How I Overcame my Cunnilingus Anxiety [FM]

I used to never let guys go down on me. My first college boyfriend always refused to do it and after that I was too self conscious to let anybody’s mouth near my pussy. I was too worried about if I smelled and tasted good enough to relax and enjoy it. That all changed last year.

Before everything closed down for covid, and after a rough break up, I did what every young single person looking for a fuck buddy does: I made a tinder. It was hard to find somebody I clicked with and felt comfortable meeting up with just for sex, but eventually I found the perfect candidate. We talked for a little while before moving onto the topic of sexual preferences, when he told me that his biggest kink is eating girls out.

I immediately got anxious and explained to him my predicament: I’m just so nervous! He explained to me how much he loves the taste and smell of pussy, and once I understood his fetish a bit more I started to feel more comfortable with the idea. I figured I should give it one more try.

We met up at his house for a “movie night” and I was so giddy with anticipation, I could feel my panties getting wet before he even opened the door. At this point, it had been months since I’d gotten laid, which added to excitement for the evening. It didn’t take long before we were sprawled out on his bed half naked and making out. At one point he reached down to rub my pussy through my panties and commented that I had soaked through them. He put his face right between my legs and let out a hot breath that made me buck my hips and push my crotch into his mouth.

My face was flushed with embarrassment, but I didn’t want to stop. He pulled my panties off and started kissing me on each of my thighs, teasing me by getting so close to my pussy without kissing it yet. He parted my lips with his index finger and then started rubbing circles around my clit. I begged him to finger me.

He slid two of his fingers into my slick folds, pumping them back and forth, massaging my g-spot. He made eye contact and asked “ready?” I nodded yes. He kept eye contact with me while gently reaching his tongue out to lick my clit. My thighs twitched at his touch and felt my face getting hotter. I told him, “more” and he put he started kissing my pussy. He brought his lips down around my clit and started lightly flicking my clit with his tongue.

It felt better than I ever imagined. It didn’t take long before I felt myself squeezing my thighs around his head and had to consciously force myself not to squeeze tighter. Just when I thought his tongue flicks were going to take my over the edge, he pulled his fingers out of me, wrapped his arms around my legs and started on my clit. It felt amazing. Before I realized what I was doing, I had put my legs over his shoulders and started humping his face. I couldn’t stop myself. My legs started shaking and I grabbed a fistful of his hair. It didn’t take long for me to cum.

After that experience I’ve realized how much I love receiving oral! I’m so glad I was able to get over my fear and find somebody to help me with it ;)

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/jbl8j0/how_i_overcame_my_cunnilingus_anxiety_fm