My girlfriend told me about having rape fantasies and some pretty deranged thoughts. I tried to do act them out but I was too disgusted by them and I have binge thoughts about punishing BDSM participants through criminal prosecution. I have a horrible paradox between that and self deprecating even though I know it’s wrong to judge myself as not being a real man. It’s part of a forced macho fetish. I also have a huge kink shaming fetish because of how taboo it is. I told her I want to kink shame her.
We started out by doing small things like groping her or making inappropriate comments. If she complained I would silence her by telling her that she’s a misogynistic slut and so she has no right to complain. Once when she was in the kitchen she was dressed super hot in a sweater and leggings with her hair tied back, I told her how hot she was and that I was going to rape her. I walked up, grabbed her, and started grinding against her. I dragged her into my room and made her sit down on the couch and told her I lied because rape is disgusting and misogynistic and I wouldn’t give her anything unless she begged for it. I called her a misogynist slut while I allowed her to suck my penis and told her what a good misogynistic slut she was. I told her I was humiliating her for her misogyny. We cuddled after and I returned the favor by going down on her and teased her my making her tell me how much she wanted it.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/5qvgaq/tried_kink_shaming_with_my_girlfriend_mf
Wtf did I just read?…