I [M]23 kissed my friend [M]21 and wanted to suck his dick despite being in a straight relationship.
2 years ago my friend and I were having a few drinks in the summer getting ready to go to a music festival we go to every year. At some point our conversation turned to girls and sex. He admitted that he liked guys as well, which I was really surprised to hear, he hid it really well. I told him that I was straight but open to experimenting.
A little while later he said he had a bit of a weird request. He asked me if i could kiss him like I kissed my girlfriend. I had quite a few beers and this point and thought “why not”. I kissed him, and got really into it. Eventually horniess took over and a reached for his belt and told him I wanted to suck his dick as I’d never done anything with a guy before.
He stopped me and said he didn’t want to go too fast and for me to do something i regretted. We ended up just going back to drinking and carrying on as normal.
I’ve never told anyone, we’ve never spoken about it and to this day I wish he had let me do it.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/hcn3gw/i_m23_kissed_my_friend_m21_and_wanted_to_suck_his
You could always check in again and see if he’s down? Slowing things down was probably a safe move to protect the friendship, but now you’ve had time to think on it. He may still want to play it safe, but I’ve heard the phrase “don’t ask, don’t get.”