It started with hatefucking.
You wanted brutality with kindness and cuddles.
I give you this.
Your body fucking shaking as i thrust into your mind over and over.
Somehow believing you deserve the pain.
Perhaps you do.
I use your mind and unravel till you ache for me.
You ache like I’m the only important thing in your life.
Because I give you ease.
Because I’m emotionally invested and kind.
Because I see through you to the bone.
I see the desire for self destruction flickering in your eyes
You want feel being used and discarded so you’re not numb anymore
Setting fire to your own life to be kindled by the flame.
I keep you safe but I give you that edge.
That fucking rushing gushing acheing sensation thump thump thumping inside.
You ache. You ache so hard it just keeps returning to your thoughts over and over.
You read me and you feel my arms ripping your clothes and unravelling your mind
When you’re Cumming to my words your heart beats so fucking hard like it’s on fire.
It’s somewhere between lust and mania.
You know I’ll keep you safe, you know you’ll be okay
But that fucking ache just sings from every cell of you as you read me
Feel my words travelling through to kissing every ache, setting every bone, stickers on every bruise.
You start feeling primal , biological.
What was long fucking dormant has re emerged.
You don’t just masturbate to these words.
You cum to the promise of them inside your heart.
Cum forth and comfort.
My voice was quiet and you ached for it in the darkness.
You looked at the old stories and wished it was you.
The ease you get from total surrender I get from total control.
The comfort of knowing no matter how hard or rough or deep it will be, there’s always consent there’s always connection to your emotional fucking cravings.
You feel your breathing deepen, and this old ancestral moaning start to beat inside .
You imagine every female ancestor your line holding your legs open to receive the full weight of my undeniable dominance injected right into you and by extension all of them.
That choiral deep orgasm as you fucking unravel apart in a safe way in my arms.
Civilisation is far away from what you want.
The rational gets shelved and irrational becomes natural.
When we fuck you look at me with eyes so intensely lustful.
*Fuck a baby into me.*
Your eyes match my dark rough deep soulful browns and my dark long hair and you think about what it would feel like to be chosen.
*Fuck a baby into me*
Your words keep repeating from your lips
You think of the good, being filled up bred, used ravaged
You love how you unravel in my arms.
You surprise yourself with how your heart beats ina cadence and coherence with my words like they were plucked from deep within your naturalistic desires
*Fuck a baby into me*
The self repeating statement of breeding as you feel my hands on your body opening your thighs .
I’m going to use you, degrade you, fuck the numb out of you and a baby into you.
The delusional delight.
The heady weighty mix of utter fucking depravity mixed with beautiful doting affection
One moment I can be fucking your whore mouth in the morning and pissing down your throat as you get so fucking wet at how much you desire to be utterly feasted on by me
Another moment the sincerest gentlest kisses, being wrapped into a duvet like a salmon roll and kept loved cuddled and fucked well.
Yet another moment choking fucking deep ecstatic sensual screaming from that fucking ache inside you to be filled and to be shown to the world .
A total fucking sexual emotional whirlpool stirring inside you
You imagine my rough slaps to your buttocks you masturbate viciously to that point where your ache meets my delivery
It stirs something up inside so fucking intense you have residual stronger repeat orgasms just from the memory of it.
You feel my anger and pain and my sufferings and you ache to give your body to me wholesale so I may make some use of it to feel a little more.
And you ache to be used by me.
You ache because you know I see through you and I understand and that I care about your heart.
Even through kink hate there is love there.
I show you the darkness of you. The real fucking black.
I hold you pin you consensually and make you see it and then I kiss you so fucking hard you imagine squirting riding my mouth
You feel safe but you feel the fucking rush
Stability but excitement.
You fucking want this you ached for this and you waited for this.
Reach out to me, contact me, find me (in a healthy way), and secure what you ache for
You may cum, slut.
Once you’ve done it. Again and again and again. Contact me. tell me what you’ve done. Tell me what you ache for.
You may cum again, x
Source: reddit.com/r/eroticliterature/comments/ia2as8/mf_return_to_purpose_adult_bdsm_consensual