[F] But I’m married – The Hotel alone Pt2

First and foremost this is a continuation of the events of November 24th and the key part for anyone is THERE IS NO SEX in this one ??

I picked up my phone and saw the text was from “Angela Daves mum” and I realised that was one ofy sons friends mum, I also remembered seeing her in the club the night of my date with Eve, I almost dreaded opening the text

“My Nik, long time no speak, hope your well, nice seeing you the other night, we should catch up”

I waited a few moments

“Yes lovely to see you, would have been nice to have chatted but it was all a little crazy in that place, yes well have to grab a coffee”
“Yes, you looked a bit busy, I saw you on the dance floor, very brave, I wouldn’t have had the guts to dance like that”

Again, I thought before responding

“Well it so rare we get out now, it was nice to let my hair down for once”
“Well I was very jealous, it looked as if you were having the time of your life”

Ok, so how what do I say here, do I acknowledge who I was with and what it looked like or just play it down

“You know what it’s like, a few drinks and hey ho!” What the hell did that mean, what’s hey Ho????
“Can I ask you a personal question?” She responded

Well I knew what was coming next

“Are you with that woman you were with?”
“I mean is it your girlfriend? I know that you’re still with your Steve but you looked close and I haven’t stopped thinking about it”

Shit! The nosey cow! Was she asking so she could tell Steve about me, the bitch!!! Shall I shock her with a response or just ignore her, I chose to ignore her, Input my phone down, it was 10pm and I really fancied another glass of wine

I grabbed the phone on the side of the bed and called room service, ordering another large glass of wine, not even I was brave enough to walk to the bar in a dressing gown, I grabbed one of the horrible dressing gowns from the wardrobe and waited for the my wine, I heard my phone buzz again but ignored it, a few minutes later there was a knock on the door and it was a young lad delivering my wine, how sad must I have looked??? I signed the receipt and off he went, I went back and say on the bed, picking up my phone there was another text from Angela

“I’m really sorry, that last text sounded awful, I hope I haven’t upset you, can I call you, I want to explain”

I took a sip of my wine and responded
“Don’t worry, I’m not offended, yes I’m free, call me”

A few minutes later my phone rang and I answered it
“Hiya” I said brightly
“Hi Nik, Listen I’m really really sorry about that text, I think I need to explain myself”
“No it’s ok I’ve probably got a bit of explaining to do myself”
“Listen when I said earlier I was jealous I really was, seeing you enjoying yourself with that woman is my dream, I was so excited and I haven’t been able to get it out of my mind”
“Oh” I said….I want quite sure what else to say
“So do you like women?” She asked
“Well yes I suppose is the easy answer” I confirmed
“Is she your girlfriend?” She asked
“No, I mean she kind of was but it’s over now”
“Oh that’s such a shame, it looked as if you were really comfortable around each other, what about Steve, does he know?”
“Yes, he’s fully aware of it, there’s quite a long story behind it and he’s known all the time that I wanted to explore my Bi side” wow….there we go, that’s the first time I’ve said the word to anyone else
“I’m so so jealous” she repeated
“So Errm what’s your story then, why the interest”
“Well I’m a pretty loveless marriage and I’ve always been attracted to women, probably more than men if I’m honest but as you know, it want like this when we were younger, whilst I fancies women when I was a teenager lesbians didn’t quite exist as they do now” she was now fully offloading, I get the feeling this was the first time she’d told anyone else

“And now, what have got done about it” I asked
“Nothing yet, I went to that club with two of the girls for work for a laugh, there’s nothing between us at all but I steered us there knowing what kind of a club it was, secretly I was hoping to meet someone but I wouldn’t have the balls to do anything if someone approached me anyway, not as if they would, I’m a middle aged frumpy mum”
“No you’re not” I responded but she is really, definitely someone who hasn’t looked after herself
“Well I’m not in your league, that’s obviously how you met some Hotty”
“Well it’s certainly been an interesting few weeks, I’m happy to tell you all about it”
“I would love that”
“What about your husband?” I asked
“Oh god he’s not interested, we have sex about once a month, it’s so boring, he’s just interested in his hobbies and work, I’m only needed as a mum and as you probably know, once the kids hit 18 there’s not a lot needed”
“Yes I know that feeling”
“So what’s that plan?” I asked “what are you trying to do”
“I don’t know but I just feel that I want to explore life, I want to see experience my dreams and fantasies, I want to live my life, I want to be the person I’ve know I am for a long time”
“Wow, well I can tell you all my experiences, I think that will help you but you also need to understand that none of what I’ve done was planned, it all just happened”
“That’s what I want! I’ve lived such a sheltered life, you won’t believe me but I only masterbated a month ago for the first time in 20yrs”
“Ok, I see we’ve got some work to do, let’s meet for coffee on Thursday, Starbucks down the bay retail park for 1pm?”
“Awesome, I’ll see you then” she said and we hung up the phone

I thought about it whilst I finished my wine and drifted off, I was definitely not interested in her and I could be sure that nothing would happen but I was happy that she confided in me and I had to think how I could help her

I lay there for a bit and then went on Reddit, got the link to the first of my stories and text it to her along with
“Here’s your homework, read this XX”

I was now sharing my experiences with someone outside of Eve and my husband for the first time, well someone I knew at least, I lay there thinking about the last few months, my experiences, the comments and messages I’d received, from hardened wife swappers to Bi curious single mums living their dreams though my stories I started to have a little play…well you can probably guess how the night ended

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/k599d3/f_but_im_married_the_hotel_alone_pt2