Life’s become dull. I am Jennifer Senoa and this is my story.
I have been married for 18 years now. Last month I celebrated my 40th birthday. Everything seemed happy from outside. I had beautiful kids , caring husband and a beautiful house. But something was obviously missing.
My sex life has become dull. 3 years back my husband Mark suffered a heart attack and had to go through a surgery. Since then he has been extremely weak. His legs and stamina have become non existent.
Somewhere Mark feels that after so many years of marriage libido doesn’t stay so strong so he was cool with the fact that we were not having sex regularly or efficiently. He trusted me with blind eye.
I was faithful all this year’s. I never let my guard down until on an unfortunate day I met Jason in a house party organised by my childhood friend Monica.
Honestly when it came to fashion I was pretty dull. My fashion sense traveled down to the 80s.
Though Monica said that she’s not having my 80s vintage outfit this time so she took me shopping we got a beautiful outfit.
Honestly I never wore something like that. I was kind of skeptical of what would Mark think of it. But then he was out of town and I thought let’s go for it. Nothing’s wrong in being a bit fashionable.
I was wearing a simple tight black full sleeves top and a thin Khakee shorts. My legs were completely exposed. I felt a little self conscious and uncomfortable as I’ve been in such an outfit. My legs were bare and this was something new for me.
I looked like this :- http://imgur.com/a/QmvdJi9
The party was great. I was a bit early though. Most people came in by 8:30 Pm and I planned to return home by 9 Pm. Monica asked me not be such a bore. Oh Common! Jennifer don’t be such a bore, Mark’s out of town and your kids are at their cousin’s place said Monica. I agreed. Arguing makes her angry and I didn’t wanna ruin her party.
I saw guys staring at me. Especially at my perfectly maintained leg. It made me a bit uncomfortable but then I don’t know why it also made me feel a bit validated. I felt sexy. It was around 10:30 Pm when a strapping young man in his mid 20s approached me. He was Jason.
*Conversation*
Jason: Hey lady! It’s a shame that you’ve stand alone and watch the telivision. Care for a drink?
(I was already pretty late. This is generally the time when I go to sleep. Ah! Leave. I thought if enjoying the party)
ME: Sure.
(Jason got me a glass of wine and stared at my wedding ring)
Jason: Ah! Where’s Mr. Lucky?
ME: Mr. Lucky?
Jason: Haha! Joking. I meant your husband. He should be dancing with you all night.
ME: Oh! He’s out of town.
Jason: What a shame.. Hope I ain’t bothering you.
(Jason was a handsome young man. Also he seemed pretty good. I thought there’s no harm in talking with someone)
ME: No. That’s completely fine.
Jason: Great. I was getting bored honestly. You seem pretty good. What do you do?
ME: Nothing actually. I mean I’m a homemaker.
Jason: Oh so you make homes haan? xD
ME : No I mean …. ( a bit nervously)
Jason: (Interrupting me) Haha I know what you mean. Sorry it was so lame.
Almost an hour passed by talking to him. Finished 2 glasses of wine and 2 cans of beer. I was kinda tipsy and the time was nearing midnight.
ME: Hey! It’s pretty late. I need to go home.
Jason: Oh okay! I’ll head home as well. Btw do you like shopping and fashion stuff? My sister is doing a workshop next month. Do you wanna come?
ME: Yeah sure! I can try.
Jason: Great. Anywhere I can contact you about the date? FB/ Whatsapp?
(I was a bit hesitant. But gave him my facebook id and accepted his request)
Jason: Great! Let me drop you till the parking.
I was trembling a but due to all the alcohol. Honestly I wasn’t accustomed to such amount of alcohol at once. The garage where I parked my car was a small alley.
ME: This is it. This is my car.
Jason : Oh great! I will be off then.
ME: Yeah! It was nice meeting you.
My hands trembled as I tried to open my car. I kept my phone above the car and tried again and this time I slipped but Jason help me at the right time.
Jason held my waist tightly. His touch sent electric waves throughout my body. I was a bit drunk I wasn’t sure about what’s happening.
I controlled myself but he didn’t leave my waist. He brought his face closer to mine and the next thing I know that our lips locked. I didn’t know what to do. His hands were going all over my back.
After 3 years someone was doing something so passionate with my body. I was scared but I gave in. I reciprocated. We sucked each other tongue. He lift my left leg up and his hands were all over my tight milk thighs. He kissed my neck passionately and squeezed my ass violently. His hands were going all over my body as he kissed my neck like a madman.
I was moaning shamelessly. My moans increased as his hands reached my breasts. He pressed them vigorously with his left hand and his right hand was exploring my butt.
Everything was happening so fast that I had to give in. As he was pressing my breasts vigorously. My phone vibrated rather violently and felt on the ground. This scared both of us. I came back to my senses a bit . It was a message from Mark. He has reached New Jersey and has asked me to call next morning.( Hey Honey! I know that you’re fast asleep, I’ve reached New Jersey. Call me when you wake up in the morning. Love you).
I was back in my senses. Jason tried to kiss me again but I pushed him this time and said NO! in a squeaky shrill Voice.
Hastily I opened the door of my car and drove is away. Jason just stood there. He didn’t do anything. He just saw my car leaving.
What have I done? I couldn’t believe that I let some other man touch me like that and enjoy it. My panties were all drenched.
I cried all my way back home. Took a shower. I felt unclean. I felt stone heavy guilt. I’m sorry Mark I didn’t want this to happen.
I looked at me and Mark’s picture beside our bed. I cried all night long. Mark has left marks on thighs and ass. He bit my lips and left shoulder so hard had they left a mark. I’ll have to hide my shoulder for few days.
I was in a jigsaw puzzle. I’ve been unfaithful. A guilt I’ve never before felt.
TO BE CONTINUED
Source: reddit.com/r/eroticliterature/comments/ks7gm4/adultery_and_jason_part_1