[MF] A mistake I made that I thought would ruin my relationship, lead to the best moment of my sex life so far.

*LONG*

Last year I got a divorce. I was married for over 10 years, and had few sexual experiences outside of that relationship. It was rough at first, but after healing and figuring out the new normal, I started to enjoy my new independence. I am early 30’s, and tall for a woman. I have ample curves, long legs, and a pretty face (if i do say so myself). I am chubby and I’m sure I would be better off if I ate fewer brownies, but I would say I am overall fairly confident, and try to love and use what I have.

I found a few FWB’s thanks to Tinder and Reddit. I was able to meet and fuck several great guys and have become more open minded and curious. If this stories does well, maybe we will revisit some of those experiences.

Earlier this year on Tinder, I matched with a guy. When I first met him, he was nerdier than I expected, (he was wearing a Pokémon belt), but we had a great first date. The conversation was great and when he dropped me off, I tried to say goodbye at the door, but he pressed me by joking that I wasn’t going to invite him in? I really liked him and was trying SO hard to behave myself. I am a person that is not into random sex. A connection on a deeper level is very important to me. The flip side of that is once I feel that connection, my slut side is unleashed in full force. I knew myself well enough to know that if I invited him in, with the vibe we had going, that his cock would be inside me in no time. He came in and shortly after that came in me. It was the best first time (with a new person) sex I have ever had. The chemistry and connection are amazing with him and the sex is SO good. At least it is for me, lol.

We have been together for several months and it has been mostly great. He lost someone important to him recently, so he hasn’t been feeling himself (understandably), and we were in a little bit of a sexual rut. He has been feeling better thank you jesus, and we have gotten back in to having the best sex.

He is just perfection. I love how he smells, I love how he tastes. I love that he switches between slapping me around and calling me a fucking slut, and letting me tongue tease his asshole and making him cum with a finger or dildo inside his tight hole. He is divine. He is my intellectual and sexual equal. I make myself cum everyday. Before bed my clit is well taken care of. My boyfriend and I only see each other once a week. I take good care of my pussy while he is gone. Before him I would always switch it up. There were various men in my life who I would think of while I came. I like chaturbate, gonewildstories, and occasionally porn. But since he has been around, he has remained the subject of most of my fantasies.

**The Good Stuff**

As I mentioned earlier, there was a lull in our sex life. It has been better and I have been trying to put in more effort and keep things naughty and spontaneous. Last week, I got a new phone, and I went through my pictures and apps, and did some housekeeping. I had many dirty pics and videos from guys I had met online or in person. As I was sending pictures over, I deleted all the pics of other guys I had on my phone (or so I thought). They were from when I was single, now I wasn’t. Circle of nudes. I didn’t think anything of it. Last weekend my bf took me home to meet the fam and a friend. It was going well I thought. He was playing videogames with his friend and I thought I would try something naughty. I opened my phone and found a picture of his cock. I send the picture along with the text I want this so bad right now. Then I sent a reddit link to a girl being face fucked. He was sitting across the room from me and next to his friend. His phone chimed and he opened it. I heard him mutter “what are you doing?), then he text back. “Who’s nasty cock is that?” I thought he was kidding and I said yours. He texted back, “Not my dick dumbass”. Again I thought he was kidding. Then I looked over at him and he said “it’s plain and simple, it’s not mine”. My heart dropped. I realized that a close up dick pic from another guy had been saved because I thought it was his. I didn’t move or speak. We have never had a big fight before. When you are with someone a while you can predict what they will do. But for him it was unknown. He will joke and say, cheat on me and i’ll kill you. I say ditto. I felt like the next 10 minutes took an hour and 5 seconds at the same time. He was supposed to come back to my house and stay the night. His car was there. Would he start yelling in front of his friend? Refuse to come with me? Act like nothing happened? The fact that I didn’t cry or vomit proves there is a god. He soon said he is tired and his friend left and we awkwardly said goodbye to his family and made our way to my car.

The minute my hand touched the car door he said ” are you going to tell me why the fuck you are sending me a picture of another dude’s dick”? At that moment something happened. I had the thought, what if i get in this car and we argue and we crash and die? Then I had a worse thought. The thought of the danger and risk turned me on like crazy. When I started up my car, my panties were wet and i buckled up terrified, yet pussy starting to get swollen. Over the 20 minute ride home we argued respectfully and very maturely actually, and made it home safe. I felt like complete shit, but explained the mistake and we had a good boundary setting discussion and were raw but moving on.

We got into bed and started watching tv and fondling. I was kissing his belly and he made a comment about me sucking his dick. I figured after the massive fuck up I just had, I owed him at the very least a blow job with some rimming. He has the most amazing cock. Just above average length and girth, cut, slight two tone, and his balls hang so perfectly they graze my ass in some positions and it is so hot. I consider myself a good cocksucker. I am always trying to look for new ideas and techniques to up my head game. I could suck him forever. I have a fat ass. It’s his most favorite thing. He loves eating my ass (I get self conscious) and usually don’t let him lick me. I stopped sucking and kissed him, he told me I was going to be punished for what I had done. He told me to stick my ass in the air so he could lick my asshole. I told him no. He said that with my fuck up, I had no say. That I was going to relax and lay there and do as I was told as punishment. He know how much this frustrates me and turns me on. Control extremes are my favorite. Having total control, or none at all. No in between. So he took mine. He knew this would torture me. Laying there while he did as he pleased. I was heaven. He licked and tongue fucked my asshole. He licked my clit in the most perfect way. He used his fingers to get the deep pussy cum that is his favorite. He licked it off, while he stroked his cock. He fucked me so well, the position he used when he finished was brutal on my g spot in the best way. Nothing is better for me then when it is just teetering on the edge of pain and ecstasy. He kept threatening to push his cock inside my ass. He would be inside my pussy, thrusting, then slip it to my hole and push in a way that was soft but forceful. Baby, no I begged. I am not opposed to anal, but his dick is bigger than I have had before and we haven’t been successful so far. He wants it bad. Over and over, he would pull out of my ass and press against my hole. No baby, no. The same plea every time. I could tell he liked this. He pressed, I pleaded. “I can’t tell if you are kidding” he said. Honestly, I didn’t know if I was kidding or not. I didn’t want the pain, but the slow threat pressing a little bit further in every time, was perfection.

The best moment for me, the most euphoric sexual moment I had so far in my life though, was something so simple. As I lay there “relaxing” being fondled however he pleased, he did something. It might be boring for some, but for me it was everything. I lay on the bed with my legs spread. He was rubbing my clit with one hand and stroking himself with the other. He stroked slowly and squeezed his cock. A precum bead was building up and he put his finger to the tip and wiped the precum onto his finger. Precum is my favorite and I LOVE watching him stroke himself. Seeing it ooze out of his body, him grab it, and take it directly to my clit with ease and perfect speed so that when it touched the tip of my clit it was still warm from being in him. He continued this over and over. It was blissful and warm and it was a fully body intense feeling.

I feel lucky to have him. I thought I had fucked our life up with one accidental picture. Instead, by the end of the night, my heart and pussy were more satisfied and full then they have ever been.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/ke2623/mf_a_mistake_i_made_that_i_thought_would_ruin_my