My boyfriend gave me the green light to fuck his best friend and his girlfriend [FFM]

For context, I’ve been fantasizing about my boyfriend’s (Ben) best friend (John) for some time. I’d picture him fucking me and even masturbate thinking of it. But I would have never thought of actually doing it, I accepted that even if we break up one day, I’d never do it out of respect for him.

Two months ago, we invited John and his girlfriend (Vicky) over to drink. Ben and John work together and spend all day long sitting next to each other in a truck. So we figured that if one of us would get the covid, all four of us would catch it the next day anyway. They’re the only friends that we see.

So we were all pretty drunk and some of us (mostly John and I) got pretty horny. We started playing with each other, I think that Vicky wasn’t that much into it but she wanted to please her boyfriend. Ben wasn’t into it at all, he was laughing and feeling quite awkward. He didn’t wanna be touched, so we stopped. But John kept teasing me and I was getting pretty wet… I honestly don’t remember how, but it got to a point where I was about to have a threesome with John and Vicky. I went to talk with Ben one on one, I asked him if he would mind. He said that he honestly didn’t care. I asked again a few times, like “Are you really sure?”, I couldn’t believe he was giving me a free pass. But he promised me that it was okay.

So I went to the bedroom with John and Vicky. It was a lot of fun, at first it was mostly Vicky and I eating out each others and John fucking her or eating her. Then Vicky and I shared John’s dick, it was exactly like you see in porn, it was the first time that I enjoyed something I saw in a porn video. There’s a blur, I remember that I was eating Vicky, I was on all four and John did exactly what I was hoping for: he started to rub my clit just before fucking me. It felt so great finally feeling his dick inside of me. I don’t remember what came after this, I’m sorry for all the blanks but I did drink a lot that night. I remember that he asked me if I liked anal and I said yes, he seemed so happy to get to do something his girlfriend doesn’t like and he slowly slided his dick in my ass. It hurt at first, he didn’t finger me enough and I haven’t had done anal for a long time. But then it started to feel really good… and he perceived it, so he went faster.

At some point, Vicky got up and went to the bathroom, and John followed her. I didn’t know what was going on, and to be frank I was too drunk to care. I put my panties and my shirt back on, I thought that the night was over. But John came back and he quickly took off my panties to eat me out until I came. He started to fuck me again, in the pussy this time (guys don’t do this, I didn’t protest but ass to pussy is dangerous).

It felt even better than before, I think it’s because it was just the two of us. I have nothing against Vicky, but I’m not really into women. I know it seems weird because I sometimes have sex with them, but when I’m really horny I have sex with almost anyone (I have BPD for context). Back to the story: he was fucking me so good, the right amount of slow and hard pounds. And he kissed me so good too. Ben never wants to french kiss. I could tell that we loved sex way more than my boyfriend, who isn’t bad at sex but he has a low sex-drive. He came on my tits, and he got up to give me a towel. He didn’t even throw it at me like Ben does, he handed it to me. It’s a small detail, but getting something thrown at me after sex ruins the mood a bit when it’s every single time.

The best part about it is that it’s been two months and it’s like nothing happened. Ben and I talked a bit about it, he asked me if I liked it and I said yes. I asked him how he feels about it now that it’s done, if he regrets it and he told me that it was fine for him. We hung out with John and Vicky a few times after this, there was nothing weird. The same relationship we always had. I wish I could have sex just me and John one day, but I highly doubt it. It’s okay though, my dream came true. Ben is wonderful, and we truly love each other. But sex has always been an issue between us. I’m glad that he was open-minded enough and trusting enough to let me have fun with another man for a night.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/j8fryh/my_boyfriend_gave_me_the_green_light_to_fuck_his