I [f] enjoyed some humiliating online play yesterday with my do[m]

I’m an online sub and my Daddy makes me keep a journal. This is my first time typing it out. We video chat yesterday and this is what happened.(Story contains raceplay)

I skipped my breakfast and didn’t touch my lunch so I was pretty hungry by the time Daddy called me. The night before, I said to Daddy I thought it’d be hot if he do that sometimes, make me kneel for him when he’s eating. Especially if I haven’t eaten yet, I’d be hungry just from listening to him. And of course, Daddy delivered. He said I’m not allowed to eat tomorrow before he had his breakfast.

Daddy had his breakfast at 8 am and called me, we are in different time zones so it was 3 pm my time. Daddy made me kneel naked with my hands behind my head while he ate. I still feel exposed when I do that, knowing he’s looking at me, even though I’ve done it many times. That is also why I purposely didn’t do it at first until he told me to. Of course that earned me a scolding. “Apologize for being a stupid little gook bitch,” he said.

I didn’t really catch that but I tried my best and said, “I’m sorry for being a stupid little bitch, Daddy.”

“No,” he said, “that’s not what I said. You’re so stupid you couldn’t even say it right. Repeat after me…I’m. a. stupid. little. gook. bitch”

“I’m a stupid little gook bitch,” I repeated after him, my face burning in shame but it was also turning me on everytime I degraded myself. “I’m sorry for being a stupid little gook bitch, Daddy”.

Slowly my hunger turned into something else. He asked me how did I feel kneeling there while he was eating. I mumbled my answer but got told to speak up and open my mouth so I tried again, “It’s pissing me off that you’re eating while I’m hungry….but it’s also turning me on.”

Daddy asked me what I would like to eat. I knew what my answer was gonna be and I was reluctant to share it with Daddy cuz I know he was going to make fun of me.

“Tell me or you’re not going to eat anything at all today,” he threatened and I whined no.

Shyly I told him, “I wanted to eat some rice.”

“Basic asian bitch,” he said and actually sounded amused. I was so embarrassed but that was really what I was going to eat for lunch!

“Go get some uncooked rice,” he told me. I know what he was going to make me do with them but obediently I went to the kitchen and got some.

I returned to my bedroom with a bowl of uncooked rice and immediately locked the door. “I didn’t tell you to lock the door,” Daddy said.

Nooo. I wanted to argue that he couldn’t do this to me but he left no room for argument. I unlocked my door and spent some time kneeling on rice. It was torture. My knees hurt but it turned me on too. I just love being bossed around.

True enough, my cunt was so wet when I showed Daddy. I could see strings of my pussy juice clinging to my cuntlips. Daddy made me open my mouth while also spreading my wet pussy. I stuck my tongue out like he taught me and Daddy actually took a screenshot of me. I got to see it later after we ended the video call and it was so humiliating cuz I looked so silly, like a dumb slut, but it was hot too.

“Put some of the rice on your wet cunt,” Daddy said.

I couldn’t believe what I heard. That was so degrading but I’m also a slut for humiliation. I just couldn’t not do it. Next thing I knew, I got some of the rice sticking to my glistening bald cunt. I felt like dying from humiliation. I wanted to close my legs but Daddy told me to spread my legs.

“Rub your cunt,” Daddy said, “look at all the rice. So sticky. Maybe I should call you sticky rice.”

Or something like that. Idk. I wasn’t listening anymore. I was rubbing my pussy, enjoying the sensation of the wet sticky rice and high on the humiliation.

I remember Daddy saying that I looked like a desperate slut. I’m sure I do. Daddy let me cum with him on cam and I cum really nice and hard.

We ended the video call. I couldn’t believe what I just did. I couldn’t believe I really did that. The clean up was messy. I took a shower and vacuumed my room. Shortly afterwards, I enjoyed my late lunch. I had rice.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/ih0957/i_f_enjoyed_some_humiliating_online_play