, so I give you a tiny nod and a reassuring smile to tell you everything is perfect. Your eyes close for a second, and you take a deep breath.

As you open your eyes again you look straight into mine, before pushing inside. I sigh, the relief to finally feel you fill me up, I’ve been aching for it since we met. The look on your face is priceless, my immediate thought is that this is the face of someone who has been told that everything he knows is a lie. I smile at you, gently touch your cheek with my hand.

“I’m not going to last long,” you whisper, and your eyes tell me you’re sorry.

“Don’t be sorry, baby,” I lift my head to kiss you, “you’re not supposed to last on your first time. Just enjoy it and fill me up with cum.” I smile at you, but it worked. Slowly you start moving your hips.

“I’m so close,” and again you give me that sorry look. With a hand on either of your cheeks I pull you towards me and kiss you, before whispering, “don’t be sorry, own it.” I pause slightly before looking into your eyes, “cum in me, deep.”

Three times you thrust hard before you cum with a big groan. When you’ve fully unloaded, I pull you close and place your head on my chest, your forehead lays against my neck. I push the arm that holds your weight away from me so you now lay on top of me.

“I’ll squash you,” you try and object.

“No, you won’t baby, trust me. You just relax and let me hold you.”

You adjust yourself slightly, I feel your cock slip out of me as some cum leaks down to my ass.

“Thank you,” you whisper to me, and I feel your body relax.

I kiss your forehead. I have my arms around you, run my fingers through your hair and close my eyes. I breathe slowly, feel your weight on my body. My heart is so full, I have so much love for this amazing man in my arms.

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