A decade ago, I had my heart broken by a woman I loved dearly who felt I wasn’t going anywhere and decided to leave me for a former roommate. The next year featured a variety of recovery methods, from alcohol to counseling to good ol’ fashioned debauchery. Unfortunately, it also included misogyny and behavior I’m not proud of, as I was angry and frustrated. While I was able to work through it thanks to the help of some absolutely wonderful women, it’s something I do reflect on often.
During this time I went to see an old friend, one of those childhood sweethearts that you somehow always thought you’d end up with. This was not to be the case, partly because I was messed up, partly because she was, and we both realized it was a situation that would never work out. We agreed to be friends, but it reopened some wounds and left me despairing. I had traveled to see her, and on my return home, I vented through video games, movies, booze, and masterbation.
I mean it, I was fucking horny! But still feeling hurt, I needed another outlet…and I was curious. So I did what everyone else who was crazy horny and facing a serious lack of inhibitions: I hit up Craigslist. This…was dumb, admittedly, but after looking through various ads that appeared to be mainly for prostitutes or likely scams, I ended up in the [m4m] section. I really wanted a blowjob…and I soon found someone who was offering.
He was my age, late 20s at the time. He was white, clean shaven, with short black hair and a fairly fit build. In messaging, he admitted he sometimes just liked to play with guys and suck cock, having had some jerk buds in college that had turned more physical. We agreed to meet, and I headed over to his place, steadily getting both harder and more nervous as I did.
I arrived at his house at the designated time, a little one bedroom place that was probably smaller than my apartment at the time. He had a television in the bedroom and the blinds closed, and he wore shorts and a t-shirt, like I was. We said our hellos, making small talk in the few moments it took for us to get to his bed. And then it began. He suggested I get undressed, and in the time I pulled off my shirt, his hands were already feeling my erection through my shorts. I undid them and dropped them to the floor, and his hands immediately took up their position on my boxers, feeling me through the thin cloth. I snagged the fabric in my fingers, looked him in the eye, and then dropped them to the floor, exposing myself to his hands and his eyes.
Without a word, he pushed me to the bed and bent down, his tongue finding my cock immediately. His hands ran up and down my length while his tongue moved over my balls. He wasted no time in enjoy me, and I swiftly found my way into his mouth. His head bobbed up and down as he sucked with fervent delight, and I leaned my head back, enjoying the sensation. He knew what he was doing. And I was so horny, I needed more.
I laid back on the bed, pulling away from him as I got comfortable. He climbed up into the bed between my legs, but I held up a hand and point to his clothes. “Off,” was all I had to say. He stripped for me, revealing his own body and eventually dropping his boxers to show his own semi-hard cock. It was bigger than mine, circumsized and groomed, with a nice head. He went back to sucking and stroking me and positioned himself higher up on the bed.
I couldn’t help it. His lips were around my cock. His head was bobbing. His cock was close to my face. I remember mumbling, “You know, I’ve never sucked a cock before…” And the next thing I knew, I had my mouth on his. If you have never given a blowjob, let me tell you, it is fantastic. A cock is both firm and velvety on the tongue. It’s warm too, and it fits nicely down the throat. As he was sucking mine, I found myself at first hesitantly and then eagerly sucking his. We were now 69ing, and I was happy, enjoying the taste of his shaft and how delicate and soft his balls felt as they rubbed against my face. I pulled away to lick them and run my tongue over his shaft, and he pulled back.
He laid down beside me, and we reached over and furiously stroked each other. Our eyes met. And then we both leaned on, our tongues immediately finding each other’s, the taste of each other’s cocks on our lips and breath. Our hands moved off each other’s cocks to rub our bodies, and we leaned in, letting our erections rub against each other.
This time I broke the kiss and moved down between his legs to blow him. I was eager, and I had learned that I absolutely adore sucking cock. My enthusiasm brought me to gagging, and he grinned and chuckled as I took him as deep as I could, wanting to feel him down my throat. He let me suck him for a while, building up his need to cum, before aggressively pushing me off and down o to the bed.
He moved up so that he was almost sitting on me, and he took our cocks in one hand and pressed them together. I had never frotted before, but the sensation of his warm, hard cock against mine as his hand swiftly and adeptly ran up and down left me moaning in pleasure and agony. I was building, he was building, and we could both feel it.
And then it happened. His cock spasmed, and the sudden warmth of cum shoot over my body and chest. It trickled down my cock too, causing me to go over the edge; I shot my load too, and our cum mixed together as it covered me and both of our cocks.
We breathed heavily for a few moments to slowly recover and smiled. “That was so hot,” he said with a smile and the. Got up to get me a towel. I went naked into his bathroom to wipe another man’s cum off of me, a sensation I will never forget. We enjoyed being nude in front of each other as I cleaned myself up, and then it was clothes on.
I left, all smiles, wondering what it meant for my sexuality but feeling so good from the orgasm, the taste of his erection still in my mouth.
Unfortunately we did not get a chance to hook up again and lost touch. Such a shame; I sometimes find myself stroking, thinking if how great his cock felt and tasted. And then I cum to that thought.
I hope you enjoyed this story. I certainly enjoyed living it.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/l5k15n/frustration_with_women_leads_to_self_discovery_mm