I (23F) gave a blowjob yesterday that was so intense, it made me cry. Later, my mom asked if I was okay and I had to make up an excuse why my eye makeup was messy [MF]

I wrote before about the three guys I’ve been “seeing” in my neighborhood lately due to COVID-induced horny brain. (It used to be 4, but… oops.) I fuck two of them, but the third only ever wants me to suck his cock. I do it pretty often. Charles (his name) is honestly a real jerk. Here’s how I described him earlier

>Second guy I matched with. He’s mid-30s, divorced, and such an asshole. Just a huge jerk and really rude to me. But… whenever he texts, I’ll come over and deep throat his cock anyway. He only ever wants me to blow him. He calls me names and sometimes gives me a light slap on the face or boobs while I do it. I hate that it turns me on to be treated that way, but it does. Sometimes he’ll just unzip, sit back and drink a beer while I give him a porn-class blowjob, swallow his load, and then slap my ass (hard!) as I leave. Even if I don’t even feel like sucking a cock that day, I’ll still come over and do him. He texts me at least once a week, sometimes more.

**So… here’s some necessary background.**

I really love giving head. I truly do. I am very good at it, it’s a huge turn-on, and more than that, it makes me feel… like, useful. Like it’s a super special gift that I alone can give. I gave my first blowjob pretty young and really enjoyed it. In high school, I practiced deep throating at night in bed with cucumbers and stuff until I was able to train out my gag reflex. Being very good at blowjobs has given me happy boyfriends, a couple of good grades in school, gotten me out of trouble twice and is probably like one of the more useful skills I have.

So Charles texted me yesterday afternoon while I was working (I do customer service from my computer in my bedroom). All he said was “hey, come over…
“. Seriously. But… I honestly felt like sucking a cock. And I always come when he tells me to. So I put on a light sweater with my jeans, touched up my makeup and went over. (He’s only a few blocks away.)

When I came over to his house, he let me in with a grunt. Charles is a big guy – over six feet and pretty well-built. After he shut the door behind me, he just walked over towards his couch and sat down. He didn’t ask me to follow him or offer me anything – both knew exactly what I was there for. This is how he treats me. Again… I hate how much that turns me on, but it does.

**Okay, here’s the good stuff**

So about ninety seconds later, I was on my knees between his legs, topless, and had his dick in my mouth. I was stroking his base with one hand, massaging his balls in the other, and bobbing up and down as I got started. Charles just sat back on the couch and it seemed like he just wanted me to do my thing. Fine.

But then, I feel his hands on my head. He gathered my hair behind my head in a pretty tight grip and started controlling my pace with both hands. He’s fucked my mouth like that before, and I don’t mind it. I just open wider and focus on being a good hole for him to use. It’s actually kind of fun.

Then he started to push my head down deep on his lap, pressing his cock deep into my throat. Again, I can roll with that… I just open wider, open my throat, feel his thick cock pressing past my tongue and deep down until my nose is against his hair and his balls are against my chin. He sorta grunted when he got that deep, and pressed me there for a second before letting me up. I gasped air through my nose real quick and kept bobbing up and down until he pressed me down again.

This time, when he let me up again, I came all the way up and gasped open-mouthed. He was still holding my hair, though, and he gave me a little slap on the cheek with one hand. It didn’t really hurt much, but it was definitely a shock.

“Fucking whore, get back on my cock,” he said.

Pressed me down again. This time it was harder, and my eyes were watering and I was sorta moaning/whimpering around his cock. Getting treated like this was really physically hard/uncomfortable, but also… fuck, I was wet. I almost wanted to slip a hand into my jeans to play with myself, but I don’t think I could do both things at once.

He kept doing this several more times – controlling my head, pressing me way down on his cock until I almost gagged and came up gasping, and then slapping me on one cheek or another. Once he slapped my tits. Calling me “stupid slut,” “fucking whore,” “little cocksucker.” Finally, I could tell he was ready to cum right before he blasted in my throat. I swallowed every drop.

I was so fucking wet then that I almost begged him to let me play with myself there… but I knew he was finished. And about three minutes later… I had my top on and was leaving his house again. He gave my ass a hard slap as I left.

My eye makeup must’ve looked awful and smudge-y. I tried to wipe it mostly away on my way home (I checked myself in a car window). But when I walked in the house, my mom saw me and immediately thought I’d been crying. I told her it was just the cold wind (???) and got up to my room right away. I made myself cum twice right away.

tl;dr – I don’t know why getting treated like that is such a turnon, but… holy shit.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/kxv44j/i_23f_gave_a_blowjob_yesterday_that_was_so