Sex with my wayy too recent ex [MF]

He left the friend group chat…

Even though it makes complete sense he is leaving it, we broke up a few weeks ago, it still stings me and I quite literally feel my heart break. I quite liked the idea that he saw what I was up to.

I text him about it and he asks what I expected. Yeah, I don’t know what I expected, he is right. He asks me what I am up to that evening and I was actually having a really good night. We went out for dinner with friends and I was going to stay over there as well. Get all the cuddles I needed. But now my mouth just feels dry and I think about the attention I want from him and how to get it. God, I know it is wrong and that breakups are easier if you just keep a bit of distance from each other but before I know it, I send out of picture of my tits. I know he loves my tits, he has always been a massive fan, especially when I touched them and played with them. As I am a redhead, my nipples are pale, almost skin colour, but change darker when they are played with.

He wonders why I am sending him a picture of my tits without initiating to come over. And I know coming over is the worst idea, it is all still way too fresh, I am getting desperate at this point. I left the living room where my friends were and sat in a corner thinking of all the great memories and how deeply I want that confirmation I am still important to him. And mostly that that dick is still mine. My friend tells me he is leaving and if I come along. AH there goes the last bit of my self-control, maybe the red wine didn’t help either. Or at least that is what I tell myself.

The ride home I can feel the tension going up, my phone died, so no idea where we stand now and if he won’t be weirded out or so. Should I let myself in or not? I still have his keys, but it feels inappropriate. I decide to let myself in through the first door and ring the second door. And there he stands, so exposed, he looks a bit hurt. All I want is to please him. I decide to kiss him immediately and jump up so I can put my legs around him. He is rough with me and pushes me against the wall. Touches my already dripping cunt a bit and then pushes me down to the ground so my face comes at the height of his dick. I desperately open his trousers and see how hard he already is for me. I give it one lick before I take it all the way in my mounth whilst he moans. He starts to push himself in and out of my mounth first slowly but he builds the speed up quickly. I used to dislike getting facefucked, I wanted to have the control when giving head. But it now only turns me on that I know I can please him. He is fucking my face hard, and my head hits against the wall. I can barely take it, tears roll over my cheecks and I gagged a bit on his dick.

At one point he just stops and pulls me up. I look at him with my watery eyes and ask him what he wants. He doesn’t answer but turns me around against the mirror in his hall (yeah we didn’t make it much further than the front door yet), pushes down my tights and opens my legs. He puts the tip of his dick on the opening of my wet cunt and pushes it in without much warning. Unnghh, I have missed this feeling. He fits in so perfectly and I feel so full with him inside me. I can feel how conflicted he is. One moment he is rough with me, hits my butt, chokes me whilst I have to look at myself in the mirror. Whilst the next moment he kisses my neck, and holds me around my waste whilst pushing himself inside me.

He lets go of me again and takes himself out of me. I feel fucking ruined down there already and also my throat feels soar. He really had a go at me. He nudged me towards the kitchen where he bends me over the kitchen table and pushed himself inside me again. We both moan and continue where we left off earlier in front of the mirror. It surprises me how long he can keep on going, especially since it has been a while since we fucked, but I am not complaining. The idea that there will be an end to this makes me sad so I only want to take more and more. I want him to enjoy my body and use. He strikes and kisses my butt before he hits it hard and kisses it again. It makes me nervous because I don’t know when he is going to hurt or kiss me. I am dripping, desperate for more but also scared for what is coming up. He keeps hitting my butt and I can feel it getting more and more sore and hot.

He stops again after a few minutes of fucking me hard against the table. My elbows hurt from keeping myself on the table but I couldn’t care less at that point. I wanted to know what he was up to. He nudges me softly towards the bedroom and pushes me on the bed. In the bedroom mirror I can see the flushing marks on my butt from the spanking earlier at the kitchen table. He walks further and comes back with lube and a little buttplug. Carefully he pushes the purple buttplug in my arse before he also lets himself in. God he feels even bigger with the buttplug in, it pushes his dick more foreward so it stimulates my whole cunt. I feel so fucking full that it is hard to take. With every strike the buttplug comes out a bit and is pushed inward again. So I am being stimulated at two points. I come hard, it feels uncontrolled and I wonder if neighbours heard it as it was loud. Normally I am not as loud, I like moaning, but not as uncontrolled and hard as this. He kisses me during it. Again that conflicted hotness. There is still so much love between us, but also pain and maybe even a bit of hate. He takes the buttplug out of my arse and has a massive go at my cunt. He just keeps going and I am having a hard time taking it, but still only want to please him. Then he stops, he shivers and falls down on top of me. He came loads, fills me up fully and moans loud during it. I hold him tightly whilst his body keep shivering. I stayed the night and we had a lot more sex that next morning. With the same conflictness and weirdness. Honestly, sex with your ex shouldn’t be this good.

It was all so much for one evening. It was so wrong and so right at the same time. Definitely the best sex I have ever had. Although the emotions after were unfortunately not easy either.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/jddkon/sex_with_my_wayy_too_recent_ex_mf