[F] How reddit made me a slut. Part 1.

Back in 2017, I was really lonely. I wanted to feel desired, and I wasn’t getting that in my relationship. I had been lurking on reddit for a while. It was the one way I could find to get around the porn-blocking software my ex had put on all our devices. In order to stop himself from looking at porn. Aaaanyway…

I had been exchanging (very SFW) “shower cocktail” pics with my cousin and sister-in-law for a while. And I had developed an interest in different kinds of beer. I thought to myself, maybe it wouldn’t be so bad if I just posted a picture of myself holding a beer in the shower. I made sure that only a bit of cleavage was showing. I hoped I’d get some upvotes. I wasn’t sure how I’d feel about showing off…

But it was fun! And I not only got upvotes, but also messages from men who found me desirable. It was addicting. I started posting more. And the craziest thing happened. Slowly, I started to believe I was desirable. I started to feel not only comfortable in my body, but downright sexy. I learned what it feels like to know the that you have the power to arouse.

I realized that if I made sure to show a little cleavage in my meetings with the IT team, they were suddenly a lot more helpful. And that there were men who would, theoretically, though it has only happened once in real life, fly across the country to come have sex with me.

When I realised that I really had other options, and that I didn’t have to go the rest of my life feeling undesired, my relationship ended.

I tried an r4r post or two. I learned for the first time in my life what it felt like to have really phenomenal sex. I learned that I can squirt. And cum over and over without the help of a vibrator. It felt absolutely amazing to be desired, feel wanted and even loved. I learned what it feels like to have sex with a guy who hasn’t had sex for two years because his wife just stopped having sex with him. This has become a bit of a kink of mine.

I made a female friend on one of the subs I used to comment on. I thought she was hitting on me when she messaged, but she just wanted to be friends. But we ended up having sex anyway. We were each other’s first women. The first time was so adorably awkward. Just trying to figure out what to do. Eating pussy for the first time. The next time, we had a threesome with a guy I was in love with at the time. It was incredible. She ate me out while he fucked my face. My hands were tied behind me. Gosh. That threesome is a story of it’s own. This series is meant to be more of an overview.

How does one gracefully indicate that this is the end of the first installment?

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/hgp1ic/f_how_reddit_made_me_a_slut_part_1