Lulu and I have been together for just over a month now and this is the first diary entry we wrote, detailing her orgasm after a period of denial she agreed to have me supervise for her.
We have a blossoming D/s relationship, that is conducted online since we are so far apart geographically. Despite us not being in physical proximity I think our scenes still have an incredible intimacy and the effects of the words and actions are still very real.
One of the rules I enforce is that she address me as ‘Miss’ at all times, so if it seems at times that this is repetitive in her writing, that is entirely intentional. It constantly reminds her of my superiority over her and the respect I deserve at all times.
Hopefully this format is appropriate for the sub and you enjoy it, it is of course posted with her (eager!) approval and we’re excited to share more of our adventures in the future.
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The last orgasm Miss gave me was one of the best I’ve had, certainly the most memorable. I’ve been watching a lot of porn on submission and cuckqueaning but never thought I’d have a chance to experience it like this! Fuck, Miss has such a way with words. I messaged Sarah who would later become ‘Domina’ to me on DPP looking to chat about cuckqueaning. She introduced me to Miss after a few days and things have been amazing ever since.
I gave Miss control of my orgasms and she has taken full advantage. I was supposed to be denied for four to seven days but I ended up being thirteen days and I was so needy, fuzzy and desperate to be touched. Miss and Domina had been teasing me and denying me from even touching myself and I was constantly aching for them in the best possible way. I was craving every drop of touch and affection they would give. I needed to feel Miss, feel her words. I was getting a small release from just worshiping her. That’s how desperate and needy I was to cum!
I think Miss could tell how desperate she had me, how needy I was and ready to hump anything. She pulled out a pair of 5 inch shiny black pumps and had me begging to hump her feet. Begging to be allowed the pleasure for rubbing my needy little cunt on her shoes. As I was kneeling over them my cunt was leaking, like when your mouth salivates at something it wants. I was desperate to lower myself on her feet, I would have done anything in that moment to do so! God I can remember the ache and the need I felt while she made me beg. Not knowing if I was going to be allowed. It wouldn’t have been the first time she completely denied me like that. Then hearing those words, well, word…. ’down’. Fuck, I almost felt the release even before I pressed my cunt into her black pumps. Then the pleasure washing over me as I rubbed, fuck it was intoxicating. I needed more and nothing short of cumming was going to satiate me. I was getting lost and fuzzy with each hump. At some point I ended up with a shoe in my mouth too I was desperate and gone. Things were getting so fuzzy and hazy at this point my body took over following Miss’ instructions.
I started getting close and Miss made me stop, but quickly started me up again and it didn’t take long until I was begging to cum. Miss counted me down. I could feel it coming from every inch of my body and I fucking exploded, the release coming from my body was so intense. I came so hard my body completely tense while the pleasure Miss had allowed me washed over me. All the aching and neediness was released at once. My body was completely limp and relaxed by the time I was done. I was getting non-verbal from how fuzzy I was and could barely talk. I laid on my side crying happy tears for a little while while Miss cuddled up to me. I had been so desperate to cum, to be touched the feeling of finally getting to cum made me so fuzzy so submissive. Once I was able to think a little Miss had me clean up the mess I made on her shoes by licking them clean until they were as shiny and spotless as before. It was an incredible headspace Miss put me in and I’ve been craving it again ever since. Fuck, just every touch from her make me want more. I was addicted before that, but now, fuck. My orgasms are better off with her.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/l3cmnt/ff_domme_diary_heel_humper