I [f]inally hit rock bottom when [m]essaging a guy online

Ok some of you are going to find this sad and the rest will find it sexy so strap in.

Also quick disclaimer at the start, when I say I have daddy issues, I mean I see a therapist and what we mostly talk about is my dad. I don’t fake it like a lot of girls.

So I was mildly horny so I went on an anonymous messenger and met a guy, let’s call him will.

Will started off being nice, being polite and blah blah blah until he starts asking me if I have day issues, clearly it’s a turn on for him.

I say yes, and he just flips and starts purposefully degrading me, but I’m really liking it. I send him a few photos of me (clothed) and he says I’m ugly, and the only way he’ll give me attention is if I pay him, and he sent his PayPal.

Now I’m not desperate for attention, admittedly I can’t hold down a relationship but I can definitely get myself fucked pretty regularly. But I was desperate for his attention, for his approval. So I sent him $5.

He points out what he likes about me when he says “overall the only decent parts of to u are your ass and how pathetic you are, which will raise you to a 3/10 if you send me nudes”

So I sent him nudes

The convo continues, I try to call him daddy but he stops my and he asks for more money which i decline, until he says he’ll show me my cock for $20.

We negotiate a bit and I get it down to $10 and I get to call him daddy if I send more nudes as well.

So he shows me his cock, which was average, but then he starts talking about how he wants to fuck me, and I came better than any orgasm I’ve had in a while.

Now I just feel so dirty, and wrong, at least some of you will get a kick out of it

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/ifzqfj/i_finally_hit_rock_bottom_when_messaging_a_guy