February

It feels like I’ve been planning for this day for years. but now that I think about it I’ve probably been planning it ever since I met her.

I planned out a nice dinner and a bunch of other shit. But it’s ruined now. While I was out, I don’t know where I was passing by but I saw her. I saw her kissing someone else. Kissing another guy.

I pulled over and I threw everything out. Flowers, groceries, candles. I threw out everything. I’ve been sitting on this couch for the last three hours waiting for her to come home. Thinking back to my car ride home I remember I could feel the tears pricking the sides of my eyes. I can vividly remember the feeling of how bad my nose was burning.

It felt like I’d been stabbed in the chest. In my heart. It’s valentines week… a few days before the date. I can’t believe she’d do that, there has to be an excuse but I’m so angry I don’t think I’ll give her the chance to explain.

I hear faint steps walking up to our door and I hear the key. My head snaps up and my body tenses as I watch the lock twist. I get up and I zoom to the door. The second she steps inside I slam her against the wall. I push her face into the wall and all I can hear is her struggling to get free. “What the fuck?!”

She stops struggling when I say “who was that guy? Hm?”

She doesn’t answer me and I get even more upset. “FUCKING ANSWER ME. WHO WAS HE!” She flinches at my tone and only says “Eros…” I close my eyes and I inhale deeply. I push her against the wall again and I begin to walk away.

“Eros, wait. Let me explain. please? I promise it’s not what you think.” I stop walking when she says those last words. I turn around and I look at her. “It’s not what I think?” I walk up to her and I say “What the FUCK else could it be? Huh? What reason could you possibly have for kissing another guy. Fuck, don’t even tell me.”

I turn and I walk to the bedroom. “Eros wait-“ I ball up my fists and I shout “stop saying my fucking name.” I get into the room and I slam the door shut.

I sit down on the bed and I put my head in my hands “oh fuck…” I whisper to myself. All I can see is the two of them kissing in front of that building. “How could you do that… do that to me?” I drop my head down and a tear falls onto my pants. Fuck. I can’t cry. I just can’t.

My ears perk up as I hear the door open. “Eros? Baby?” I winced when she said my name. “What… what else could you possibly want from me?” She walks in and bends down between my legs.

“Eros… look at me. Please?” I keep my head down as I just watch more and more tears fall onto my jeans. “Okay, you don’t have to look at me.” She clears her throat and as I hear her mouth open. “I- how do I say this right…” a weird calm comes over me and I whisper “take off your clothes. Get on the bed.”

“What? Eros-“ I lift my head and I stand so I’m towering over her. “Don’t make me fucking repeat myself.”

She hesitantly stands up and starts getting undressed. “Eros please let me-“

I grip her face, and I say “shut the fuck up. Shut up. I don’t want to hear any fucking excuses unless you’re telling me you didn’t like it. That you didn’t like his fucking lips on yours.”

I inch closer to her face and I whisper “Tell me you didn’t like it… say it.” Her chest moves quicker and quicker and she whispers “n-no I didn’t like it.” I look over her face and for a second I believe her but it’s a brief second.

I roughly let go of her face and I walked away. “Please let me explain. It was an accident-“

I slam my hand on the dresser and I shout at her “AN ACCIDENT?!” She throws her hands in the air and yells back at me “It was an accident! He got the wrong idea!” The more she starts talking the more I can’t decipher if I should feel bad or angry.

“The second he did it, I pushed him away! It was all so sudden I didn’t want it to happen. Please believe me. I would never do that-“ I turn around and I look down at the dresser. I hear small sobs leave her mouth and I feel horrible for not letting her explain earlier.

I turn around and I grab her arm to pull her towards me and hug her. “No! Get away from me.” She pushes me away and runs to the bed. “You didn’t even fucking believe me and now it’s supposed to be okay? No.”

Jesus Christ.

I walk to the bed and I sit down next to her. I look over and I reach up for her face. She moves her face away but I try again. “Baby… look at me.”

“No…” she backs away from me and I follow. Hand and knee I crawl closer towards her. “Oh, so we’re playing now?” Her eyes widen and she backs up towards the headboard. When her back hits the headboard I grab her ankle and I crawl over her. “Thought you could run away from me?”

She lets out a small gasp and I get close to her face. I run my fingers over her cheek and I whisper “I’m sorry.” Our eyes lock and I whisper again this time my throat getting a little tight. “I’m sorry I didn’t let you explain. I’m sorry I thought so little of you. I shouldn’t have handled you like that… Baby, I’m so sorry.”

I drop my head and I clench my jaw trying to calm myself down. I never meant to manhandle her like that. It’s the last thing I ever imagined I’d ever do and I’m so angry at myself.

What the fuck is wrong with me? she makes me such a fucking sap. But I can’t lie, I love it. Her hand touches my cheek and I lift my head. “It’s okay… I’m sorry too. I wanted to call you right after it happened but I didn’t know how to tell you.”

I lean my forehead on hers and we just stare at each other. We stare and stare and stare until I break the silence. A piece of hair falls from her bun and I push it away. “You’re so fucking gorgeous.” I lean down and softly press my lips to hers.

“Do you know how much I love you?” I whisper in her ear. She shakes her head no and I chuckle. “Mm, what a shame baby. I’ve been doing a bad job then.” I kiss her lips again and I start to move down. “Do you know how much I love your lips? Hmm… those sweet kissable lips…” I kiss around her jaw up to her ear and I say “those lips I love wrapped around my cock…”

My voice cracks as I start to feel my body get hot and my cock throbs. “Fuck-“ I move my hips against the bed and fuck it feels so good. I grab her hand and I whisper “do you see what you do to me?” She gasps and she whispers “fuck…”

“Yeah, fuck indeed. But back to my job of telling you how much I love you. I feel bad.” This constant back and forth between being in my feels and wanting to fuck the shit out of her is too much. My cock feels so heavy, fuck.

“Oh. Don’t feel bad, it’s okay.”

“No, it’s not. I shouldn’t have grabbed you like that. I don’t like being like that and especially with you.”

She looks away from my face and I see a blush start to creep up on her face. “Baby?” I try to get her to turn her face back to me but she doesn’t budge. “Hey look at me.”

I put my finger under her chin to turn her head but I ended up gripping her chin roughly. “Look at me.” Her head snaps to the front and I look over her face. “Why do you keep doing that? Hey- fucking look at me!”

I look over her face for a while before it hits me. I smile and I whisper “you liked that shit? Right?” Her eyes widen and I snake my hand down underneath her panties. I dip two fingers in and we both gasp. “Oh…” I pull my fingers out and I look at them. “Look at that.” I bring my fingers up to her mouth and I say “taste them for me. Yeah… mhm… open your mouth.”

Her mouth opens and she welcomes my fingers. “Mm good girl.” Her eyes closed and she furrowed her eyebrows at my words. I pull them out and I let my fingers trail down to her neck. I whisper in her ear “do you like it when I choke you?” My hand wraps around her neck and I say “do you like it when I can choke you as hard as I can?” When my hand starts to squeeze her mouth slowly opens.

I watch her face get red and her eyes roll to the back of her head. I look down and I see her fingers in her panties and I growl out “such a fucking slut. Look at you.” I let go of her throat and she gasps for Air. I don’t waste any time moving downwards. “Let me just push these to the side.”

While she’s still gasping for air I place my tongue on her clit. I groan out when I finally taste her. “God, you taste so fucking, good baby. Oh… mhm, mhm-“ Her body writhes above me as she continuously tries to close her legs.

After about the third time I reach up and I grip her neck. I squeeze tight and I growl at her “close your legs one more fucking time. I dare you.” I let go of her throat and I go back down, the entire time giving her a look.

“I dare you…” it’s the last thing I whisper before my mouth comes into contact with her pussy again. I close my eyes and immediately her legs close around my head.

My eyes snap open and I stand up, wiping off my mouth and licking my fingers. “Get over here. Now.”

Her eyes widen and she tries to back away from me. “No, no, no I’m sorry. It was an accident!” I laugh at her words and I grip her ankle. “You seem to be making a lot of fucking mistakes.” I pull her body towards me and I pull her up. “Seems like I need to fix that, right?”

I slide my hand down to her back and I bend her over. She gasps at my quick actions. I bend down and whisper in her ear “Be a good girl for me and count.”

I raise my hand and it comes down on her ass. “One…” I smile at her soft voice and my hand comes down again. “T-two.”

I rub the small red spot forming and I whisper “you’re doing so good… come here.” I grip her chin softly and turn her face towards me. Our lips catch onto one another and I can’t help but moan softly. “I love to kiss you. Fuck-“ I kiss her a few more times before standing back up.

My hand comes down and her body jerks at the feeling. “Come on, count baby. What number are we at?” I smack her ass again and she gasps out “F-four. Four we’re at four.”

I put each hand on an ass cheek and I raise both and smack them down at the same time. I mean I did it pretty hard so I can’t blame her for her reaction. I lifted both my hands up high above her and slammed them down on her. She screamed out, her legs giving out at the same time and she fell to the floor.

“What number.” She lays on the floor for a few seconds before answering. “Oh… I think… I think six- oh my god.” I grin at her answer and I go to help her up. I grab her hand and she pulls herself up. I take a look over her face and fuck she’s so beautiful.

She looks up at me and she whispers “was I a good girl?” I wasn’t expecting that, fuck. “I- yeah baby.” I take a step closer to her, tucking her hair behind her ear. “You were so good…” I lift her chin and I kiss her. “But get on the bed. I think it’s about time I fucked you.”

I push her onto the bed and I crawl on the bed. I grip her waist and I turn her around. My hands grip her ass and I can’t help but get mesmerized by it. “Fuck- it’s so big. So soft…”

I push her hair to the other side of her neck and I say “are you ready baby?” I take my cock in my hand and I just rub the tip against her slit. “Oh fuck, do you feel that? Feel me just rubbing the tip against you-“

All I could hear was her whimpers and fuck that sound so hot. “Can I fuck you? Hmm?” I put my tip at her entrance and I just push the head in. “Oh please, please, Eros- do something.”

I watch her hands fist the sheets and she says “please, don’t just stay there… do something. Please-“ I push my hips in slowly, my mouth dropping wide open. “Is this what you want?” I pull my hips back and push hard into her making her body jolt.

I bend down to her ear and I whisper “oh shit… such a fucking thirsty cockslut. You like when I fuck this pussy?” My hand snakes around to the front of her neck and I squeeze. “You like when I fuck my cunt? My pussy? Yeah? Can I fuck it until you cum baby? God I want that so f-fucking bad-“

I lift her so that our bodies are flushed together and I start pounding into her. “Oh fuck, it’s so deep… oh, oh, harder-“

I wrap my hand tighter around her neck as I push my hips harder and faster into her. I snake my other hand down to her clit and I start rubbing. “I want you to cum baby. I know you want to. I can feel you clenching around my cock baby, it’s okay. Let it go…” I can tell she’s trying to hold on for me but I’m so fucking close too.

In a needy whine, I say “I’m so close baby, can I cum in your cunt? Fuck, fuck, fuck-“ I can feel myself getting more and more lightheaded as I feel my orgasm heading straight for me. I rub her clit faster as more needy moans and whispers fall from my mouth. “Please baby, can you be my good cumslut? Be a good girl for me and let me use that hole for all my babies? Please…”

“S-shit, oh shit, oh shit, oh shit I’m coming-“ She screams out as her body goes limp. Feeling her clench around my cock and feeling her cum drip down onto me sent her over the edge. I gripped onto her body as we both fell onto the bed.

All that could be heard in the room was our heavy breathing and panting and I loved it. Even though I was still inside her it felt amazing being this close to her. She breaks my train of thought when I hear her whisper “I love you.”

My nose burns for a hot second and I roll my eyes at myself. I smile and kiss her shoulder. “I love you.”

Source: reddit.com/r/eroticliterature/comments/l7imfx/february