College Experimenting (MM)
Long story, but a good one in my opinion.
I have always been straight and still considering myself to be to this day, regardless of what someone else may think. However, I have come to the realization that I am attracted to a dick every now and then, and am in no way attracted to the men themselves. It helps if there in shape obviously, but have no interest in kissing, cuddling, signs of affection, or even talking for that matter.
Infact, I don’t even like taking my clothes off, or having a man touch me at all, the erotic part for me, is just making the guy cum and then denying my erection until later, kind of like a free use kink. Or a human toy
But back to the story….
I went to college in a small town, but had a massive college student base (30,000). During my freshman year, I became interested in experimenting with another guy, and started to explore the Craigslist M4M section (RIP)
I started to message various men in the same boat, and around 90% of them were also students at the college. However I always would chicken out because of anxiety or shame.
I finally met my first guy after 3 months and he drove me to the local football stadium parking lot. I was nervous at first and so was he but eventually I gave him a HJ while he did the same to me. His dick was a smaller than average size, but This is where I discovered that I hated a guy pleasuring or touching me (I asked him to stop after a minute, and I only focused on him) and that I really didn’t care how he looked or acted, but discovered the erotic and almost ecstasy I would feel and sight of a dick as it would pulsate in my hand and then burst cum onto his stomach and then slowly ooze the rest out onto his shaft and my fingers.
However, the best part was what I touched on earlier. After he came and then recovered for the first minute, he dropped me back off my dorm, said thanks, and I never saw him again, don’t even know his first name, but I LOVED that, I loved that I was a toy, he needed his nut, and I gave him that, and he dipped.
I went to my room, knowing that someone could have just gave me my nut also, and I just denied myself, once in my room, I couldn’t wait any longer and I took care of myself, I came so hard and so much.
Months went by before I even thought about it again, I even had hooked up with woman every few months during my time at college. But one day I wound up on Craigslist again and started looking for other men.
Throughout my college years I hooked up with 6-7 different men. Someone of them more then once. I learned to give a proper blowjob, deep throated a few of them, lost my anal virginity to a man, and then even lost my anal virginity to a women (peg). All the while, my roommate never knew what was going on, or the women I was dating.
All of these have lead to a sort of inner piece knowing I have tried different things, and every experience was always clean and safe, our health center was top of the line and could do quick, full, STD test, both piss and blood, so some real fun could happen,
I am now happily married to my gorgeous wife and left that all behind me, but Definitely keep them in the good old spank bank, for those alone times that we all have.
If this post is accepted and liked, I can do more post on the best 3 times I had!
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/k6snhq/college_experimenting_mm
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