I [F] gave into my ex [M] again.

My ex (35M) and I (28F) have had a tumultuous summer that ended in a lot of great sex, but also led to too many emotions for me to even control. It had been weeks since I had spoken with him in an attempt to give him his space when he texted me. My heart fluttered and while I tried to put it all behind me I couldn’t help but respond to him. What started off as an innocent enough and friendly conversation ended in us sexting one another and him suggesting me going to his house. I attempted to hold my ground and fend off his advance. I made sure he was aware that as much as I’d like to have amazing meaningless sex with him the problem lay in that it wouldn’t be meaningless to me. He then dropped the bombshell on me that it wouldn’t be meaningless to him either and went on to explain that while he would like a relationship with me, he just isn’t ready for that just yet.

I knew I would probably regret it later, but I let my horniness and loneliness control my response when he asked if he could come over my house at well past midnight. I had no idea of knowing if his words spoke his true feelings or if he was just as horny/lonely as I was but that didn’t matter. I am putty in his hands and he knows it. And in that moment, at that time, all I wanted was his cock.

I was lying in my bed, naked, trying to get comfy while I read a book on my phone when I heard the front door open and close. He soon emerged into my dark bedroom and undressed before joining me in bed. It didn’t take long before he had his mouth on my nipple and a finger between my legs, dipping into the wetness between my legs. “Someone’s horny” he exclaimed as he inserted a finger into my pussy followed quickly by another. Within a matter of moments he had me moaning and coming on his fingers. He brought his fingers up to my mouth and I licked them clean, sucking on his index finger to tease him. I found his hard cock with my hand and made the obvious statement that he was horny as well. I brought my lips to the swollen head of his cock and gave it a kiss before enveloping it with my lips. He let out a soft moan and moved his hands to my head, tangling his fingers in my hair and gathering it to one side. I bobbed up and down on his cock, sucking and licking at it. A few times he held my head down and his cock hit the back of my throat, causing me to gag slightly and more drool to come out of my mouth.

I was ready to have him inside me and so I took control and straddled him. “Oh really? You want my cock inside you, don’t you?” I nodded my head and kissed him hard while I grinded my wetness against his cock. I then brought my lips to his earlobe and gave it a suck and a nibble, knowing his sweet spot. He answered by bucking his hips, causing his cock to enter me. “Oh god you’re so tight and so wet. Your pussy feels so good” he exclaimed as I moved my hips, adjusting to the feeling of him inside me. It’s hard to explain, but I love the way his cock feels inside me. I have a fuck buddy with whom I had been passing my time with while he figured his shit out and their cocks were completely different. My fuck buddy had a larger cock, both in girth and length, but ex’s cock was always hard which felt so much better to me than a larger, softer member. I also only went bareback with my ex, and the feeling of latex versus flesh is definitely a gamechanger. My tits were bouncing in his face as I rocked on his cock and he leaned forward to take a nipple between his lips. He sucked and bit at it, causing me go wild. I rode him at varying speeds, rocking forward and bouncing on him as I let out moans.

“I want you to cum on my cock” he admitted, and I was determined to do just that. I sat up and started to grind against him. His fingers replaced his lips on my nipples and he tugged at both of them while I worked my clit. Between all of those sensations I was able to cum on his cock in a matter of minutes. I let out a series of moans and called out his name as my pussy clenched around him. He called me a good girl, and as my orgasm made its way throughout my body he put his arms around me and pulled me down on top of him before jackhammering into me.

I had to give my pussy a little break and went back to sucking on his cock, making sure to lick up all of my juices in the process, licking up from his balls to the base of his cock all of the way up to the head before making my way back down his length. I went on sucking his cock for a few minutes while moaning into it. All the while he called me his dirty girl and egged me on by telling me how good I sucked his cock and how hungry I must have been for it. At one point I changed positions so that rather than being between his legs I was off to his side, my ass facing him. He pulled my hips towards him and slipped a finger in my pussy again. I worked harder at his cock, giving him permission to continue. I then felt his other hand move between my legs, and his fingers entered me from a different angle.

He had found my gspot which I’m sure was swollen at this point. He worked his fingers expertly as I drooled all over his cock, trying to concentrate on pleasuring him rather than the pleasure he was giving me. “Oh yeah, you like that, don’t you” I couldn’t answer but I moaned and bucked my hips. The pleasure was incredible and I was having a hard time keeping it all together. At one point I tried to pull away, but he pulled me back closer “No, you’re not going anywhere” he declared as he kept working at my soaking wet cunt. I’ve never squirted before and I’m not sure if I did that night but the waves of pleasure that came over me were definitely different than when I have a clit stimulating orgasm and I had to take my mouth off of his cock to breathe. My whole body convulsed, and my wetness was dripping down thighs and all over his hands.

“You made quite the mess there” he stated as I laid off to the side trying to recover while breathing heavily. “Now it’s my turn” he said before straddling me. He took his cock, wet with my spit and started to fuck my chest, I pressed my tits together for him and every so often I sucked on the head of his cock. He must have been close because he then put his hand around his cock and jerked off onto my chest. Rope after rope of warm cum spurted onto my chest and face, some even getting in my hair. My ex rested against the headboard of my bed catching his breath.

We both decided to shower ourselves off before bed. In the shower we washed the sex off of ourselves and talked as the warm water poured over us. We kissed each other a few times before toweling ourselves dry and getting back into bed. We cuddled and talked some more, and I fell asleep that night with his arms wrapped around me. I was worn out and in bliss and could not have predicted what would happen the next morning…

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