[FM] How I(35M) was shown that my willpower was easily broken

I’ll apologize ahead of time as writing is by no means my strength and for some reason I feel like this story needs all the lead up that I am writing so it’s kind of long. Last night with a very close friend of mine…let’s call her DH, something I have wanted and frankly fantasized about finally happened. We have always been really flirty and open about sex with each other, but we always left it at that. I will fully admit that I have been the one who would make most of the suggestive comments and innocent (I guess?) passes at her.

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We spent the entire day together just hanging out, running errands, and generally just enjoying each other’s company and when we finally got back to her place she had mentioned her back was hurting. I offered to give her a massage and I meant it as an honest offer to help her feel better despite having to will myself to not get hard as soon as I put my hands on her.

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A little about her. She has an ass that would make your head swivel so hard you’d need a chiropractor the next day, a pair of tits that, until last night, I could only assume were amazing (I was 100% right btw. Dear lord), short brown hair that is the perfect length to grab a fist full of, beautiful brown eyes, and a smile that is almost impossible to not just stare at. Ok back to the story cause I feel like I’m getting a bit sappy here.

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We watch our new President elect speak while assembling some furniture from a well known Swedish furniture labyrinth. Then we go upstairs for me to massage her back, we share an edible, she gets her clothes back on, we go downstairs and keep watching things while doing the furniture. The edible definitely loosened us up a bit and the conversation was getting a bit more free and we both almost let slip a couple times with things we shouldn’t say. She did however mention that a very specific point on her back is hurting again, but she also needs to go pick up dinner for us so she goes and does that while I hang out and finish up putting that piece together. We eat, watch some stuff while I put the last piece together and then I tell her lets go up to her room and I’ll massage that spot again. Honestly the edible hit me well so this stuff is all probably mixed up in the wrong order, hell there might even be some gaps, but you get the point and this isn’t what you all are reading this for anyways.

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At this point I should mention that I am attempting the wonderfully idiotic thing known as No Nut November and she knew this. I was secure in my willpower and ability to keep the massage platonic. I was very overconfident…too overconfident and whether or not she told me I feel like she might have seen that as a challenge. I start massaging her back, but this time the conversation is definitely taking a different turn. I forget what specifically was said but I went from sitting next to her massaging her to straddling her thighs and…just…such an amazing ass everyone. Really if I was smothered to death by it I’d go happily into the night.

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————This is where she completely broke my ability to act like I could resist her————–

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While I am massaging her in this position she begins to push back and can immediately feel the reaction from me. I try to resist. She pushes harder. I resist…but really…not for long. The way she moved her hips…I almost failed NNN right there. I stopped what I was doing, laid down next to her, and asked, because I wanted to be 100% sure, if she was ok with us crossing this line in our friendship. She said she was and I bit down on her neck and shoulder. The feeling of her tensing up and the sound of her moaning was all that I needed to let myself give in completely. Her bra was unclasped from the massage, but she took it all the way off, rolled over, kissed me, and told me that they needed to be sucked.

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I grab one of her tits with one hand, squeezed, and the pinched her nipple while listening to her breathing quicken. I slid my hand up her chest and wrapped my fingers around her throat, firm enough to let her know that for the rest of the night I was in charge. I kiss her and then she tells me that she wants me to feel how wet she is. I let her guide my hand down and then slip my hand between her legs and begin to rub her clit. I rub a bit faster, but with how wet she was I couldn’t resist, and after making sure she could see me lick her off my fingers and telling her how good she tastes, I slide 2 fingers all the way inside of her and begin slowly curling my fingers. The moans that she made, the way that she arched her back, the look that she gave me as she came…it all just made my head spin.

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Once both of our heads cleared a bit I told her to get 1 toy of her choice out of her bedside table. She got out her wand citing that if she only gets one she might as well get the biggest bang for her buck ;-) and hey…she wasn’t wrong. I start to kiss down her thighs, biting and nibbling them a little, and skipping right over her pussy just getting close enough for her to feel my breath on it. Eventually I pressed my tongue against her clit, but only for a second before turning the wand on and pressing it against her. As she started to get close and started to close her thighs on the wand I eased off a bit and told her if she doesn’t keep her legs spread for me then she doesn’t get to cum. She listened and spread her legs nice and wide for me to keep going and honestly. The more she moaned and the further in I got the more I wanted to just turn my brain off and just let myself go. As she got close I slipped one finger inside to go with the wand and then told her not to until I told her it was ok. I told her if she wanted to have an orgasm she had to ask and the first thing out of her mouth was “I need to cum.” I stopped. I looked at her and said “That is not a question” and I pressed the wand back against her and kept moving my finger and told her to ask again. This time she whispered that she needed me to let her cum and I just couldn’t resist at this point. I told her to let herself go. I thought the wand was going to break because she tensed up so much as she was.

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I couldn’t stop now. I wanted nothing more than to spend the night making her feel this way over and over. I told her to get another toy out and get on all fours. She got out a long curve tipped vibrator and assumed a position that almost made me pass out as any remaining blood rushed to my penis. That amazing ass up in the air like that was too much. I rubbed her clit a bit and made sure she was wet before I started teasing her with the toy. I didn’t even need to put it in. I started rubbing it up and down and she started grinding on it and giggling while biting her lip in the series way. I slid the toy in and made sure I angled it and the tip to hit just the right spot. I started sliding it in faster and faster and occasionally gave her ass a nice firm slap. I let her have another orgasm after she asked properly and watched as her thighs shook as she came. Listened to her giggle/laugh her way through that orgasm, and then we laid down next to each other. I hadn’t even removed a piece of my own clothing yet. I was so into making her feel good I didn’t even care about that at all. She told me she needed a break and without even thinking I said that that worked perfectly because my cock really needed to be sucked. The smile that crossed her face did not prepare me for what happened next. She stared right at me never breaking eye contact and undid my shorts and pulled my cock out of my pants harder than it has ever been. She slid it as far down into her throat as she could and still didn’t break eye contact…and my brain melted. The way she swirled her tongue, moved her head and her hands while looking back up at me and locking eyes every now and then. I don’t know how I didn’t black out. In front of me was the sexiest woman I have ever seen giving me one of, if not, the most amazing blow jobs I have ever received…

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…and I told her to stop…

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Yeah believe me…I know. I have spent the last 16 hours in sheer disbelief that I somehow was able to tell her to stop…also that I was stupid enough. Even when she told me she wanted to ride me and positioned herself above me. I stood my ground like an absolute fucking idiot and I want nothing more than to drive all the way back down there right now to bend her over her couch and fuck her until my legs give out. We cuddled, we kissed, I got her turned on a bit again and gave her another orgasm using my fingers and we talked about how our relationship will be going forward. We are on the same page about how we both feel like this is a great new aspect to us spending time together and our friendship and that makes me incredibly happy. I swear to Jesus, Allah, Buddha, Superman, I don’t care who, that November better speed up because this NNN thing is honestly the stupidest decision I have ever made.

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