A story of what turned out to be an emotional roller coaster second time with my [F] cute friend [M] who has a mild Haphephobia (fear of being touch/touching)

This is my second story with Jensen, you can and should read the first story [here](https://www.reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/ifhbq4/a_story_of_how_i_f_took_the_virginity_of_a_cute/). To quickly summarize what happened in the first story, I took things really slow for Jensen’s first time so he can be as comfortable and relaxed as possible. I thought Jensen has Haphephobia, but comment pointed out that he may have Asperger’s or some form of autism rather than Haphephobia, I only use “Haphephobia” in the title so reader knows the two stories are connected.

This story happened just few days ago, to give you a sense of how we are like, here is a short description of me and Jensen. I am 24, doing a master in psychology. 5’7, medium build, 34C. Chestnut brown hair down to just north of the middle of my back. I had a boyfriend in my final two years of undergraduate, but sadly, we had to break up when we graduated because neither of us wants to have a long distance relationship, and neither of us was going to stop pursuing what we were pursuing professionally. And since then, I only had dates here and there, nothing serious. Jensen is Asian, 21, 5’10. He was cold and quiet with me at first, but once he was comfortable with me, he was charming, confident, and intelligent yet humble, although he will still be quiet when he runs out of social energy.

This sex part of this story really isn’t as wild as most stories here, but people want update, so here it is.

After the first story, Jensen and I set up a date to try sex again, he said he needed to mentally and emotionally prepare for it. The day ended up looking a lot like a date. We did an activity, had dinner, then had sex, it was a date in every way but name. So instead of writing just sex part, I am going write about the entire day.

I picked him up at his place in the afternoon. He already thought about what to do for the afternoon, so he sent me the address to the place, and I drove there without knowing where are we heading to and what are we going to do. To my surprise, we arrived at a go kart place. He told me he picked go kart because he likes motorsports and I like speeding and overtaking people on the highway, so karting was actually kinda perfect activity for us.

After we drove for a few laps, he challenged me to a six laps race. Feeling naughty and knowing that I am probably going to lose, I decided to play some mind game before the race begins. I walked to him and whispered “Do you want cum on my tits tonight?”, knowing this would make him flustered. He looked at me, pause for a moment, then said “Nice try, I know what are you trying to do. I am still going to kick your ass.” And he did indeed kick my ass, but that’s because I never karted before, definitely not because I almost hit the barrier. As we got out of the kart, he said to me “Looooooooser”, and I said slyly “How can I award you tonight.” He smirked a little, turned around and said “let’s go”, and we left.

Rather than eating out or getting delivery, Jensen said he would cook. We went to the grocery store then we went back to my place. My roommate still gone, so we have the place to ourselves. He asked if I wanted to smoke, he said he loves cooking high, it’s extra relaxing to him, where as I don’t find cooking relaxing at all. We got high and he told me to just get us a drink and chat with him in the kitchen while he cooks. I made him a weak Gin and Tonic (Jensen is bad with alcohol) and I poured myself a glass of wine. Jensen took the groceries out of the bag and began cooking. As we were chatting and he was cooking, I was looking at him. He stands straight with his shoulders back, cutting with confident, moving around the kitchen comfortably as if this was his kitchen, and explaining to me how the Spanish Armada was defeated at the same time. And just for a second, I felt the aura radiating from him similar to the aura that radiated from my ex-boyfriend.

Half an hour later, the food was ready, we sat at the table, poured ourselves some wine and eat. I said to him “I didn’t know you are such a fucking chef!”, he replied “This isn’t even the best I can do.” At that moment, I was thinking how lucky his future girlfriends are: Jensen can cook, come up with thoughtful date activities, smart, funny, can hold a good conversation, and he is cute, as long as she can also deal with his more than occasional disappearance from the social world including text and messages, his unwillingness to compromise, and his sensitive body and emotion.

Stupid me brought up the topic of Asperger’s after chatting about personality tests. I said to him about how he seemed a little bit annoyed by the Asperger’s conversation we had few days ago. I said,

“Isn’t it funny that we often diagnose other people but we can’t take other people’s diagnoses for ourselves.”

“It’s because my diagnoses for other people are often correct and other people’s diagnoses for me are almost always incorrect.”

“Maybe you are just denying.”

“Perhaps, but I know I am not.”

“Why don’t you make an appointment with a professional, I can help you. You don’t have to do it again if you don’t want to, but it can be really…….” Before I finished my sentence, he interrupted.

“Why don’t you stop trying to diagnose me of anything. Do you really want this on your plate? Can you not be satisfy that I just have some sensory issues? I don’t know why are you all of the sudden obsessed with the idea of me having Asperger’s. This could’ve been a lovely day and you just ruined it.” He paused for a few seconds and said “I’m gonna do the dishes.” He then walked to the kitchen.

At this moment, I was just freaking out inside, I was just thinking “I fucked it up! I fucked it up! I fucked it up!”. I had never seen him like it before, it was the first time I’ve seen him raised his voice like this. I didn’t know what to do, so I took another hit from the bong, waited a minute or two, then I walked to the kitchen. I walked up to his back as he was doing the dishes. I wrapped my arms around his stomach, he moved a little, and said “No, don’t surprise touch me like that” and he moved my arms away. I apologized and asked if he is mad. He was still standing with his back against me, he said “I am not mad, I am just… Maybe I should go, I think I want to be alone.” I turned him around, his eyes were watery, not looking at me, but the rest of his face was just plain, emotionless. Other than my ex-boyfriend when he is super stressed out, I have never seen a man so emotional before, it felt oddly intimate.

“I am so sorry Jensen, I wasn’t trying to upset you.”

“I know. I probably overreacted, I don’t know. I knew I shouldn’t have smoked.”

I didn’t know what to do at all. I said to him “Take a shower with me, it will make you feel better.”

He chuckled out loud, and said “Is that your solution to all the problems” I smiled and grabbed his hand and led him to the bathroom.

I took my clothes off. Jensen took his shirt off, put one of his hand out, and told me check his pulse with his wrist. His heart was beating so fast and I can see his dick was getting hard. He took his jeans and his boxers off, then we both got into the shower. It’s a small shower, so Jensen had his back against the wall. I turned on the water, and softly touched Jensen from his face to his shoulders, to his stomach, to his waist. He was frozen the entire time, breathing heavy, face red, and he let out small moans when I touched his super sensitive area like his neck, his waist, and his chest. I was already very turned on, I pulled him off the wall, I hugged him and held him tight so our bodies were touching, and began making out with him. He let out another moan and whispered to me “You are so sexy.”, I whispered back “You too.” We made out like that for a few minutes.

After that, we put soap on, I was going to put soap on each other, but Jensen didn’t want to. After we were both soaped, I reached out to play with his balls, he instantly let out a moan and his dick at this point was so hard, it was almost pointing straight up. I slowly and softly touch his dick, he once again backed up against the wall, slouching a little bit almost as if he was just surrendering his body to me. It was so fucking hot. I began stroking his dick, he was moaning louder and louder. And for the first time, he took initiative and pull me closer to him, we began kissing as I was stroking his dick, and he also reached up to play with my tits, and he said to me “I am so lucky to have you.”. After a minute, I was stroking his dick faster, he was moaning louder, and he let a big yelp, then started cumming like crazy. His cum was on my hand, my left leg, the glass, and the floor. He slowly slide down to the floor and then sat on the floor. He looked up and said to me “Gosh, it felt so good I couldn’t think of anything at all, it was like my brain turned into a static TV.” I looked down at him and see that his face was almost at the height of my pussy. So I moved closer to him and said “Now it’s your turn to make me feel the same.”, he said “You’ll need to guide me”, I replied ok. Then I turned on the water to wash off the soap and his cum. After that, we positioned it so it was comfortable for both of us. I told him to first lick and kiss around my pussy first, after a bit, I moved lips apart, and showed him where to lick. He got to work and he at the same time was playing with my butt. I had my eyes closed, moaning and enjoying him. After a few minutes, I cam while he was still licking my clit, I had to push his head away, then I lean against the wall trying to catch my breath. Jensen then stood up and held me, he asked “How did I do?”, I said “You did great, high five!” He high-fived me and we both started laughing. We then cleaned ourselves and we walked to my bedroom.

We didn’t bother putting on clothes, we were just going to take them off again anyway. We jumped into my bed, and immediately started cuddling and kissing. His reaction was so much different from the first time, he was so much more relax. I asked him “How are you feeling? Like both in terms of emotion and physical.” He said “You are the only person in the world who can make me feel like this, I feel great both emotionally and physically.” We kept on kissing each other and I could feel his dick poking me again. He also was playing with my tits, and whisper to me “You smell so good. I can’t get enough of you and your tits.”, and he started licking and playing with my tits with his mouth and his hands. I was already wet again, I loved that he was so comfortable, and so crazy for me. I was scratching his head and his back as he was devouring my tits. After a while, he stopped to take a break. I then grabbed his hard dick and rub his tip against my pussy. I couldn’t wait any longer, I put his dick in my pussy, and he plunged it deep inside me. We continued kissing and playing with each other’s body while slowly trying to synchronize our movement. As we sped up our movement, we both began moaning, and he looked at me and oddly, he said “Don’t leave me.” I held him closer and keep fucking each other. After a few minutes, Jensen let out a loud moan and shot his loud into my pussy. I was close as well, so I kept on grinding him and rub myself to orgasm in a minute.

We held each other close with his dick still inside of me. I was just enjoying his company when I felt something wet on back, then I heard Jensen quietly said “I love you.” I moved him a little so I can see his face, his eyes were red and watery, few tears flowed out of his eyes on to my back. I looked at him, didn’t know what to say. He looked at me, sobbing a bit, and said “Sorry, I didn’t mean that.” After a few seconds of silent, I gestured him to come to the bathroom and clean ourselves up. As we were cleaning ourselves up, he said to me “Why am I so fucked up.”, I was going to say because he has Asperger’s but I stopped myself from saying that, instead I said “Don’t think about it right now.” Then I gave him a long, deep kiss.

After we cleaned up, we went back to my room and get ready to sleep even though it was still early. Jensen fell asleep very quickly, probably because of the crying. I was still awake, and I looked at him sleeping, I thought to myself “What a mysterious man.”, then I browsed Reddit for a bit and fell asleep after.

I woke up the next day before Jensen, I saw his dick was slightly poking up. And apparently I can’t get enough of him too. So I did something I have never done before, I sucked a sleeping man’s dick. I pulled his boxers down and began sucking his dick. Soon, he woke up and starting moaning. His legs were shaking as I kept sucking his dick and playing with his balls with my hand. Few minutes later, he squirted his third load in 24 hours in my mouth, it was much a much smaller load. After he caught his breath, he said to me with a smile, “Don’t surprise touch me like that.”

After that, he told me how he was just too emotional the night before and told me not to bring up the fact that he said “I love you” to me. He said he was just too emotionally charged and his sensory was overloaded with pleasure. He also said he knew he shouldn’t had gotten high, he said he sometimes can’t keep his emotions in check when he is high, and will do and say something that he shouldn’t. He asked me if it is ok to just put on some music and stay in silence while he makes us some breakfast. Remembering what he told me about emotionally drained last time, I said yes and left him in the kitchen alone while I checked my emails. We didn’t talk much when we had breakfast, Jensen said he’s going to need at least two days alone just to recharge his social energy. I drove him back after with music playing in the car, I kissed him on the cheek and said “I don’t know about you, but I had a lot of fun. I hope you had fun too.” He said he had fun too and left. Honestly, I need a few days away from him too.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/ilitrd/a_story_of_what_turned_out_to_be_an_emotional

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