Where can I pay someone to roleplay with me over messages?

Wasn’t sure where else to ask this but I was looking to commission a woman for some weird fetish roleplay. I was looking to have extreme ballbusting roleplayed over text.

roleplayed over reddit or discord text messages.

I know it’s weird and I’m not sure why I’m into it but it gets me off so good but it’s so hard to find anyone willing to help me RP it.