So, I’m pretty close with one “household” of my cousins. We hang out and stuff more often than other cousins do. We’re all well into our 20s and 30s and they’re all either married or partnered, and as such I’m pretty close with their SOs as well. Specifically, I’m pretty close to my one cousin Emily [F36] and her boyfriend Thomas [M37]. The three of us have the same interests in movies, music, politics and hobbies, so I hang out with them the most.
Around September of last year, I get a text from Emily asking if she could give me a call, saying that it wasn’t anything serious. I say no problem and answer her call. She says that she has a very strange favor to ask of me. She reiterated that it’s a very, very strange request and she paused a couple of times trying to find the words. She said that she and Thomas were getting high together, and for those who don’t know, THC can make you pretty horny. She said that they were talking about sex and what some of their fantasies were, and Thomas revealed that he had an incest fetish. She said that he explained that he didn’t fantasize about him doing it with his own family, but about others doing it with theirs, and that he always wanted to see it live. I asked her how she felt about all that and she said that she was surprised but not necessarily grossed out because she felt that incest lost a lot of its shock due to Game of Thrones and the incest porn explosion in recent years. She further explained that the day after, when they were both sober, that she talked to him about it and asked how he would feel if she had sex with a relative while he watched, specifically me. She explained that the taboo aspect excited her, and that she considered our relationship to be more similar to one between friends than relatives. She said that Thomas approved of the idea, and she asked what I thought. Admittedly, I was grossed out, but I said as politely as I could that I’d need to think, to which she said that she understood.
I sat on it for a couple of days and tried to think of circumstances where I could do it. I figured that being high would help, and that vaginal sex was the thing that really made me squeamish, but that oral or anal might work. I texted Emily and said just that: I would do it, but only if we were high and only anal one time. She said that Thomas loved that idea and that we were on for the next Saturday. Right away I felt nervous and thought to myself “What the fuck is happening? This feels like a bad porno come to life, which I guess it is.”
So Saturday night arrived, and I went to their house. I didn’t eat anything since breakfast in order to let the marijuana take its full effect. The three of us took some hits from their bong and watched It’s Always Sunny while we waited for the high to kick in. After a couple of episodes, we all felt sufficiently stoned and Emily and I were ready. Thomas went and got a comforter from their bedroom and laid it out on the living room floor, at which point Emily and I undressed. Emily is fairly chubby, but not obese by any means, with pale skin, brown hair, fairly large breasts and a bubble butt. Thick is a good way of describing her. She got on all fours and asked me to lube her up. I took out the lube from my jacket and proceeded to stretch her out. The weed made this take longer than it needed to, which ultimately helped I suppose. It also made me hard as stone and very excited for what was about to happen. I asked Emily if she was ready, to which she said yes.
After some initial prepping I inserted my penis into her ass, and she was unbelievably tight. The tightness, combined with the drugs, made everything feel surreal. I grabbed onto her waist and started thrusting. My first thrust made her clench a little bit, which felt absolutely amazing. I went slow, savoring each thrust into her ass. I felt my thumbs rubbing slowly against her waist as she oohed and ahhed as I was fucking her. After a while I started to go deeper and slower. I would push myself up against her ass while pulling her closer to me to see how much she could take. I was balls deep in her when she said it started to hurt, so I pulled back a bit. After some time going slow, I started to go incrementally faster. Thomas was lurched back in his chair, seemingly delighted at what he saw. I kept going faster and faster. The clapping noise of my body against her ass echoed in my mind due to the high. I grabbed onto her tighter and I finally erupted into her ass. That’s when the post-nut clarity came in. Emily fell onto her stomach, and I subsequently fell onto her back, both of us sighing. I pulled my dick out of her ass and went into the bathroom to wash up and change into my sweats, as I was spending the night there. I closed the door and looked into the bathroom mirror, feeling this weird combination of disbelief and anxiety. When I came out, Emily was folding up the comforter, still naked. She asked how I felt, and I lied and said it felt great. She said “that’s good!” and explained that she didn’t do it in awhile but that she didn’t like it when she did it, so she was surprised by how much she liked it this time. Thomas said it was incredibly hot and thanked me for what happened.
I went home the next morning and Emily texted me to apologize for asking that of me. She said that it felt too weird for her and that looking back she assumed it was weird for me too because of my caveats. I said that she and Thomas have nothing to be sorry about, and to this day we haven’t talked about it again. We’ve hung out since then, but we more or less made an implicit agreement to pretend that it never happened.
I wouldn’t say that I felt traumatized by what happened, but just really anxious. I was worried that Emily or Thomas might confess to somebody and that the secret would come out, but they never did, and recently I felt comfortable enough to share my experience with altered details.
Moral of the story: Don’t buttfuck your cousin unless you’re really, really into that stuff.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/jt11m1/mfm_i_got_high_and_had_anal_sex_with_my_cousin
Good advice Mayor.