I am 19-year-old catholic girl, still living with my family. I go to church every Sunday and like every other catholic girl, I sleep in the same room with my sisters, so I don’t have much of private space to fulfil my desires. my parents are very strict, so I don’t get much time to spend time with my boyfriend even though I am 19 years old.
Last week Ada, a friend of my sister visited to see us. my parents weren’t at home, so it was me and my sister and Ada. later that day my sister was in the shower and I went in to our room to discover Ada, wearing only a pair of white panties and completely naked from waist up changing her clothes. She was on her phone texting. I froze the moment I saw her, and I couldn’t move, my mouth got dry and I felt heat moving through my body. She turned around to see me staring at her naked body. She quickly grabbed the towel and covered herself and yelled “what are you doing?!how long were you Standing there?” my face got very red my ears got very hot I just babbled “I am so sorry I just…” Ada yelled get out and she did not tell anyone because it was a mistake.
But After this incident I could not keep my head straight I found myself wet every time I think about her every time I see her, I blush and feel my panties soaking. Later that I went into the bathroom and locked the door and got into the shower fantasizing about sucking her perky breasts and fingering her pussy.
I started to slowly rub my clit up and down in shower and sucking my own breast pinching them as I closed my eyes imagining Ada sucking my breasts and fingering me with her long fingers. I licked my fingers wondering if she would taste the same. I wanted to taste her juices do bad. I stoked my clit faster and faster. my mouth was open grabbing air and letting out moans, I failed to keep my eyes open. my legs started shaking, my body was starting to give up, my sensitive nipples were getting sore and red and I was getting very wet and was very close to come and I started moaning louder and louder until I get startled when I hear my sister knocking the bathroom door “are you okay in there?”
I completely forgot where I was and realized that I was moaning very loudly.
“I am fine, I just stubbed my toe”
I came out of the shower unsatisfied and to realize that I was masturbating fantasizing about a girl. I haven’t even masturbated thinking about my own boyfriend. I am not a lesbian. I felt like my head was on fire. I couldn’t think straight.
my family will burn me alive if they found out I am having theses devious thoughts. I went to bed, but my pussy was still aching, and I wanted to come so bad, but my sister is sleeping next to my bed, so I waited until she is asleep, and I grabbed Jim, my sister’s large brown bear with soft fur. I and started rubbing Jim between my legs with my cotton panties still on. I started to think about Ada’s naked body. My wetness started to drip and soak my panties and the bear. pinching my nipples make me want to moan loudly but I resisted and let out silent moans. I grinded myself against Jim. I feel my wet panties leaking my juices into the bear and that wetness is making me hornier and making me hump the bear with harsher and harsher strokes. I reach my finally orgasm and I see stars. Feel lightheaded. I never felt so good in my entire life. I wanted to do this every day. I feel my wet panties against Jim, who is very wet and sticky now. I hide Jim under my bed with guilt and fear, praying to god to forgive me for being devious. In the morning I wake up feeling horny with wet panties. I feel cursed for feeling this way. Not How much I masturbate I cannot get rid of the image in my head of Ada naked in my room. I feel powerless against my own horniness. Now I am going to finger myself thinking about my naughtiness, how I posted this story online for everyone to see.
(Forgive me if I made any grammatical errors)
God Bless You All!
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/j3qt4q/fffantasizing_about_my_sisters_friend
Out curiosity what would happen if your parents found out?
have u ever had thoughts about women before? like looking back on ur life and realising stuff? i know i did when i realised i was bisexual. hope u figure urself out xx