It’s Thursday night and I am having a hard time sleeping as I lay here in bed, my stomach is jumping with butterflies as my mind keeps racing to tomorrow and my meeting up with Markus(Gym partner). I have spent every moment since that text inviting me over to his place contemplating if I would actually show up or just not show and make up an excuse. It is really a waste of my time and unnecessary struggle/stress as I know deep down inside that I plan to go, at the very least to see what might happen. I have told myself that I can walk away any moment during my visit and that is my way to mentally feel like I have control. My hubby lays besides me sound asleep, completely clueless to the struggles of curiosity I have been going through. As i lay in bed and try my best to clear my mind so I can get some rest one final thought echos in my mind as I drift off,” Tomorrow will change me, one way or another. I will either fight these urges and walk away back to my normal life stronger than ever or I will take that step into a new world. A new me. Who will I choose to be?”
I sit here nervously, it has been 15 minutes since I arrived and parked just outside of his place. This is the moment and I so much want to get out of this car but it is much harder than I thought. Then my phone chirps and it is Markus,”While I am disappointed, I do understand you not coming by today. It is okay and I hope to see you Monday at the gym still.” I sudden rush goes through my body, I will not let this opportunity slip by, I do not want to let him or myself down.
I am walking up to the door of his place, stomach racing with butterflies and my knees feel weak. It is only made worst by a group of men sitting on the steps leading up to the door and one of them yelled out ,”What brings you to a place like this girl?” I just smile nervously and quickly make my way to Markus’s door and nock quickly. Markus opens the door and I take my first step in and with that step I will put to rest so many rumors and myths. I just didn’t know it yet. I was terribly nervous, my stomach ached with nerves and Markus picked up on it right away, he mentioned that if I had any doubts or didn’t want to do anything that made me feel uncomfortable I just needed to let him know and we could go on with no regrets or hurt feelings. I laughed and sat down on his couch and said that I wanted to be here and if I wanted to leave I would ( I was completely trying to play it cool and I must have looked foolish in hindsight).
We sat around, chatted and watched TV. He had moved close to me and was slowly caressing my neck and arms as we talked. I didn’t stop him and I was doing my best to calm myself down and relax but I was just so damn excited and nervous all at once. I knew I wanted to be here, I had decided I wanted to see where this went. All those times after working out and getting home and touching myself thinking about him and how it would feel had led to this moment and I was not going to let it slip by without some effort to at least see what it was like. Why was I so damn nervous like a high school kid doing their first public speaking. “What do I do” raced through my head.
It was at this moment that Markus stood up and said he would be right back.I was struggling bad, I wanted to be here and I wanted to see this beautiful man naked and see what was under those clothes but I just didn’t know how or what to do. Then he sat back down and dropped a bag in front of us and asked if I wanted to smoke? My jaw dropped, I haven’t smoked since college and no way could I do that. I immediately pushed the bag away and told him that there was no way I could smoke that shit and I do not smoke or do drugs, what the hell was he thinking.
My god I couldn’t believe how good I felt and how relaxed I was, he was so right. I was happy I went ahead and gave in and smoked with him. I have never felt this stoned before and I don’t ever remember it being this good and strong that last time I had smoked so many years ago in college. Here I was in this home with this beautiful black man with this monster cock just on the other side of those joggers and stoned as hell. We were laughing and talking, Markus was sharing his version of how he first caught me looking at his dick and how embarrassed I looked when I got caught. He then asked how long have I been curious and if I ever cheated on my husband before. I was staring at him and smiling, laughing at his version when I felt this strange rush of adrenaline race through me,It must have been because I was high as fuck but I didn’t let him finish as I was just staring at him, I simply mounted him and started to pull off his shirt and started kissing him like an animal unleashed at some feed after not eating for days. He lifted me up so easily and walked me to his room and threw me down on his bed. I stared up and thought,”Oh my god I am doing this, I am really doing this.”
I just stared in amazement as I watched this beautiful man strip for me and when he pulled down his joggers and that massive and beautiful black cock fell out and bounced a few times up against his massively muscle thighs, I could feel my stomach scream with excitement as it bounced up and down and all those myths as I viewed them about black men and their size were shattered. They were myths/lies no more in my mind, I had just witnessed undeniable scientific proof. It was the biggest and fattest dick I have ever seen and it was no more than an arm lengths away.
I began moving towards it like I was in a trance. I needed to look at it closer, to feel it and hold it. Markus pulled me up and his powerful strong arms wrapped around me and he began to kiss me deep and rub his hands across my body. My hands again went to his cock, I had to feel it, I had to touch it. Markus again pulled me back up towards him but this time to my surprise I pushed him back with such force and strength, there was no stopping me. I needed to get close to it, to see it, to feel it. Markus stumbled back and I slipped off the bed to my knees in front of that beautiful man and his dick and reached out. It was so heavy and thick as I lifted it up. The size was incredible and as I held it in my hands and the top half of this massive dick slung over my grasp I could feel it stiffening. I let out a giggled out loud as I wrapped my hands around this beautifully thick dick and realized my fingers could not touch as I wrapped around it. I suddenly had this uncontrollable thought and craving and I knew what I had to do. I leaned in, my mouth opening to take this strange dick into my mouth. I needed to do this, I wanted this so badly and nothing was going to stop this from happening and it was at this moment that the question was answered in my head from the night before. I had chosen to be a new version of myself, then a thought hit me, maybe this is the real version of me.
The weight of his dick felt good as it slid upon my tongue and my mouth stretched to wrap my lips around this amazingly beautiful black dick. I wrapped both my hands around to the back of his muscular ass and pulled him in and did my best to show my appreciation to this man and his beautiful dick. My hands now worked to his shaft and slowly stroked as I worked my mouth into a slow and rhythmic motion on the biggest dick I have ever seen. I heard Markus let out several soft moans of pleasure and I took that as approval of a job being done well. I slurped and continued to try and work his dick into my mouth at a pace that would reward me with more approving sounds. I was so into sucking this mans dick and so turned on by hearing his soft moans of acceptance that I jerked slightly with shock and pleasure myself as I felt my stomach screech with pleasure and wetness erupt of out my own pussy and slowly run down my leg. I stopped briefly to take in what had just happened, omg this was a first for me I thought as I crouched over letting out a soft moan of pleasure and staring down at the floor, my hand moved to my very own pussy to confirm I was dripping wet. Markus took this moment to pull me back up and attacked my neck with his mouth and I pulled him to my mouth and delivered a long and deep kiss. He pulled my top off over my head and my tits fell out and he quickly worked his mouth to them. He was sucking and rubbing them as I let another moan out of acceptance. Then he pushed me back into his bed and slowly tugged at my black yoga pants and slid them off me. I was now completely naked in front of this man and as I stared up at him, waiting, I slowly opened my legs and invited him in.
Markus took the invite and attacked my body with passion and power. I felt his muscular body slide between my legs as I lay on my back. I felt his hands on my tits and all over my body. He was rubbing and sucking on my nipples and then I felt one hand move across my stomach and I knew where it was headed. I let out another moan as the thought hit me knowing that this man was about to reach and attack my pussy. My legs were trembling with excitement as I felt his hand touch my pussy for the first time, he methodically was rubbing and sliding his fingers down the middle of my pussy lips and circling around the edge in a very slow movement. Then the first penetration with his fingers sent a jolt of pleasure up my body and I heard him ask if this felt good, I responded with a quick nod and a strained,”YES” as I let out another moan.
Markus was rubbing and fingering my pussy and his other hand was firmly grabbing my ass. He asked me if I wanted to feel his BBC in my pussy, I was breathing heavy and begged him to put it in. He asked me again what I wanted and I answered, “please put your cock in me.” He kept rubbing and worked his way in between my legs and then I felt that monster of a cock slap down on my pussy a few times and then I felt the weight of his massive dick as he laid it on my stomach, teasing me with it. He asked again and told me I had to say what I wanted, I had to say what I wanted in my married pussy. I begged, I pleaded for him to give me that BBC, and he said say it like I want you too baby. “Markus please give me that BBC in this married pussy, please fuck me?!”? Again he said, “Please fuck this married pussy with that BBC” Who’s pussy baby, who’s pussy is it?”, he asked. I needed no prodding or guidance, “Markus, this is your pussy, please let me feel that BBC,fuck your pussy baby please??”
I let out a loud moan/scream as he slowly pushed the tip of his cock in my pussy. OMG this going to be harder than I thought, he was bigger than I ever had and the thickness was stretching my pussy to a point I have never felt before. He continued to push it in slowly and I continued to moan and grunt with each slow push. Markus pulled out and looked down at me,”Damn girl you are tight as fuck, when is the last time you fucked.” I grunted a little and he asked again,”Well girl, you going to answer me, when?” I told him my hubby and I did it last night before he went to bed and he just laughed and kept pushing and trying to work it in. My legs were shaking, my hands were trying to hold his hips to try and slow his pace but as he began to push in deeper , my pussy began to make noises I have never heard. I grunted, moaned, screamed and yelled OMG to the top of my lungs as he pushed deeper and harder with that amazing cock of his. I cursed and shook uncontrollably each time he pushed into my pussy and with each push the louder I was moaning and screaming. I tried to bite down on the pillow to keep quiet and then a rush of dizziness hit me, oh my god what was this I thought. I felt so light headed and time slowed to a surreal pace, I shouted out for Markus to stop. “Let me catch my breath baby, please let me catch my breath, omg I just need a minute” I pleaded and as he relented I caught my breath and took in the moment, the smell of sex and weed was overwhelming and my head was cloudy but my hunger to continue was so powerful. I looked back at Markus and pulled him in for a deep kiss and whispered,”I’m ready.”
Markus proceeded to work that fat dick into such a rhythmic flow that I was overcome with pleasure and ecstasy. My god I had never felt anything like this before and my body was screaming with joy and pleasure and again I was overcome with a fog in my head and a haze blurred my vision . At one point I remember breathing and grunting so heavy and begging him to let me catch my breath again, he responded by pushing that fat BBC deeper and harder in my pussy, I screamed again in esctasy followed by a loud moan. It was like I was out of my body and I was so disconnected from the realty of what was happening but I felt everything with such intensity. I felt him flip me over, shoved some pillows under my stomach and lift my ass up. Then he slipped that BBC in my pussy doggy style and as he pushed it in I fell face down and I tensed up again and held onto the sheets like my life depended on it as the fucking continued. My breathing was loud and fast, I again started to plea for a break but I couldn’t verbalize what I wanted to say and all that came from my mouth was loud moans and grunts of unrecognizable sounds. I worked my way up to my elbows and turned around to look at Markus to beg for a break. Again in my head I heard myself beg so clearly,” I need a break baby please” but all that erupted from my mouth was a garble of words as I stared at him and he at me. I felt my body tense up again and my arms gave out as I fell face first again into the bed, my ass still high in the air and the sounds of Markus pushing deep into my pussy. Another series of slurping sounds as he pushed and penetrated deep into my pussy followed by loud sounds of air and followed by more loud clapping sounds of our skin connecting with each thrust. My head was laying on the bed and looking towards the clock on his dresser when I noticed my vision was blurry and as I struggled to grasp what was happening and fear struck me for the first time but before I could even finish processing those fears I climaxed again but this climax was something I had never felt or experienced before. My pussy erupted and shot a stream out non-stop and spraying all over Markus and that fat dick that was owning my pussy. “Oh my fucking god “, I screamed and then the darkness slowly closed around those numbers on the clock and I felt my legs tightened up like a severe cramp and my ass lift incontrollable high. Then darkness…
I came to and I was laying in his lap and he offered me a drink of water as he smiled at me. I took the water and sat up next to him,”What the hell happened? “Was that weed bad or laced I immediately asked? Markus laughed and assured me it wasn’t. He told me I passed out after my last climax and that was all. He explained how I had squirted all over him and then locked up and passed out, he explained I wasn’t’t out long and that it happens sometimes especially if you don’t control your breathing. I just couldn’t believe it, I have never experienced that and yet I didn’t think he was lying either. I looked down at his beautiful dick and it was still erect and I looked up to him and asked,” You haven’t yet then? The entire time we were doing it and you didn’t cum?” He smiled back,”No, I didn’t. Why, you think you can really do something about it now? I think you got more than you expected already and I don’t think you can handle anymore dick for today.” I sat the bottle of water down and rolled over to my stomach and though it was a slow movement and I could feel my arms and legs quiver with fatigue , my swollen pussy throbbing and sore, I pushed myself up into doggy position and looked back at him. “Go ahead baby, finish up.”
I don’t know how long he continued fucking me but it wasn’t until I felt that first twitching of his dick that I realized we hadn’t discussed protection and he was definitely not wearing a condom. I was being rocked back and forth from behind and I turned back, “Don’t cum in me.” Markus was in a deep and good rhythm and he started to grunt and moan, this electrified my mind and I felt this renewed energy as I thought I am finally bringing this man to completion after all his hard work and satisfaction he has brought me today. He pulled out and wrapped his hand around that fat dick to finish stroking and for reasons I can not explain and with speed that surprised me I flipped over to my back and quickly pulled Markus into me. He instinctively guided that beautiful dick back into my pussy and he start another series of deep long thrust and I felt an explosion inside and that massive dick was twitching uncontrollable and a warm ooze leaked out from my pussy and down my back to my ass. We laid in his bed for another 45 minutes talking and slowly caressing each other.
I have never been fucked like that before, it was amazing and I loved it. Thats all I thought about as we showered and I stared at this muscular man as I washed his body for him. I was washing that massive beautiful fat black cock, stroking it slowly as I washed it and to my surprise it started to enlarge again. I smiled up at Markus and asked,”What the hell, are you serious?” He smiled back and asked if it was a problem. I let out a laugh and just stared at it as it continued to get bigger. I couldn’t take it anymore. I had to have it in my mouth, I dropped to my knees and I worshipped that BC with my mouth and made loved to it like it was the last cock on earth. I stroked and sucked with a passion and when I heard him starting to moan and grab the back of my head and start guiding me I was so aroused. My hand slipped down around his balls and I massaged them and then worked down and took them in my mouth, another moan of pleasure from Markus and I knew I was doing a good job and needed to prove to him how much I appreciated him. I felt both his hands grab me on each side of my head and he began to thrust me faster back and forth on his dick. Each moment the thrusts were harder and faster, I stretched my mouth as wide as possible to try and catch some air as he continued and then I felt that big dick unload into my mouth. I grabbed Markus by his shaft and started to push my mouth away from his dick, again without any second thought and still unable to explain why, I pushed back against my initial urge and latched back around his dick and took that first shot completely in my mouth and took a swallow. I continued and he let out a loud moan and said,”Oh that’s a good girl, feels so good. Keep it up.” So I kept slurping and another burst launched into the back of my mouth and then again and again. I did my best to swallow it all for him and even though some now leaked from the sides of my mouth and down my chin I knew I had pleased him. Then as I started to retreat another round unloaded right into my face and my hair. I just waited for him to finish before I cleaned up.
As I walked out to my car I heard some clapping and yells and as I looked back there was that group of guys looking at me and smiling as they sat outside the apartment next to Markus’s. I knew and they knew what had just happened and at that moment one yelled, “Must have been her first time with a BBC!!”
Now I understand….
Source: reddit.com/r/eroticliterature/comments/k7zrqg/the_day_that_changed_everything_the_day_i_learned