I am not allowed to touch myself, I do not have control over my body, I am allowed to rub my clit on things through one layer of clothing but that is all. This is hard for me as I must rely fully on my boyfriend for orgasms which I must earn the right to.
Yesterday I was soaked and couldn’t resist, I put my hand down my pants while he was in the next room and began to rub myself. He walked in. We have many rules in place for what happens in this event, what steps can be taken to ensure it doesn’t happen but usually I am taken to a room and spanked, or tied up on the cold bathroom floor without any means of distraction, this time he used a punishment we had never needed before. He believes I respond best to humiliation and enjoys my embarassment and discomfort especially when I have broken our rules.
He looked at me and immediately I knew I had crossed him, his face was intimidating and looked like he felt sorry for what he would soon do. My pussy belongs solely to him and I had misused his toy. I was swept into the bathroom, where I was told to take off all my clothes, and I did. he leashed my collar to the sturdy shower curtain and I was instructed to wait there as I had been before, I began to to relax assuming this was a typical light punishment but when he didn’t leave the room my stomach turned a bit, my bladder was nervous and started to feel too full however the toilet was not within reach and the humiliation of being caught already this day was too much to use the tub, besides I knew this would make my punishment worse, whatever it was. He was rummaging under the sink until he found what he was looking for, the enema and Vick’s. I didn’t like where this was going. He filled it with lukewarm water and unleashed me. He pulled back the hood of my clit and put a dab of Vick’s on it directly. He also spread my lips and put the smallest bit on my opening. He instructed me to lay stomach down straddling the ledge of the tub, the cold porcelain againt my pussy hurt a bit. He gave the typical lecture, telling me he did not like doing this, that I had pushed him too far this time and I was not learning from my spankings. I felt the lubed tip of the enema enter my asshole as he filled me with water.
I winced a bit from the discomfort and embarrassment of someone doing this to me. The least of my concerns yet still painful was the tingling on my clit and pussy, they felt cold and painful. The water was fully inside of me, and he refilled the bottle. It entered me for a second time, more discomfort from the last but I knew better than to vocalize this. A cold metal plug was inserted into me to hold this water.
He sat across from me when he finished, stroking my hair gently while I waited for the cue to get up, it didn’t come for longer than I hoped but he enjoyed the inflation of my tummy. My full bladder leaked slightly and felt warm as it dripped down my freezing clit. I cried a little bit he reassured me that it was for my betterment. I understood this, I knew what I was doing was wrong when I did it, we had an agreement that I could come to him for release, but I hadn’t.
He finally left the room, and let me know to appropriately clean and come back to bed so I did this. When I got to the bed he was waiting, I sucked him quickly as the sight had aroused him highly. He held my head as he pumped cum into my throat. Of course proper aftercare steps were taken to ensure I knew I was safe with him, I was held very gently for a while and later that night he brought me a fast orgasm with a strong vibrator held to my clit.
Source: reddit.com/r/eroticliterature/comments/ic1hia/my_punishment