Long story didnt realize what was going to happen once I started. First time writing, dont been to critical.
About me 6’3 260lbs football players build. When I was 19 I was dating this girl we will call S. She was tall (5’8) lean (130lbs) and had a huge rack(DD) she was blonde haired and green eyed. S was a bit of a tom boy and didn’t mind being goofy. She was my first and while both of us were theoretically open sexually we were also both a little shy and inexperienced. She had a tag along friend A that was also tall lean and blonde but small chested with a great ass. She was much more girly but also a bit goofy.
We spent a good bit of time together for the better of part of our first year together. We were long distance( I moved for college)and she was still at home with her mom. A would driver her back and forth on weekends and kick it with us for a bit then fall asleep early to give us some alone time.
After a few months A started asking probing questions about our sex ( what’s your fav position, how often) and making suggestions ( my fav is doggy you should fuck her like that more). One night while we will all hanging out the subject of threesomes came up. All agreed we would be interested with “the right person” A liked us and was open. S was very bi curious and so was A but nothing happened just chit chat.
One night while at my cousins house the girls came over and we were drinking and smoking and having a good time. S had taken a xanax.The girls were outside smoking a cigarette and chatting while my cousin and I played madden. S came up to me and told me she was going to try and talk to A about a threesome again and disappeared outside for a while. They came back in giggling and went in to the spare bedroom. I was finishing up the game and once finished ( idk who one) I went to check in not realizing what was going on.
I walked in to a dark room filled with moans and from the light of the open door saw a pile of clothes on the floor and a hump in the covers. I immediately shut the door and covered the distance to the bed. A and S where full on going at it. They took a quick break and smiled up at me and asked if my cousin had gone to bed. I said no. I came to check on them. They told me to send him to bed and come back.
I walked out and had no idea how to get back in there. I told my cousin to go to bed and got a drink for the ladies. Took a deep breath and walked back in.
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They were still going at it and in the room you could hear and smell the sex. It was thrilling. I told them that my cousin was in bed and I brought drinks. The paused rehydrated then S went back down on A and I started to suckle her small tits. It was amazing to hear the way S was getting A worked up. She was moaning and writhing around. A grabbed hold of my dick thru my pants while S was going down on her and I unsure of what the boundaries were tried to engage with S to make sure I wasn’t out of bounds. S moved up and laid on top of A and as they were grinding and making out I slid down and started to play with both of them at the same time. Both hands were rubbing, massaging, finger fucking. It was such an incredible feeling to be inside both girls while they moaned and made out.
A was very vocal and kept moaning and saying she wished S had a dick so she could fuck her( looking back I always regret not getting the message). A was clean shaved while S had a natural bush. After a while of things being hot and heavy I realized that A was A LOT wetter than S was or had ever been. We turned on the light to switch things up a bit and find the drink. We saw that the bed looked like a murder scene. There was blood everywhere all over the sheets, the wall had finger marks it was a mess. I quickly turned the lights back off but the interruption was the end of my night. S and I cuddled up on the couch in the living room while A went to the bathroom to clean up( evidently she was still bleeding but didn’t know). S cried to me that she felt under appreciated in the activities and was feeling sad regretful about it. We cuddled thru the night while I assured her I cared for her and drifted off to sleep. In the morning we woke up early and left my cousins house (unclean I’m ashamed to say, but in my defense I was young and dumb).
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We never spoke about it really both girls acted as if it never happened. I had a hard time processing that I was in a threesome with two bombshells and never even took my dick out. I kept unsuccessfully trying to recreate that night and eventually the girls friendship dissipated. I have struggled with multiple feelings since then and took almost 10 years to process it healthily. I had a real tuff time working through the unfinished feeling of not cuming or performing like I imagined. It nearly destroyed my relationship with S and completely dissolved any relationship/ friendship with A because I was behaving so poorly following that night. From what I have learned now being more mature and exponentially better at communicating with my partner threesomes can be fun and exciting ways to spice up your love life.
I am still with S bless her for sticking with me even tho I acted pretty shitty in both my behavior and attitude. I hoped writing this out can help future people be better prepare if the opportunity presents itself. Communication and expectations should be openly discussed before jumping in to something like this. Thanks for reading.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/i4uabc/my_first_ffm_threesome
Why the down votes?